* Contrary Teachers *

It would be fabulous to always learn from the good examples shown by our closest tribe, but it just doesn’t always work that way. I have had some brilliant lessons bestowed by gentle observation of role models, but many of my deeper lessons come from contrary teachers. You know, those people who show you exactly what you want to avoid in the future. Those who show us who we don’t want to be, and how not to behave.

In my life, knowing what I don’t want is usually more valuable than knowing what I do want. Why? Knowing what I don’t want eliminates a few possibilities, while allowing an open door for what comes in next. Thinking I know exactly what I want is limited to my past experiences. My Higher Self has a much better idea of what will make me happy, and I don’t want to limit that.

Some of my greatest teachers have been the ones showing me how not to do it. I had a friend for years who always kept me on-path, just by being so far off-path. She always showed me the hardest way to do everything, thereby allowing me to avoid it. A friend? Of course! Knowing it’s wrong for me isn’t the same as thinking it’s wrong for another.

Discernment and judgement are very different. Discernment is knowing what’s right for you. Judgement is wondering why everyone else isn’t taking the same path. It’s a subtle, but powerful, distinction. It takes practice to stay on the discernment side. I have to remind myself all the time ‘not my circus, not my monkeys’. Only my path is my business.

Looking at the world stage in 2020 give us a multitude of contrary teachers, both personally and collectively. We get to witness people drowning in fear, and leading with hate. We get close-ups of all the options we don’t want. Don’t mistake this for the world going to hell in a hand basket. Look at it as a whole bunch of contrary teachings. Some of the things I have decided not to be: fearful, close-minded, hardhearted, and stubborn. And you know what? I can cross those off my list, and still keep the door open to other possibilities.

This has also been happening in my personal life. People show up, just to show me what I don’t want. Then others show up to show me what I do want. It’s like jumping from an icy river to a warm natural spring. The difference is so striking, I can’t miss it. Sometimes I need to be hit with the extremes to get my full attention. I think this is what’s really happening to all of us, at this point. Reality is just wanting our full attention, so we can more forward with awareness.

We now get to create with the conscious mind, instead of the subconscious. We are always creating, and our subconscious creation isn’t so pretty. No worries. We get to experience the extremes, and make a conscious choice. Conscious creation. That’s what we came for. Just look at your contrary teachers, and decide how not to behave. We got this.

 

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* Listening *

So many voices crying out, but who is listening? Doesn’t finding your voice require being heard? When you are fully heard, isn’t it healing? Listening is a sacred and healing act. When people feel heard, they can then sit silently with the knowledge their voice made it someone’s ears. Communication doesn’t happen until it is received by another.

A true healer, regardless of modality, allows the person to heal by being fully present. Healing happens when one is fully seen, fully heard, and accepted without judgement. Want to heal the world? Stop and listen. Most people only listen enough to reply not to understand, let alone empathize. You don’t need to agree in order to fully hear someone. It’s okay to let people be where they are, without trying to correct them. Lead by example.

Accepting without judging is a mastery level skill, and takes constant work to stay there. Just start with listening. If your beliefs are solid, then listening to another perspective is no threat to your own reality… plus, you may even learn something new. The biggest benefit is that the other person feels heard, so they can then heal whatever is bothering them.

Practice listening without a response. Or keep your response to repeating their concepts back to them… “So, what you’re saying is… ” Practice this first with people who share your beliefs, before you go into the fray of division playing out. I’m not suggesting you start the conversation, but if you enter it, listening is the way to allow healing to happen.

Then, probably with your inner circle, be sure you are being heard. Be sure someone is there, not to further shore up your opinions, but to listen deeply to your true concerns. It’s okay to find new people to talk to who can hear you deeply. It’s okay to outgrow others. Let people be where they are, and keep moving. We all have different paths, and you will always be drawn to those at your level. You get to choose to hang on to the old, or let go and flow in to the new.

Not being heard has been quite the theme in my life for a couple months, and it’s maddening. It took me a while to pin down what was really happening, and then a while longer to figure out how to handle it. People can only know you as deeply as they know themselves. Likewise, people can only hear you as deeply as they hear themselves. Out of sheer habit, I was surrounding myself with people who couldn’t hear me. I have shifted that, and now I am feeling heard. Suddenly, I don’t have as much to say because of it. Communication has happened.

