Walking In Both Worlds

Hallelujah! The baseline for relationships has finally changed. I woke up this morning giddy as a schoolgirl, knowing our fundamental interactions have shifted from codependency to interdependence. This is huge! This is how we relate to other people, as well as everything around us.

On an individual level, in the past a partner or friend was chosen because they were of some kind of “use” to us. We valued an aspect of the person, not the whole package. Maybe we felt loved, or financially supported, or we could live our care-taking story, or the attraction was karmic (repeating pattern). In each case, the relationship was half empty, because we drew the person to us to fill a certain role. They felt the relationship was half empty also, because they drew you in to fill a role, too. This is codependency. Neither one is really happy in the long run, but you both agree to stay for your role.

Interdependence is the opposite. People need people, and we all have a part to someone else’s puzzle. Relationships are vital. Cradle to grave, we need others to survive and thrive. The big difference is that we will now want to give as much as receive. Interdependence is about supporting each other to be the best we can be. Think relationship at a heart level, rather than the ego level. If someone loves you at the heart level (unconditional love) they always want you to grow into your best self. Movement, not stagnation and misery.

What this means on a practical (esoteric) level is that the emotional hook (guilt, lust, martyrdom, duty) has been removed. Don’t be surprised if the ego glue holding your relationships together dissolves rapidly. This doesn’t necessarily mean the relationship will end, it may just shift to the next octave. Imagine being surrounded by people all supporting each other to evolve into their best self… magic!

Now for the really exciting part… life is fractal. Our relationships with our body, our job, and our planet have all shifted. Imagine supporting your body to be as healthy as it can be. Without the self-sabotage of the ego, supporting the health of the body comes naturally. Same with the planet. If we now want to support Gaia to be as healthy as she can be, imagine the paradise.

As I said, reality is fractal. Companies will definitely feel this shift. People will begin to support only those companies that support their employees and the environment. Instead of fighting the old, we will simply support the new. Walking away from any version of codependency will become the norm in the next few weeks and months. This shift is really moving!

No need to panic, these changes won’t happen over night. Just be aware of the change in “emotional juice” binding some of your relationships. If you have been staying involved due to ego attachments, just know it is perfectly okay to elevate to the heart, or just walk away. Elevating or leaving will be obvious and much easier than before now. When in doubt, just wait, watch, and feel. The new world is here.

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At the risk of sounding way too much like I support the idea of this reality being an artificial computer game, I have been working on breaking the source code for about 15 years. I didn’t do it, but it has been done. I think it was more a matter of timing – the part of the galaxy we are in, and the free will of the majority. Most people are willing to change at this point, even if they show minimal outer movement.

Before we go too far down this road, it is important to note that we, as humanity, get to decide where this ship goes. Once upon a time, humanity fell so far into the darkness of ego that the connection to our Divine roots was all but severed. We have been struggling ever since, and that low vibration attracted some unwanted involvement. The last of those non-humans involved in keeping us vibrating as low as possible left the planet last year. The new mission was to remove the structures being used to limit humanity. This removal started in March 2023, and has been picking up speed.

For many years, I have been placing ascension pillars in the fourth dimension, as an option for anything wanting to leave. In 2021 those pillars were suddenly getting a lot of use. The non-human influencers were like rats leaving a sinking ship. I have also been placing healing sessions in the Human Heart Grid, for all to access. Simply connect to the Human Heart Grid, and ask to receive anything that supports your highest good. I’m not the only one storing amazing stuff up there! (I have only been placing things that require free will choice to access. Available to all, but the choice is individual.)

The visual I’ve had for the past week is of a snow globe being turned up-side-right. A more pop-culture analogy would be “the upside-down” world in Stranger Things on Netflix. We have been living upside-down, and trying to pretend this is normal. This has been especially difficult for the souls who incarnated after Harmonic Convergence in 1987. They just weren’t prepared for things being so backward.

Going forward, things will seem more normal to those who are awake enough to handle it, and much more disorienting to those who (by necessity) have adapted to the upside-down world. Some will choose to awaken, others will choose to dis-incarnate. Either way, it is what their soul has chosen. No judgement.

On a personal level, I feel incredibly peaceful. Even when I try to worry or judge out of habit, I just can’t. The phrase that keeps running through my mind is, “accept life as it is.” My maladaptive behavior for survival in the density has always been to strive, to try to control life with my will. “Accepting” has never been my strong suit, so this mantra of acceptance brings me back to balance.

