Breathe as the Divine

I have been playing with ways to maintain this blissful energy, instead of being rocked so hard by the fluctuations. I think I finally figured it out! At least it works for me, for now.

It needs to begin on a “good day” when you are feeling joy and gratitude, without forcing it. Be in the flow of life and love, and consciously breathe that feeling into your body. This has to be a conscious act in order to recall it later. Just take a few conscious breaths each time you feel amazing, and store it in your body. I visualize this energy entering with my breath and infusing each cell with its magic. This makes my body feel energized and fulfilled.

When the outer energy comes back down, my cells are still infused with the good stuff, I just need to remind myself of that. I have devised a phrase that reminds me of the light: “Lighten up, Buttercup!” When I think this phrase to myself, I can feel my whole body shift to this higher state. I’m not just feeling better, my neurology is also responding. My body actually functions better!

We have been told to “ground the energy” for years. We have been told to “breathe consciously” for millennia. This is the first time I’ve managed to ground the energy in my own body through conscious breathing. Maybe I’m just slow. Or maybe, just maybe, it’s finally time. We can all feel the shift, and we are meant to play an active role. How much more active can we be than lighting up our cells, and recalling that light with intention?

For those who like lists:
* Wait until you are feeling the flow of joy
* Consciously breath that feeling into your body
* Do this whenever you feel good
* Pick a word or phrase that you can associate with this experience
* When the outer energy is less supportive, use your word or phrase to remind
you to turn on your inner light

As with all new skills, this will take practice. Keep tweaking this process to fit your own style. There is no right or wrong way, and we are all different. For me, this is a practical way to change the frequency within. I have been working with this for about a week, and it gets easier each time I do it.

For my next challenge I plan to direct this light to areas of my body needing a little healing. I’ll keep you posted. Also, please share your experiences around this breathing technique!


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2023 – Elevate

If you read no further, the key to 2023 is to elevate your energy. Lighten up. Think of the Egyptian death mythology of weighing the heart against a feather to determine if you are lighthearted enough to pass to the next level of existence. 2023 will be a crash course in creating with our own energy. If you hit a rough patch, and most of us will, be eager to laugh it off and start again. “I was using that old belief? How cute! You are adorable, my little human ego, but now we are changing the narrative.” Just like correcting a small child, you will enjoy greater progress through redirection, than through disappointment and self-judgement. This is going to be a steep learning curve. Be ready to flow and let go.

We have left linear time, so this forecast will only pertain to those at a similar place on the path. This year will be absolutely radiant for those further along, and it will be jarring and chaotic for those just waking up. The interesting thing about non-linear time is that we can move freely between levels. I am guessing we can change our physical age also, but I’m sill looking for that door.

The idea of energy as currency may feel completely foreign, or it may remind you of the home you left behind before incarnating on Earth. The important thing to note is that energy can’t be discerned by outer acts. For example, I knew someone who would sew shower curtains to blankets and give them to the homeless, so they could have a weatherproof cover. I told him how impressed I was with this act, and he replied, “I just don’t want to go to hell.” His true motivation was fear of hell, not love for his fellow man. We are past the point of the end justifying the means. We are entering a time where the end will reflect the means.

The end reflecting the means will bring a greater sense of fairness and justice to the world. I’m not saying it will all be different in the span of a single year, but this is the time these seeds will be planted. There will be those who will excel at this new skill, and those who will have to fail repeatedly to figure out what’s happening. Let people fail. Lead only by example. Failing spectacularly is one of the fastest ways to learn. It’s hard to watch those we love run headlong into a wall, but in the long run it will be faster growth with less suffering. I know the empath in me wants to help people avoid pain, but I am interfering in their journey if I offer unsolicited guidance. If they ask I’m happy to offer my own observations, but staying silent until asked is a whole discipline unto itself.

Fortunes (including windfall in health and relationships) will be both made and lost in the blink of an eye. Please remember this isn’t a punitive system. No one is handing out punishments or rewards. What occurs now is based solely on heart frequency. People who seemed to be on the right track may be totally knocked down, because their true motivation (heart frequency) is fear or greed or domination. If you are knocked down, consider what is truly motivating you. If your ego identity is wrapped up in being a healer or always being helpful, are you operating from an open heart, or just service to the ego construct? Is your need to be right stronger than your desire for unity? Does your identity require others to “need” you? Does “winning” require a “loser”? Only you know what’s really driving you.