Listening also provides us with the rich opportunity to learn. Even though we think we have set beliefs, we always evolve over time. The ability to incorporate new information and ideas is the beauty of the open and evolving mind. Stay teachable, you aren’t always right. Mental flexibility keeps you young and growing. Listen to heal, then listen to learn. By listening, we get a glimpse into a whole new reality. Keep listening, and heal the world.

“When Someone Deeply Listens to You
it is like holding out a dented cup
you’ve had since childhood
and watching it fill up with
cold, fresh water.
When it balances on top of the brim,
you are understood.
When it overflows and touches your skin,
you are loved.
When someone deeply listens to you
the room where you stay
starts a new life
and the place where you wrote
your first poem
begins to glow in your mind’s eye.
It is as if gold has been discovered!
When someone deeply listens to you
your bare feet are on the earth
and a beloved land that seemed distant
is now at home within you.”

~ by John Fox

 

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Integrating Unity

Unity Consciousness sounds like a great thing, until you start to actually feel the changes. We are so used to living our lives as separate individuals, that we don’t even question that everything we think, feel, and experience are our very own, and totally private. As Unity brings us all together, in unexpected ways, we start to experience things that have no personal explanation.

I have always thought too loud. I have been told this by several people. I would love to tell you how to keep your thoughts to yourself, but I have yet to find the volume control. The only way for me to stop talking in my head, is to stop. Self-mastery. Mind your mind. It is a challenging thing to continuously steer the mind away from inner banter. I am easily derailed on this one when I feel unheard. It is important to keep moving the mind away from dwelling on conflict with another. Yes, for your own peace, but also because they pick up on it now.

If you are suddenly thinking or dreaming about someone, it may well be an actual conversation they are having internally. It could also be your own baggage coming up to be handled. Don’t jump to conclusions, and treat both with compassion. Both parties deserve it. Keep love as the focus, and know you are both clearing something, together. The point is, not everything is yours. Telepathy is happening.

We also get to unify with Gaia. Again, sounds lovely, until you start to feel earthquakes and volcanoes coming. For me, I feel like a horse before a storm – unsettled and anxious – until the quake hits. So far, I only feel ones close to my location (within a few hundred miles). Point is, not everything is yours. We are remembering the animal instinct for natural phenomenon.

As we unify with the cosmos, we feel the incoming energies. Our solar system is entering a cloud, and science doesn’t know what to expect. One day I’m exhausted, the next I’m flying high, both without a personal reason. Ascension symptoms are very physical, and vary from day to day. Before you decide you are just crazy or sick, I recommend you ask others if they feel it, too. Assuming it’s yours leads to creating a story, and then not wanting to release it. At this point, I start by assuming it isn’t mine, then wait to see if it persists. Point is, not everything is yours. Evolution has growing pains.

To get through these growing pains, I strongly recommend regular contact with some kind of support system, so you can compare notes. This could be a Facebook group, or a few friends to talk or text with. I have a small group of friends who are also on this path, and I reach out almost every week. Just a quick text lets me know my symptoms aren’t personal to me. Get used to checking, before claiming it as your own issue. Not everything is yours.

That said, use discernment about what is yours. I still have physical issues. I still have emotional struggles. But 90% of what I feel in my body isn’t mine. Without questioning the source, I’d be running to the doctor all the time. Just because I feel it physically, doesn’t make it mine. Not anymore.

Be gentle with yourself. Be kind to others. Evolution isn’t easy. Avoid the stories, and let things pass. We are all doing our best to integrate Unity.

 

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Thank You!

We are entering a Unity Consciousness passage. The use of face masks to prevent disease has been a perfect segue for this phase. We have been brought out of our own little lives, and asked to consider other people and places. Not just in a philosophical way, but on a very practical level. Most of us wear a mask, not for our own safety, but for the safety and psychological comfort of others. We are collectively putting others first. Almost like we know there are no “others”.

All physical reality is one thing. Animals, people, rivers, furniture, everything. With the confines of the shelter-in-place order, we are seeing many home improvements. This includes tidying up, and giving extra things away. If you want to improve you health, work on your house. If you want to heal the Earth, heal your body. It isn’t symbolic, it’s literal. The physical world is all one Unity.

