Author Archives: NathaJay

From nothing to everything in the blink of an eye. I’ve been flat on the couch for most of June 2022, but my body feels like it finally integrated the physical upgrades. Almost everyone I know has been plagued with … Continue reading →

We make plans and the gods laugh. Kind of the story of my life, but it has been accentuated since the March equinox. Every time I think I finally have a path, more timelines collapse and my plans fall apart. … Continue reading →

We really need a font reserved for sarcasm. I feel the dark, sarcastic side of my Scorpio humor is lost in the written word. Probably for the best. I’m not having any fun at all. The timelines are collapsing so … Continue reading →

Do you feel slightly removed from reality? So do I. “Slightly” is an understatement. In the past week, I have been ricocheting between being totally self-involved and wondering if I still exist on this plane. I’ve heard of people who … Continue reading →

We are all familiar with the question of who we are. Are we humans having a spiritual experience, or spiritual beings having a human experience? This change in perspective can shift everything in your world. Changing how you see yourself … Continue reading →

March has been crazy fast, and so changeable. I feel like reality fits what I was taught about Colorado weather: “Don’t like the weather? Give it 15 minutes.” I will hit a tough patch in my world, and literally lie … Continue reading →

I have been working with timelines since I was a child. I didn’t realize that’s what I was doing until decades later, it was just instinctual. I spent a lot of time in my thirties wondering why people made the … Continue reading →

This must be where the timeline split becomes undeniable, at least for me. As the illusion implodes, I am just overwhelmed by bliss and joy. I know some have already passed this point, and there are many still suffering greatly … Continue reading →

I know I haven’t written in a while. Honestly, the embodiment experience changes everyday, and I’m having trouble pinning down some way to translate it into language. It’s been weird. Quite happy overall, but so strange. My body’s need are … Continue reading →