2023 will require absolute accountability to our own growth. To master our creative power we will need to be observant and totally honest with ourselves. If we keep attracting exactly what we don’t want, there’s a reason. This will also play out on the world stage, but it is all directly tied to our inner state. We are the power behind the thrown. If the world stage is distracting for you, turn off the news and social media. I guarantee world peace lives within personal peace. How much room do you have in your day for peace, freedom, joy, and abundance? It’s up to us to anchor those vibrations.

It sounds fabulous to change power dynamics and realize unity and abundance, but the flip side will be facing the shadows of poverty consciousness and victim mentality. Many of us have lived in scarcity and duality for so long, it may be a bumpy adjustment. We really haven’t seen abundance or unity on this planet in thousands of years. Be gentle with yourself on these ones, but be aware of how they try to sabotage your thinking. Two big red flags of self-sabotage are blame and excuses. No matter what the issue is, you always have choices. Accept it or change it. No whining.

The whole year will be like “you can only receive as much love as you have for yourself” on steroids. Whatever isn’t working in your outer world needs to be adjusted on the inner. Want deeper relationships? Deepen your relationship with yourself. Want more money? Invest in your own self-worth and personal value. What shows up outside you has always been a reflection of your inner world, but this year it will be brutally obvious.

When you hit a rough patch, and we all do, love yourself through it. It will pass much faster with a good cry and a box of cookies, than by berating yourself. Don’t be at war with yourself! Treat yourself, mind and body, as a child in need of comfort. If you have trouble doing this for yourself, work out a support structure, and use it. If you are stuck for a longer time, seek professional help. A little counseling can go a long way.

None of this is new information. The big difference is that the energetic construct of the “prison planet” experience has been dissolved. The only thing holding the old in place is the human ego, which is also changing rapidly. In short, it’s time. On the “world domination” goal of the elites… yes it was real, and no it won’t work. That agenda no longer holds any power, or non-human assistance. We can all let that one go. Those emotionally invested in that narrative (on both sides) will be quite lost and confused this year. At this point, we are all just humans trying to figure ourselves out. Those used to this inner work will find this year quite empowering, liberating, and challenging in an exciting way.

I feel a lot of death this year, but I can’t tell if it’s physical or ego death. I’m sure there will be many Light Workers leaving the planet, simply because the mission has been accomplished. Two important things to remember about physical death: 55-60 million people die worldwide each year (just because being mortal works that way), and death is just a new beginning somewhere else. Grieving is another matter. If you lose someone take the time to grieve. Grief is it’s own process, and you just have to love yourself through it. Grieving is tough, but it tears the heart wide open to allow for new growth.

Together, 2022 and 2023 are the turning point for the future. The battle has already been won, so now we get to figure out what co-creation really means. Enjoy this part… it feels like dancing to me. A waltz? A tango? It’s up to you. Do what aligns you with your soul. Be aware, but not critical. This is a time of celebration. In the words of Tom Robbins in Jitterbug Perfume, “Lighten up!”


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Return of the Divine Child

Your own Divine child is ready to reenter your life. The past few days have been full of epiphany, showing connections to my childhood. Remember yourself as a child? Remember what mattered to you? How has that message changed over the years of survival and heartbreak? Look at your life as a whole. Do you suddenly see the pattern? Not the pattern of shadow learned in this 3D existence, but the pattern of Divine message.

Since everyone is so different, with a totally unique message, I can only relay my own experience and ask you to follow the breadcrumbs you left for yourself.

I was an odd child (for many reasons, but we’ll stick to diet). I loved fresh veggies, cooked spinach and broccoli, and meat, but disliked milk, grain, and sugar. I enjoyed the ritual of trick-or-treat, but I never ate the candy. It would be thrown away the next year, to reuse the jack-o-lantern bucket. When I was 8 years old, I remember having my first soda with my cousins. I was so excited because they were so excited. Yuck! Carbonated sugar water – ewww!