This brings us so much closer to healing our existence on every level. Just imagine joining Unity Consciousness with radical responsibility…
“I will no longer smoke, because I care about the rain forest.”
“I have stopped drinking, because I don’t want you to fall into addiction.”
” I have improved my diet, to help conquer heart disease in this country.”
“I went for a walk outside, because I know you can’t right now.”
We belong to each other, and we are about to figure out the power of that. The old paradigm encouraged individuality in separation, which lead to isolation and loss of personal power. The new paradigm encourages empowered individuality to create unity. What a great time to be on the planet!

As our Higher Selves emerge, it’s always good to ask, “Is this in service to the whole, and offered with love?” If it is true love and service there’s no inner whining. If your decision makes you feel bad in any way, don’t do it. Please don’t use this as a way to judge yourself; that’s not helpful. It’s just a good thing to have in the back of your mind. Also, this is about unity of the whole reality, not martyrdom to your immediate circle. Maybe leaving an abusive relationship will be very difficult for those involved, but taking your power back will benefit the collective. Use your discernment.

Act as if you are creating a new world, because you are. Many of us (millions) have been meditating for years to raise the consciousness of humanity, and here we are! This Unity thing works. Choose your thoughts, words, and deeds, consciously. Make every step a brushstroke on a fresh canvas. Create reality, for all of us. When the sleepers awake, they will need a new template, and we will have one waiting.

This is why we’re here. I want to thank you all for your hard work. You’ve done so well! Now it’s time to play and create. Less news, more dancing! It’s beautiful out there… we were built for this. You are so loved and supported. Thank you for all that you do!

 

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Feeling the Flow

Well, I had a lot to say, but it seems the energy forecast, 2020 – First Steps, pretty much covers it. Please read that again HERE.

Feel into the flow of life. Feel it in your body. If you’re one of those people who ignores the body, life will become more chaotic. Learn to be present with yourself. Not your thoughts, or your personal work, but your physical self. Being present with yourself on all levels is important, but be sure you check-in with your body several times a day.

Your intuition is about to be physically loud, and if you already have a relationship with the body, it will be a beautiful gift. If not, it may be a bit jarring. Listen to your body. Talk to your body. Be sure your inner voice is kind to your body. Your body is host to your Higher Mind. It works hard for you. Say thanks, everyday.

Instead of “seeing” down timelines, we are moving to deep feeling of the present moment. If your body says rest, then rest. If your body says sing and dance, then sing and dance. If you feel unreasonably bad about a person or situation, trust that feeling. Your body doesn’t lie, nor will it be easily ignored. Learn to let the body lead; it knows where we’re going.

DNA is activating. We’re built for this. Feel it, and flow.

 

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Resurrection Reset

Welcome back, Humanity! It has been a long, dark slumber, but now the resurrection of our original template is here. Yippee! Many of us have been waiting decades for this moment in the timeline. It’s why we came here. In the midst of this pandemic, we see the budding of the tree of life. It’s an amazing view from above!

Now is the time to reset. Not to start new projects, or make new goals, but reset to being. Just be. Appreciate nature. Draw pictures. Love on your pets. Center in the heart, and just be. Feel the gratitude. Feel the love. You are exactly where you need to be. Rest and appreciate.

For me, I am resetting my physical body with a water fast. Maybe some could use a television fast, or social media fast. The point here is to step back from habit, and allow the codes to activate. This process is more about allowing, than doing. Just give yourself a break from whatever is taxing the system, and let the new energy in.

Being outside is key, even for a few minutes. Step outside, feel your heartbeat, connect with Gaia, connect with the Sun, and breathe deeply. Breathe in from Earth & Sun, breathe out through every cell in your body. Out with the old, in with the new. Invite the codes to activate… “I command and decree that my Divine DNA now activates, to the highest level by physical body can integrate with grace and ease. I choose my highest trajectory for the greatest good.”

Once you rise above the clammer of the outer world, it’s a state of bliss. There are many multidimensional levels of activity going on, but no one seems rushed or panicked (yes, I’ve seen them panic before). This feels like a well orchestrated shift. Everything is going as planned. Remember this as the year progresses. This is just the beginning, but as the old leaves, the new grows.

Don’t waste your time on blame and fear. Look at what’s really happening. This is about freedom, not punishment and justice. Leave that to the higher pay grades. Enjoy the freedom we are entering. This freedom will spread, tearing down old systems of control. Ignore the dying grasp for illusory power. It won’t work. Ego structures are no longer supported.