This first week of June is a particularly potent time to release old patterns. Just go within and give permission to release all that no longer serves your highest good. What brings you back to balance? Have you noticed any habits that have lost their pull? Let old habits go. It won’t be long before we have new direction, new drive. Holding onto the old will only bring suffering. Freedom happens first in the mind. May our minds be freed, and reality will follow. This is what we came for.

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I am writing this shortly after the new moon on May 19/20, 2023. I intended to write earlier in the day, but I was completely pulled into this energy of a timeline switch. Sounds like a good thing, but it just reminded me of why I avoid roller coasters and alcohol, separately or together. I don’t enjoy the world spinning around me, but here we are. Did you feel a physical sensation at the new moon?

Anyway, our trajectory, both individual and collective, has officially changed. I have been feeling this new timeline beckoning all week, but now there is no doubt it has landed in the physical. I am drinking water like it’s going out of style, and it feels like I am flushing out the old codes. If your body asks for extra water or movement, do it! Our primary job is to support the body as it makes the necessary adjustments.

If old patterns pop up right now they will likely be quite noticeable, because the old needs to be consciously cleared. Not to worry, at this stage of the game just seeing a pattern may clear it. If you need assistance please seek it out. I just had a session of Timeline Therapy with NLP (Neuro-Linguistic Programing),and the effects were profound. Highly recommended!

I expect this new timeline to be fully grounded into reality in the next few days. By the end of May, things will really start to shift in our individual lives. Plan on lots of unexpected changes to jobs, locations, and relationships. Change is good, and this one is above the human pay grade. Be ready to flow with whatever comes up, because we can’t stop the river, and swimming upstream is exhausting and futile. Go with what life presents. Fighting life is an ego endeavor.

I feel another big upgrade coming around June Solstice, so integrate as much as you can this weekend, then it’s off to the races. It’s amazing to watch time speeding up… it’s about to feel more like a warp speed jump. This is what we came for! Wheeeeee!

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Is this even the same world it was last week? This eclipse week has brought many epiphanies and collective shifts. I feel the most pronounced shift moves us from the insanity of extreme independence to the joy of interconnection. Humans are truly meant to rely on each other. Unity consciousness requires unity. No one is an island, and I am excited to see how this next step evolves.

I’m not sure how, or when, we decided that success required extreme independence, when the opposite is true. From cradle to grave, it takes a village to sustain us all. Even if you have more money than you can count, being isolated from those you love makes it worthless. The whole Covid experience taught us a lot about how backwards our priorities have become. We are never truly happy without spending some time with loved ones. I am one of the most introverted people I know, so if I’m feeling it, the pull is strong.

The other interesting thing that fell into my awareness this week was my place in this new paradigm. Turns out, the knowledge that seemed so obvious it wasn’t even worth mentioning is exactly what I am here to share. Our true gifts are hidden in plain sight. Ha! Of course they are! I am still distilling the information, but my life is about to take a sharp turn. I’ll keep you posted. What is completely obvious to you, that no one else seems to understand? It’s time to share your unique gifts.

In the midst of all this new paradigm discovery, I seem to have lost my usual ego concerns. I’m not sure if this is permanent, but I’m certainly enjoying it while it lasts. Of course everything will work out! I can’t even worry if I try. This condition is new to me. I have never been one to just worry, but I’ve always had a plan (and a few back-ups). At this particular point, there is no plan, and I’m fine with the situation. The flow of life has been taking care of things. I feel supported by life (another new sensation).

Along with this feeling of support, my focus has also shifted from me to we. Service to the whole has always been a nice idea, but second to survival. Now, it feels like survival is supported by the flow of life, and I can focus entirely on being of service. Service feels internalized. Again, not sure how long this will last, but it feels like service has taken the place of old ego desires. Have you noticed major ego shifts?

The current experience is so different than the old 3D thing we were doing. I’m not sure how I managed that old existence for so long. Close your eyes and look around. Even Gaia feels different. It’s like the entire world is supported and supporting. The new is being built faster than the old is dissolving. Be sure you are focusing on the new… it’s amazing out there.

The Gene Key of the Week audio is a perfect thing to listen to right now. You can sign-up for the Gene Keys Pulse newsletter, and get a new audio each week. Great to keep the contemplation going! Please leave a comment about you experience, so we can all benefit.