I am still this way. As an adult soda gave way to beer. Carbonated poison water. I got sick of waiting for my friends to stop drinking, so now I have a “dry house” – no alcohol allowed. The one constant in my life is veneration of the body. Even as a child I disliked harming the body. We won’t discuss my teen years. There’s something to be said for the development of the prefrontal cortex.

A friend sent me a video last week, which triggered the synchronicity in my life around the body. Dr. Mark Hyman was being interviewed and he mentioned the mind-body connection also runs the other way, the body-mind connection. At last I have words for my inner knowing! My entire strange path is cast in a brand new light. “If you haven’t got your health, you haven’t got anything!” Truth!

On a mystical level, your body is the same as the Earth we live on, the feminine energy that sustains the physical world. As I have mentioned countless times, we are only incarnate at the invitation of our host body, and it is our duty to be a good guest. Next time you are concerned about the health of our planet, check to see how much pollution you are pushing on your own body. All physical reality is one thing, body and planet. This isn’t symbolic – think entanglement theory.

None of this is new information, nor do I think my version will suddenly shake people awake, but it changes how I see my own life. Know what else? This is a space I can hold. Holding space is the first step in forming a new reality. I hold the space to honor and respect the physical body. Now I do this consciously, for the collective.

I’m not sure where this will lead me, but I am relieved that I haven’t strayed too far from my original inner knowing. This epiphany also lets me view my body and my path with more love and wonder. It feels like a soft joy, like a warm blanket. Relaxing. Before, I just felt very alone and unsupported. Now, I can attract like minds, because now this idea is conscious and growing within me.

So what is your unique message? How has it hardened in this world? Once you see it, it brings softness and warmth. Please share your message with those around you, including in the comments for us to enjoy. Welcome home, little Light beings!


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Glimpses of the Future

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I’m not even sure where to start. This past week has felt like years of information crammed into a few days. Dreams, epiphanies, synchronicity, and downloads, oh my! I think my only point in writing this post is to say you aren’t alone, and to be yet another voice reassuring that we are on a very bright path.

Before this point arrived for me, there were a couple months of increasing nothingness, where the ego was winding down but nothing was taking its place. It was distressing, then confusing, then just vacant. If you are in that place of slow ego death, just know it’s normal, and something does indeed follow. This is a perfectly natural stage of evolution. Just let it happen.

It is so light and lovely on the other side of this passage! This is the closest I’ve felt to “home” yet. I kept waiting for this remembrance of my gifts people keep talking about, but it seems I have been trying to use these gifts all along, it’s just easier now. I have always attracted situations with my energy field, consciously for the last couple decades, but I can feel my attraction field expanding and it no longer requires so much effort. It feels like I was wading through mud before, but now I am flying unencumbered.

There have been some changes to my perception and intuition in the last couple of weeks. My sensory perception is heightened; sound, smell, and vision are more acute. Also, I keep seeing and hearing things that I’m not sure are on the inner plane or the outer. I will occasionally hear a sound and have to look at my dog to see if she heard it also. Usually she doesn’t stir, indicating it was inside my head. This experience seems like mental illness, and I did wonder if I had finally fallen off that cliff, but I have spoken to others experiencing the same thing.

My intuition has gotten much more subtle, and ignoring it brings a much bigger internal reaction. I will get a fleeting glimpse of what needs to happen, and if I ignore the guidance, when things go wrong I am flooded with anger. I can’t miss the reprimand. I’m sure this is training on following subtle guidance. The anger is impressive – like touching a hot stove. And I am fully aware in that moment that all of this could have been avoided, if only I had chosen to follow the guidance given.

Telepathy is fully on line, at least with animals. My dog is teaching me telepathy. Yes, you read that right. Why animals and not people? Because telepathy happens through an open heart. As soon as a person succumbs to fear or anger, their hearts close right up. Animals don’t have the issue of emotion becoming obsessive thought and blocking the flow. It’s a relief to know we will only hear the thoughts of the open-hearted.

I was listening to a Soulogy interview with Nikool McIndoe and when she mentioned quantum finance, everything about money fell into place. She speaks way outside of the 3D box, where good intention is rewarded, and greed simply won’t be supported. Finally, a financial system I understand! As always, be kind and generous, and money will flow unrestricted. Wealth is an anchor, prosperity is a flow. Giving freely is a great way to start the flow.