Bask in the freedom. Bask in the Sun. A new day is dawning. Remember who you are. Reset to the New Earth.

 

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Stability and Balance

Keep shining, make self-care a priority, and keep your focus on building the new. Lately, I have seen many on this spiritual path slip into both polarities – denial and fear. Stop focusing on fear, while maintaining safety protocols. It’s probably best to define what I mean, by using example of what not to do.

Focusing on the new is NOT magical thinking. Magical thinking is just denial… “I’m thinking good thoughts, so I’ll be fine.” Good thoughts are usually an avoidance to really doing the inner work required to raise your vibration. Good thoughts come naturally after your inner work is dealt with, and need no special effort.

Staying informed is NOT living in fear. The best antidote to fear is actual facts. Unfortunately, facts about this virus are usually buried in the drama, and twisted for emotional response, at least on social media. If learning more about it makes you scared, then the actual facts are missing. Stop spreading the fear.

Judging others for their reaction is NOT proof you are taking it more seriously. Just because some are taking this time to practice being present, doesn’t mean they aren’t doing all they can. Just because someone is jumping up and down yelling about people not wearing masks, doesn’t make them more proactive. Judgement is a form of fear. Discernment is a personal practice.

Again, revisit your thoughts on death and grieving. Many people planned to leave the planet at this time. It wasn’t bad luck or not following protocol, it was an exit opportunity and they took it. If I die this year, I don’t want anyone saying it was some kind of tragedy. If you die, how do you want to be remembered? Do that. Live your life, even within your home.

While practicing safety protocols, keep returning to Love and Service. I personally feel best sitting outside in the sun, admiring the beauty of nature. If your entire day is spent staring at a screen, it may be time to reevaluate. What happens when the internet stops? If you think you are just biding your time until all goes back to normal, you may be in for a shock. We will have a new normal.

How are you of service to the whole? If you don’t know, start with your own inner work. There is no end to personal development, so you’ll never get bored. What can you do every day to bring in more love? This is a solo mission. Opening your heart doesn’t require others. Find a way, every single day, to create your own stability and balance. We are the ones we have been waiting for.

 

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True Freedom

As we enter unfamiliar ground, we get to look at how attached we are to the known. Even things we know are hurting us spiritually can be so comforting to the ego. The ego relies on whatever we know as normal, so it knows what experiences to reproduce, largely subconsciously. The golden handcuffs of money, self-identity as our work or social circle, and a life of convenience, are all part of our ego story, at some level. Even poverty consciousness relies on the concept of money.

I hear people talk about economic recovery like it’s the only option. I even catch myself wondering how I will survive without income. Then I giggle, because the future is so much brighter than the past. To get there with grace and ease, we need to be open to the unknown. I don’t have any details, just a warm feeling about what’s next.

To allow the new, the old must come to an end. As we have been told for a couple of years, the ego structures are no longer supported. Most of us are excited about the ending of human trafficking and corruption, but financial collapse is just too personal to be comfortable. We have been indoctrinated to be the extreme of self-reliance and independence. Now, it is all about Unity Consciousness and personal responsibility. Humans are designed to be tribal. Children naturally want to help. We are returning to our natural state, which means leaving the confines of learned behavior.

If this thought is overwhelming, just think of Star Trek. It’s hard to imagine an unknown, but luckily, we have a bit of a template. On this show, they have a society that doesn’t use money. Everyone is fed, clothed, and doing what they are naturally good at. When someone falls into addiction or irresponsible behavior, they are sent to counseling, not jail. They have fewer ways to check-out mentally, and less need for it. This is closer to the natural state of humans.

So many have been pushing for freedom, without actually considering what that looks like. In the end, this will be a beautiful shift in humanity. This is the dawn of the freedom of human potential. But it won’t look anything like the old paradigm. Reconsider the structures of power hierarchy (government, religion, money), and think what true freedom will do to them. We can’t be free, and be slaves at the same time.

Remember that our true needs have been falsely entangled with money. The Earth provides food, water, and air free of charge. I am well aware that there will be an adjustment period while we distance ourselves from city living and a consumer-based economy, but let’s keep our eye on the new. Wishing things would “just return to normal” will just bring undue stress. The energy structures have changed. We will have a new normal.