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“Allow” keeps ringing in my mind. Every time I try to push the river, I hear “allow”. Every time I start to worry about something, I hear “allow”. Just sitting by while life happens has never been my strong suit. It makes me wonder if those prone to inaction are now being told “act now”.

I think the bigger point is to follow whatever guidance you are given. I believe we are being re-balanced to our Divine nature. For me, this means relaxing into the flow of life, where it is no longer up to “just me” to make things happen. I am being supported by life in new ways, and it is my job to acknowledge that and trust it. What does it mean for you?

Whenever I am told to allow, I close my eyes, repeat the word, and notice the changes in my body. When I do this I feel every fiber of my body relaxing, almost like the energy had been restricted by my unconscious grasping. The sensation is sudden and visceral. I sit in this space and take a few breaths. I am stating to notice when my body starts to tense up, so I can shift into allowing before I am told.

Again, follow your own guidance. I am kind of the canary in the mine for physically attempting ascension. Being wheelchair bound with a degenerative neurological disorder is always a bit of a challenge, but the incoming energy is integrated through the nervous system. Sitting still and allowing life to flow may be balancing me psychologically, but it also seems physically wise. Follow your guidance!!! There may be more than one reason your intuition is yelling at you. I am felling physically stronger, even with the excessive amount of nothing I’ve been doing.

I have read several articles about how to prepare for the upcoming eclipse, none of which feel right to me. I do believe this eclipse (April 19-20 2023) is a major reset for humanity, but the preparation is different for each of us. The only thing that alleviates the intensity for me is connecting with nature or my own body. Follow your own guidance, as your Higher Self knows what’s best for you.

The shifts in perspective have been enormous in the last month, and we are about to see the rubber hit the road. Just stay inner-focused, and develop your relationship to your Higher Self. The old is crumbling quickly, so anchoring inward will make for the smoothest transition. The new world is already growing, just focus on the good news. We got this!

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As we prepare to adventure into the unknown of the future, there is one vital step we must consciously take. Free will is a big deal here, and no matter how much we botch it up, it must be respected. If we wish to quickly land on our highest timeline, we must consciously align with our own Higher Self. We must actively surrender to that part of us that knows better. This is not good news for the ego.

There is no deadline, you can make the choice to move whenever you want. The real question is, how long do you want to carry-on with the failing 3D paradigm? If you’re enjoying that ride, or really want to experience the fall of Rome from the inside, then by all means, stay as you are. Choosing with the mind will lead to one experience, choosing inner guidance will lead to another. Totally up to you. I’m just ready to level up, and I’m quite sure I’m not alone.

I am not suggesting that you give your personal power away, even to your own Higher Self. No, this type of surrender is an active and ongoing process. It is a mastery class on self-trust. This surrender requires the ego to admit it is a limited resource, and your Higher Self knows better what will truly make you happy. After this act of surrender, you must follow the trail of breadcrumbs leading to your new life. This is an active process, requiring you to make moves based on intuition, rather than ego plans.

Epiphanies have been dropping in from nowhere, adjusting my view of my whole life. This re-framing has opened doors to entirely unconsidered alternatives for my future. My brain imagined happiness as some form of individualized privilege, but my intuition is leading me in an entirely different direction. The catch is this: I have to be willing to let go of my ego ideas AND I have to follow the intuitive guidance, no matter what my mind says. I have to actively engage in this process to experience the smoothest transition possible.

Maybe you had planned to be a chiropractor, but now you are being guided toward botany. Maybe you thought you would be running retreats, but your intuition is moving you towards writing children’s books. The fact is that our Higher Self knows what will really make us happy, and happiness always involves sharing our own unique gifts with the world. Unity consciousness is right around the bend, and we will all be pushed toward sharing the medicine only we carry. You really don’t need this situation, or that job, or this group of friends, but you will fall in love with the life that’s waiting for you.

So, if your ego plans suddenly go awry, try active surrender to your intuition. This is just part of the embodiment process, and eventually everyone will get there. This is just a suggestion to make the transition to 5D as smooth as possible. We could all do with a little more grace and ease in our lives, and it’s available to us right now. I have been using this mantra lately: “I allow my life to be as big and beautiful as it wants to be.”