We are becoming multi-dimensional beings faster than we ever thought possible. This means we have to forget all we were taught about evolution and DNA. We get to experience evolution inside our own bodies with every breath, no matter what your age. We no longer move through time, time moves through us. I’m still working out how to handle that one, but I’ll post when I’ve had a little practice with it. Please comment with any guidance you may have on non-linear time.

This whole process is pretty tough on the body. Please be kind to yourself, especially your liver. Most nights I wake at 2 AM, right in the middle of liver time on the Chinese medicine clock. With as clean as my system is (both emotionally and dietary), if my liver is struggling it’s time to really listen to the body. The only reason we’re in a physical form is by the grace of our host body. Be a good guest

The last item I want to mention is the “solar flash” the spiritual community has been talking about all year. I haven’t received any intel on it, but it may be above my pay grade. It could also be that we have been having smaller upgrades all year, instead of one specific event. Now is a good time to reread the 2022 forecast.

Be well, and know we are all doing this together. The future is here!


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Becoming Nothing

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Who am I without my stories? Without my attachments? Without my wounds? I think I am about to find out, as we all are. September 2022 has been strange and it just keeps getting stranger. I keep trying to focus enough to write a post, only to decide it really doesn’t matter, anyway.

This isn’t apathy or withdrawal, it’s more like observer presence. Like I am watching a scripted movie, so it won’t matter what warnings I yell at the screen. We are where we are, and personal choice makes little difference, at this point. We can have a little influence over our own journey, and we are still responsible for the energy we put into the world, but the main plot is already in action.

I’m not at all saying we’re powerless in our own lives. Greatly loving and supporting the body is crucial at this point. I ask my body what it needs several times each day. I want to build a supportive partnership, and unity consciousness starts within. As within, so without. So, our choices still matter a great deal for the quality of our own journey… just not much else.

When the queen died my first thought was, “There’s no turning back now.” She was the linchpin holding the old paradigm together. I know there are all kinds of theories about the “evil” of the monarchy, but that’s not at all what I’m talking about. A single woman held a course for the whole planet for 70+ years. That’s pretty impressive. Now, we are evolving beyond the old paradigm, and the major players must change. This will happen faster than we think, as Queen Elizabeth II really was the glue holding it all together. We are all this powerful, if we could only stay focused.

The queen’s death was also a symbolic ending of many 3D stories. Many outdated archetypes are also leaving the dance floor. The problem I’m having (and I’m sure I’m not alone) is that new archetypes haven’t arrived yet. The only ideas I really resonate with are freedom, liberation, joy, and equality. I have no idea how that will look, but I am doing my best to embody those ideals. Again, this is all internal between my body and my higher self. The symbiotic relationship of incarnation.

I don’t really have much else to say. If you are feeling the strangeness, just know you aren’t alone. Care for your body like the frightened animal it is. Be ready to forgive and release the past at a whole new level. This is what we came to hold space for.


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Worth and Value

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I was having a discussion yesterday about self-worth and determining worth in the world. They are very different things, and upon examination, I think I have found where the confusion lies. First off, either detach the word “worth” from anything external (money, popularity, other people’s opinions, etc.) or find a different word that you can use to represent internal energy.

Worth is inherent. Your soul is always worthy of any exterior happiness, just by being. You never have to earn worth, nor can you work hard to get more. It’s just there. Every breath we take fills us all equally with the loving energy of existence.

Value, on the other hand, is about external interaction. You can use your free will to better yourself, or tear down others. You can choose to be a health nut or a hedonist. You get to decide what energy you bring to the world. Do you bring love or fear? Do you bring anger or peace? Do you leave people feeling hopeful or dismal? Most importantly, are you aware of the energy you spread?

Here’s where I think the sticky part happens: On some level we all want to live up to our potential, so when we choose a lower value option, our self-worth suffers. We forget that worth is independent of our choices and mistakes. We forget that we can choose differently, to bring our value closer to our potential. We forget that we can always make different choices, while our worth is unaffected.