On a personal note, I fully understand what I’m asking. At 28, I was a commercial pilot, then I started having balance issues. After 6 months of testing, I was diagnosed with hereditary ataxia, confirmed with gene testing. This degenerative neurological condition cost me my career, and eventually my mobility and my income base. Now, I am in a wheelchair, and living on disability income. I’ve been through all this before, so I can tell you from experience, something better is waiting on the other side of this. I can also tell you it is a complete waste of time and energy to wish for the old. Focus on the new, and keep going.

Also remember the internet is a training ground for telepathy. You have the ability to check on your loved one without social media. Practice this. Close your eyes, focus on the person, and feel whatever you feel. Then you can validate your reaction with an email or text. You and also connect with your Guides, Higher Self, and Human Heart Grid (the new humanity). This is all available to you at any point, no wifi needed.

Human potential is much greater than an economic system. Freedom in the unknown is preferable to the struggle of the past. This will all be worth it. Stay present. Walk in the sun. Sing out loud. We are built for this. We are making history… We are making the shift to true freedom.

 

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Holding Space

As the old systems fall into chaos, the new is emerging. I haven’t written anything in a while, because I feel totally disconnected from the old consciousness. I spend hours at a time just feeling my heart open and fill with Light. I am aware this isn’t the experience most are having right now, and I do occasionally feel a wave of fear from the masses, but I never mistake it as my own. When it happens, I meditate to bring myself back from the edge. Then I sit with my heart again.

From an ego standpoint this seems selfish, or maybe lazy. It isn’t. It’s a deep act of love and service, to the whole of humanity. Light workers are holding the space for the creation of the new… new systems, new templates, new everything. New to us in this life, but in actuality, a return to Grace.

Why so much fear right now? Because the ego doesn’t want to go. Ego death is much harder than physical death because it means venturing into the unknown. That said, many will choose physical death, and that’s okay. Sometimes change is too hard. Some planned to leave before this change. Some have finished their work. This is probably a good time to reexamine your thoughts about death and dying.

This is actually a good time to reexamine your thoughts on most things. Money, religion, governments, any hierarchy or control. We move forward in Unity and Love. This is the opposite of what we had before, and it will be hard for some. Love them anyway. Let them be where they are, and hold space for the new. As we all self-quarantine, we are afforded time for introspection. Align with your heart.

Fear is contagious, but so is Grace. Be the change. Whenever you are tempted to spread fear and drama, ask yourself why. The only mind you can work with is your own. Unity consciousness gives new weight to doing your own inner work. I can feel so many new lights coming on each time I meditate. It’s exciting!

Step back from network news, also. If you want to stay informed, look at data, not opinion. In the US, try the CDC site, or something similar. So far, I haven’t had the push to keep up with the info, just to create the energetic template for the new. Do whatever you are (non-emotionally) drawn to.

Go within, and feel how amazing it is out there, beyond the old matrix. Join me in holding the space.

 

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* Heirloom Furniture *

It’s always amazing to me how normal life events have so many layers, just waiting to be uncovered. I am in the midst of relocating, so packing up my house is a daily chore. I have a lot of full boxes. Some would say to give it all away and start over. I’ve never been a fan of that concept for myself. I don’t have “junk”, but I have an abundance of family antiques and beautiful gifts.

I like to be surrounded by beautiful and old things. Some don’t, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I’ve had plenty of time (while packing) to consider what’s really important to me, to take to my new home. I just really love the idea of hearth and home… the cosy comfort of an old book, read by the fire. It just feels good. Some feel better living in an RV, with only what they can carry in a backpack. Again, no right or wrong, just an opportunity to know myself at a deeper level.

What also strikes me is the unity of all physical reality. Meaning, I cherish my belongings just as I cherish my body. People who have a “disposable” attitude about “stuff” tend to treat their bodies with the same flippancy. Look around you, and see if you can find this theme. Look at yourself, and see how you regard the physical.

I am totally comfortable with the impermanence of it all, belongings and body. All I’m saying is that both can be treasured while we’re here. Even (or maybe especially) the minimalist can appreciate their creature comforts. Respect and honor, without attachment.

Going one step further, YOU are an heirloom. Your birth into this body is the result of countless ancestors. Be gentle with yourself. Be kind to your body. Treat yourself as the beautiful gift you are. You’ll never get another shot at this one specific life, so live it with as much love and joy as you can. We are all stories in the end, passed down to the next generation, like heirloom furniture.

 

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