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I love to figure out how things work. A great deal of the time this ascension business is above my pay-grade, thus I am just as confused as everyone else. On occasion, I get a peek at the programming of this matrix we’re experiencing. Not often, but it’s nice when it happens.

Sometimes when I start with, “I wonder why…” things just fall into my brain. On this occasion, I was wondering how “they” plan to get people to change their habits. I just don’t think a weakening magnetosphere is going to do it. Humans can have some amazing strength of will when it comes to upholding unconscious habits. Unless a person dedicates themselves to doing a great deal of shadow work, nothing really changes. Unless…

If we reverse the process so the habit is broken first, it’s just natural to wonder (ponder, contemplate, do shadow work) about why we had the habit to start with. And how would that happen, you ask? Because the body is getting louder each day. If things you used to enjoy now make you sick, it will be worth the time to figure out a change. Brilliant! These folks are worth every penny, or whatever they get!

Things that are out of alignment for my highest trajectory are getting more and more uncomfortable. This is everything from certain foods to videos to ordering online. I’m sure the specifics are different for everyone. All I know is that my body is quite clear on what has to go. My physical reaction to “old timeline stuff” ranges from nausea to heart palpitations to exhaustion to mood swings. As soon as I get the message and stop what I’m doing, I return to my happy 5-D experience.

This classical conditioning is quite effective, and it will work on even the most asleep among us. Boy, these guys are good! No wonder we put them in charge of this shift! For those of us who have been doing our inner work for decades, we can just lead by example and make subtle suggestions. I am reminded of the guy who went to the doctor:
“My arm hurts when I move it like this.”
Doctor replies, “Then don’t move it like that!”

Of course, this idea is covered in the current astrology. With Saturn (structure) moving into Pisces (feeling), it only makes sense that everything we do will be accompanied by an unmistakable feeling on the subject. Astrology really is a road map. A big thanks to Mark for sharing the Changing of the Gods video on YouTube.

We are ramping up for big changes, as if life hasn’t been all about change for a couple years now. I just wanted to share my latest discovery. It’s pretty exciting to see a plan come together!

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We can all feel the fall. It is past the tipping point and gravity has taken over. In human terms, we finally have more people against the patriarchy, than for it. All things tied to the patriarchal system are falling away, faster than anyone planned. The issue I’m concerned about is how this will change our personal stories. At least 2000 years of our cultural history has been built on these values. Though we are all looking forward to this change, it’s best to also look into how we have molded ourselves to survive this system.

Before we go on, let me be clear that “the patriarchy” refers to a social system, NOT to individual men, or even men in general. It’s easy to point out the damage a patriarchal system has done to women, non-whites, and non-heterosexuals, but the damage done to men, especially white men, is harder to discern. It is easier to explain white privilege, than gender privilege. Patriarchy is the water we all swim in, and that fish bowl is about to shatter.

A few years back I read a number of books on white privilege. Being a white woman, I wanted to learn more about the subject and how I could help with equality. One of the books addressed cultural appropriation by asking, “What is white culture?” Wow. That one really hit me. When I think of any specific non-white group culture, I can easily think of their history of music, dress, and customs. So my question to you is, “What is male culture?”

Women have a culture, which spans all colors. Women keep the home fires burning and the kids fed. This they must do, and there is no other option. If I had to choose one word for female culture it’s “long-suffering”. Not that women’s culture is always a bummer, but there is a definite culture. You can see why women are eager to see the fall of the patriarchy.

What is male culture? To provide? How does that look in a world without money? To be an eternal child? How does that look when the women no longer have any interest in supporting a man’s whims? My point is this: it is urgent to identify as a soul, rather than a cultural role in the patriarchy. The men that have been doing their inner work seem to be handling the current situation well, but those who have been avoiding their soul seem to be floundering. Please gently guide folks to an inner definition of self, because the outer is falling fast.

From my post Return of the Goddess, 2015:

“First, we need to understand this isn’t a gender thing. All humans have both masculine and feminine energy within them, and we can have an imbalance in one or both of them, regardless of our human gender. The phenomenon we are calling ‘Return of the Goddess’ is really just a return to balance within ourselves, and then expressing that new balance in society. Not only have we been heavily emphasizing the masculine (lots of doing and getting, as opposed to being and nurturing), but we have also been living mostly in the shadow side of both energies.