Just because most of the world is familiar with these two people, let’s look at Barack Obama and Donald Trump. I can feel the buttons being pushed. I really need you to step away from politics, policies, and party lines. I am only using these people as examples because most of us are familiar with their personalities, or public display of energy. I don’t care who you voted for. That said, even thinking about Trump likely caused a visceral reaction, either pro or con. Trump’s energy is very triggering. Obama (not necessarily his politics) is naturally more calming.

Without either one being right or wrong, can you feel how completely different their energies are? Try this exercise with people in your own circle. Feel how some people leave you feeling refreshed, while others leave you feeling drained? You may love them all, but they bring different energy to the party. That’s value. They are all worthy (internal) of the best love and life have to offer, but their value (external) lies in the energy they spread.

Don’t misunderstand me – we all have bad days. You are totally allowed to feel what you feel. The value is in how you express the feeling. Do you say, “I’m angry today, I need to be alone,” or do you say, “You make me angry!” Throwing your baggage at someone is always a choice. If you are in a toxic relationship, it is your responsibility to leave, rather than blame.

Just a note on frequency – like attracts like. It’s hard to tell what kind of energy we are spreading, because we are always with us. Sometimes it’s best to look at our circle to see where we are. Are you surrounded by narcissists or addicts? It doesn’t mean you are one, but it does mean something you carry resonates with that level of existence. I used to attract addicts of all sorts until I cleared the victim mentality from my field. I still love my addicted friends, but we aren’t as close (without setting new boundaries).

When I have a low-value day, my worth is still intact. Really spend some time pondering the difference. If you understood your worth is a given, who would you be? What kind of energy would you spread in the world? What habits would you keep, and what would you change? We can make all kinds of choices about how our value impacts the world, but we are always worthy.


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Thought Experiment

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Don’t you love how synchronicity brings ideas into your field, and they coalesce to form all new patterns? New to me, at least. Not even new information, just a different take on things; a new understanding. This is why I love personal development – never a dull moment in personal growth! It’s difficult to keep me challenged, but the layers of the human psyche are endlessly amazing.

I need to start with a bit of framework. The Mystery Schools (and now science) tells us that the world is just a hologram. Physical reality stems from consciousness, not the other way around. The Mystery Schools say, “Life is a circle where the center is everywhere and the circumference is nowhere,” while science says all reality is subjective. If we are all the center of our own subjective reality, then who’s driving this crazy train? Only one possible answer: we are. You are wholly and completely responsible for your personal experience. Eventually, and with a few exceptions.

The “eventually” part is about inner work, or shadow work. It takes some directed effort to wrestle yourself out of the cocoon of victim mentality you were born into. The exceptions are disruptions to the physical brain – actual physical blocks to thinking, like Alzheimer’s or schizophrenia.

We are usually led to spiritual development because the pain of life gets too heavy. We generally go into it like religion, with some heavy wish-fulfillment (heaven) and vengeance (hell / karma) desires. We soon find that “being good” doesn’t improve our lot, and judging others as “bad” doesn’t let us gleefully watch their karmic repercussions. At some point we decide we want to be the best version of ourselves, just because that’s who we want to be. Poof! Then the layers peel back more quickly. If you are ready for a personal deep-dive, I recommend The Gene Keys. That stuff is pure magic.

From this level of reality we can change the physical world. Why? Because we have all that extra room in our minds. Instead of wasting brain power on fear and judgement, we can use that extra focus on directing energy in the physical realm. Remember, every level is a valid place to be, so it perfectly okay to be thinking, “Well, that’s all fine and dandy, but my circumstances are special!” For perspective, I’m in a wheelchair due to a neurological disorder, and I plan to use myself as a guinea pig. Everyone reaches a new level in their own time… even if we wish it happened faster.

Here’s the fun part… what if all this inner work is just to clear out enough space to focus the brain? What if it was never about fixing something, or being good enough? What if the suffering that started us on this path was just a reminder to leave the cocoon? I’m not in any way saying anyone can bypass the messy part and go straight to focusing the mind. Please, dear Goddess, don’t spiritual bypass. I’m just saying that the real reason for “doing the work” may be much more significant than just feeling better psychologically. Not that feeling better in your own skin isn’t a great reason, I just like to push the boundaries. Gotta have a hobby.

We have plenty of distractions, and left unattended our thoughts usually revert to any number of less-than-optimal patterns. I think judgement (self or other) and fear are the two most common. Interesting how social media and news push both those buttons. When we manage to master the chatter of the monkey-mind, we can program something new. When I say “master the monkey-mind” I really mean retrain it to think more productive thoughts. That means a lot of thought interruption and redirection. You can do it. I have faith.

So, this takes us one step further than my usual “mind your mind” platform. I am suggesting that focused thought can change physical matter. I know this idea isn’t new, but I believe it is now more widely available than ever before. I also believe that changing physical reality with the focused mind is great training for creator beings, such as ourselves. We are working directly with the plasma that creates physical reality. Maybe the sun is sending new codes. Maybe the energy is just light enough to allow this to happen. Maybe this is all a thought experiment. Maybe we leveled up on the game we’re playing. Whatever the reason, I just want to see what we’re capable of. Remember to have fun out there!


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Bazinga!

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Know what really fascinates me about the Mandela Effect? The fact that some part of our consciousness remembers other timelines. That’s wild! Some part of me remembers a different reality, almost like realities are interchangeable… Why wouldn’t they be? Linear time and a lonely singular reality are both just imaginary. Oh wait! That may be a spoiler alert for some. Just something to ponder.

I am re-watching “The Big Bang Theory”, and the past month has felt very much like the scene with a sleep deprived Sheldon in the ball pit, popping up to say “Bazinga” as a show of humorous ‘can’t catch me’. This feeling will continue, and likely intensify, until mid-August, 2022. I highly recommend you treat it as a game, instead of the frustrating act of trying to catch a changing timeline. Some days reality is shifting so fast I feel like I’m jumping rope with timelines. There’s a lot of sleep involved with this. Well, short naps, anyway.

What I grew-up hearing about the local weather seems appropriate here: “Don’t like the weather? Give it 15 minutes. It’ll change.” If your current reality is uncomfortable, just be open to the possibility it will be different soon. The mind wants things to be stable and predictable, but right now is a really difficult time to hold things still. Let it go, let it flow. Life is moving, and hanging on will only result in being dragged.

To clearly see the amazing timeline leaps watch the world of science and technology. I am currently listening to “A New Science of Heaven” by Robert Temple. This book basically unifies science and mysticism. The study of plasma goes back to 1887, but all of a sudden, the pieces have fallen into place for a whole new outlook. This kind of shift is happening a lot. Just look away from the re-runs on the world stage to see the exciting new stuff.

Another fun one is a short film by Quantum Gravity Research called “What Is Reality?” This is stuff I had to study the Merkaba teachings for a decade to figure out, and now it is explained by science in 30 minutes. How cool is that?!?

I am also waking up before the dog barks at a noise, and reaching for my phone right as a text comes in. I used to experience these things on-and-off, but now it’s just on. There’s a lot going on out there. We are living in a time ruled by epiphany and synchronicity. Prepare to unify with your own higher dimensions… like there’s a way to prepare for a thing like that. Just love yourself and go with the flow. You got this.


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Finding Integrity

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It has been an intense time for epiphanies. I probably brought some of that on myself by meditating on what I need to change to get on the highest timeline for my life. Turns out, I need to use my words. Oh, the irony. I learn a lot from watching other people, so I want to share this piece of my journey in the hope it will spark something in you.

My definition of “integrity” is when thoughts, words, and deeds are all aligned. Many people have a disconnect between their words and their deeds – lots of talk with no action. I’m good there; if I say it, it’s going to happen. The place I was out of whack was between my thoughts and my words. I was working under the assumption that my thoughts were only in my head, thus totally under my control. In reality, my thoughts were there to guide me, and needed to be taken seriously.

For example, I have been accused (really by only one person, now that I think of it) of being too rigid and controlling. In an effort to be more “easy going” I have fallen into a pattern of saying, “No worries,” when I really mean, “I’ll get over it, but please don’t make it a habit.” If people are under the impression that I don’t mind a certain behavior, of course they are going to make it a habit.

This new habit they are displaying, which I don’t like but have voiced no objection to, becomes tiresome and unsustainable. Eventually, I just leave the situation. I find myself alone (again), which is my personal flavor of self-sabotage. My self-sabotage is directly caused by my lack of communication. Again, the irony!