For example, the shadow of the masculine can be either aggressive or an eternal child (Peter Pan complex), among other things. The feminine shadow can include manipulation and victimization (martyr complex). Again, this is NOT about gender. I know lots of women with control issues (masculine imbalance) and lots of men who live as victims (feminine imbalance). When in balance, masculine energy can be protective without being possessive, focused without being dominating; feminine energy can be nurturing without being smothering, creative without being flighty. It’s a matter of balance, as well as living in the light instead of the shadow.

Masculine energy is what our world is currently built on. It’s an outward moving force, yang energy, with the emphasis on doing and acquiring. It’s a mental energy, and likes step-by-step processes. It’s about focusing the will, and making things happen. It’s a linear energy, and is represented by a straight line.

Feminine energy is largely missing from our current culture, thus the Return of the Goddess to bring us back into balance. It’s an inward force, yin energy, with the emphasis on being and nurturing. It’s an emotional energy, and likes spontaneity. It’s about allowing life to flow, and surrender to Divine Will. It is a cyclical energy, and it represented by a circle or spiral.”

Another good post is Alignment, 2018.

While I am quite sure the fall of the patriarchy will affect us all in some way, those who are unconsciously governed by it will have an abrupt awakening. Please take the time to consider your own ego alignment. Be gentle with yourself and others, but now is the time to make the adjustments you can.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

I am all kinds of excited, because this is the part of the shift I’ve been looking forward to most. Yay! The masses will start to look behind the curtain of conditioning, and see that this whole system is not only limiting, but actually encouraging physical death and disease. This broken system was designed on purpose (at one time) to keep humans separated from their true power. It is easier to keep people in line if they are removed from their power. It’s odd that more of us don’t know this, but our human power is in our physical body. The lower 3 chakras need the most attention.

The only reason we get to have this physical life is through the gift of our body. Our consciousness continues after physical death, but the whole point of physical life is the body. The body is our human expression. Our body is our power. Our body is our joy. This truth has been suppressed for so long, even the oppressors have forgotten the magic of this secret.

Taking care of the body includes not causing it harm. Sounds like common sense, but there has been considerable conditioning to encourage self-harm. Everything from loathing our body image to consuming alcohol (poison) has been considered normal. Coming out as a non-drinker is currently similar to coming out as gay in the 1990s… it’s a big deal, and people assume something is wrong with you.

Having healthy gut bacteria is tied to health on all levels, including mental health. The cycle used to run like this: I should drink socially, alcohol kills gut bacteria (that’s why we can use alcohol to sterilize stuff), the microbiome is off and now I feel stressed, I’ll have a drink to calm down, repeat. The new cycle won’t include alcohol, or anything harmful to the body. Part of this new normal will be a true understanding of how the body works and how we can best support it.

Mental clarity is also required to fully experience our power and freedom. A healthy body supports a healthy mind. A healthy mind supports a healthy body. Interdependence. We are (finally!) moving from codependency and conformity to interdependence and diversity. Marijuana is on the way out also. Before anyone tries to defend the benefits of any drug, consider this: Anything that alters your perception and cognition lowers your ability to be fully present. You must be fully present to be fully empowered. These things were just marketed to us with skill, even within the spiritual community. Ever heard of beer yoga? It’s a thing.

This shift to awareness of body health is brought to us courtesy of Gaia herself. The earth is realigning herself with her true nature, and taking all physical life with her. Some will choose to shift with her, some will leave physical embodiment. Neither is right or wrong. The priority of respecting and supporting physical life is the wave of the future. As unity consciousness comes online, we will understand and feel how our individual choices effect all. The time of extreme individualism is drawing to a close. Again, yay!

Knowledge is power. How can we make a choice without the facts? Long story short – do some research, and pass on what you find. “Research” has to come from the scientific community. There are plenty of articles on the benefits of alcohol and marijuana consumption. One thing science can’t offer is an energetic description of consumption, so I’ll share what I see. Both alcohol and marijuana consumption dampen the inner fire. Alcohol slowly drowns the passion for life, and marijuana stops any drive to live fully. On this energetic level it’s much easier to see the effects; just look for the spark in the eye of a regular user.

If you have fallen into one of these traps, forgive yourself. You didn’t know what you didn’t know. Take the information, and choose a path forward. Any change to improve your health is fully supported at this point. Both your invisible team and Mother Earth are with you on this!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.