The other piece of this puzzle comes from projecting my needs. I thrive when I feel secure in my relationships, so I strive to make others feel secure. For me, security means consistency, dependability, and emotional responsibility (not throwing their baggage at me). Security may not be a issue for others in my life, and providing it definitely doesn’t guarantee it will be returned.

Additionally, providing others with an environment of safety and security, without boundaries and expectation, usually results in a lack of growth. We all grow faster when we are less comfortable, or at least challenged to meet a mark. By not verbalizing my needs, I am basically hurting people around me. I have seen people get more and more destructive in search of a boundary. I really should have learned this lesson before now. Most of this is information I already had, but this is the first time it came into a strait line to my own self-sabotage. The layers of human psychology are fascinating!

For the first day of this revelation I was a bit shell-shocked, with no idea of how to proceed. It has now been 48 hours, and it feels totally natural to say what I actually mean. I think awareness was the important part, not implementation. The point being, just sit with your revelations for a bit, and they will work themselves into your reality. It only takes effort if you resist. All these shift are just bringing us into personal integrity.


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Unshakable

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The world stage is crazy, and going to get worse. Why? Some of our reality is just breaking down, but also those in power are experimenting with human emotion, specifically to stay in power. Don’t fall for it. Humans are easily led if they can be kept in fear. Anger is a step up from fear, but it is a long way from the vibration of love.

As we know, this ascension thing is happening either way. The only choice now is how hard we want to make it. Do we want the pain brought on by the dissonance between the vibration of fear and the vibration of love? Or do we want to make that transition easier by actively bringing ourselves toward the frequency of love? To be honest, the human body can’t hold both frequencies. If you plan to live through this decade (and many won’t), keep your focus on the higher frequency of love. It’s where we’re going.

If you are new to shadow work, this can sound like denial. Bliss bunny stuff. It’s the opposite, actually. It takes a true spiritual warrior to look at the headlines and sill keep their heart open. Compassion is really just observing, with love, from a distance. If I can see you heading for a fall, and still love you while holding the knowledge that you have the strength to get through it – that’s compassion. Try it with the world stage. It isn’t an easy task.

For an example, let’s say some thugs start stirring trouble in your neighborhood. The knee-jerk reaction might be to share guard duty with your neighbors. Now you have a bunch of angry or scared people trying to defend a space. (I keep getting a visual of someone wearing a cooking pot for a helmet and a trash can lid for a shield.) Another option would be neighborhood training in a martial art. If you have a group of black belts walking the streets, the thugs will move on. I am not advocating denial, I’m asking you to become a black belt.

I’m not saying you won’t still feel the waves from the collective. The wave of anger yesterday was like a rip tide. Feel it and move through it, don’t get sucked in and drown. Even the human heart grid flickered a bit. Now it’s our job to strengthen the heart grid once more. We will. I’m not worried, I’ve been doing this for a while. More importantly, your own experience depends on how quickly you can guide yourself through each rough patch.

I’d guess that the adjustments to both abortion rights and gun control in the USA was carefully timed to try to put as many (from both political parties) into fear as possible. This timing was probably chosen because tomorrow (June 28, 2022) we start about six weeks of intense karma clearing. Karma is just repeating a behavior based on frequency. Those that are still trying to run the matrix of control would love for us to choose to keep our own frequency low enough to keep the old karma (of fear and oppression) in play. If you allow yourself to be open, even a little, karma will be leaving your system rapidly. All you have to do is stay out of fear. Fear closes the cellular doors where all the old stuff is trying to leave.

Here are some short writings that may be helpful:
To identify and change victim mentality, READ THIS
To look at personal power, READ THIS
To check out esoteric power, READ THIS
To become a Ninja, READ THIS
My website, www.WalkingInBothWorlds.com has many pages, like those above, that are free and available to all. Please share whatever you wish. If it jogs someone’s memory about the path they came to walk, then my time was well-spent.

None of us is perfect, and we can always improve, so just start where you are. Every effort towards self-mastery will be greatly rewarded in the coming weeks. We are supported in this journey like never before. Like I have said many times, ascension (evolution) is happening either way; might as well make the most of it. Let’s see how far we can go!


If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

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