Walking In Both Worlds

When I was diagnosed with FA (Friedreich’s Ataxia) in 2000, they used all the words no one wants to hear at age 28 – neurological, genetic, degenerative, incurable, etc. I was understandably distraught with that diagnosis, and it took over a year to regroup my thoughts. A friend gave me the perspective I still use today… “300 years ago doctors would have been slicing open your abdomen to release demons from your body. They don’t understand genetics.” Perspective is everything.

If western medicine improves your quality of life, then it’s a good fit. If the medicine makes you sick, maybe it’s time for a different perspective. In 300 years, what will they say about our current medical model based on numbers and pharmaceuticals? Never mistake our current level of understanding with the actual truth. This, too, shall pass.

You do what’s right for you, regardless of what the average number is. Instead of using all the disclaimers about not offering medical advice my message is this: do what works for you. If your quality of life improves then do that. There are many options to care for the health of your body, and you have the right to choose something outside western medicine. That’s all. I just want people to really support the body, even if that is outside convention.

Ninety-five percent of the world believes humans are a combination of body and soul. If we give our soul to the keeping of a religion, and our body to the keeping of a medical complex, what do we have left? Get straight with the concept of death, and then find your own perspective. Make your own choices about you.

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I’m sorry that I haven’t posted. I actually had a stroke at the end of September. Two weeks and a couple of hospitals later, I just wanted to let you know where I have been. It’s not fun, but I am healing quickly, and currently in rehab to go home.

I’m pretty sure everything that anything that happens to anyone at this point is very planned. I just kept hearing, “This isn’t about you. We are gathering the tribe.” I have met and reunited with many interesting folks on this journey. This to shall pass. Maybe like a kidney stone, but it will pass.

Keep up the good work with whatever you are doing and I will talk to you in November. We’ve got this!

This energy has been overwhelming and totally new to my experience. August 8, 2025 proved to be quite a turning point. Everyone I know has had some kind of big shift this August, though not always fun.

This energy has brought ego death on a whole new level. In areas I used to have to talk myself through an exercise in surrender, I simply no longer care. Mountains have turned into mole hills right before my eyes. My issue now is motivation. With the ego stepping back… now what? I have an inner certainty that this is a phase and all is in order, but mostly I just want quiet and sleep.

I understand that the old ego-system must fall before the new one comes on-line, but wow. Parts of my personality that felt pretty hard-wired are turning out to be just maladaptive behaviors to survive this world. When I don’t just feel empty, I feel unusually happy and optimistic. I feel safe and happy and so excited to be almost done with the 3-D experience. Linear time has been tough.

The planet is happily ascending, as planned. With the frequency changes of Gaia, our own bodies are shifting at a cellular level. The sensation of the cells spinning faster feels similar to anxiety in the body, but without the emotion or story. I can feel it, but without a need to do anything to stop it. No more stories, just experience.

So, while I have lost my old self, I am finding parts of me that I gave up when I incarnated this time around. Imagine the world that will need to exist to nurture our true selves. We are well on our way.

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For the past decade I have spent some time being fully removed from time (for hours up to a couple days), not by choice. It feels like I am the sole survivor on Earth. No one returns text, emails, or phone calls, and I can’t even feel them energetically, which is a big deal for me. This “cosmic time-out” used to be terrifying, until I did it a few times and figured out it was just temporary. After I settled into it, it felt like timelines were adjusting before I could resume my activities. About a week ago (around July 21, 2025) I felt something similar, except it hasn’t stopped.

This time people are returning texts and even showing up to visit, but my inner experience is shifting rapidly. I feel different in my body. Emotionally, I’m just happier. My intuition is louder (not that it was ever quiet.) Is this how humans were meant to feel? Is this just a return to the original divine code? That’s sure how it feels.

Know what else is on my radar? August 8, 2025. No idea what that’s about, but 8/8 has a lot of energy focused on it this year. I’m not usually impacted by Lion’s Gate, but something is going on there this year.

I really don’t have a point, just sharing my experience. The other thing is that I just don’t care. Not like apathy or resignation, but a complete knowing that everything will be okay. I feel so calm in my body that I just can’t get worked up about 3D stuff. Reading the headlines is like watching a show. Removed. I feel removed from what used to be “my life”.

Without doubt, we were built for this. This is what we came here for. Thank you for your service!

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I missed out on many indoctrinations. My grandma was a Jehovah’s Witness, and while that system has its own issues, it avoids many common mental traps. Politics, war, patriotism, birthdays, holidays, and even hell as a place of torture aren’t part of that system, resulting in a more relaxed view of life in my world. I think that almost complete lack of social mental constructs led me to a curiosity that most simply don’t have. “I wonder why they think that?” is my daily life. Most people don’t wonder they just assume, as they have been taught.

The most powerful indoctrination tool currently is the news. One station promotes extreme right-wing politics, and another promotes extreme left-wing politics. Honestly, there are about 10% of the population in each camp, while the other 80% of us are wondering what happened to the world. This issue with the news started with the fall of the Fairness Doctrine in 1987. The mainstream news is just divisive propaganda at this point. I recommend a short, written daily brief if you want to stay informed, like 1440 or AP news morning wire.

Start to question everything, including things you hold dear, because we live in the mental cages we build. We create our own prisons with our beliefs. We willingly limit our lives with our beliefs… But if we can build the prison we can also tear it down. The enemy isn’t “out there”; the enemy is what we create and sustain in our own minds. As the song goes, free your mind, the rest will follow.

In my world, fear means I don’t know the whole story. About 15 years ago a co-worker was all wound-up about a story on the news about a politician being abducted by Satanic worshipers. Sounded like lies to me (which it was, as came to light), but my coworker was just rippling waves of fear. Instead of jumping into opinion I looked up Satanism, and know what? They are just ill-tempered atheists who don’t worship anyone. I sent my co-worker the link. At first he was offended, but after he read it I could feel his fear subside. Curiosity, not assumption.

My latest experience with people and their assumptions (judgements) has to do with living near a registered sex offender. Having looked this one up years ago, I am aware all it takes to get on this list is public urination or skinny-dipping. In my youth, I went camping with friends and we all peed in the woods and swam naked in the lake. I have neighbors who honestly believe that list means something to their safety. Ever wondered why there is no violent crime list? I have. Stay curious, not judgmental. Every situation is different and assumptions only make life harder.

This is probably a good time to remind you of an article I posted a few years back called Stay Curious. It was removed from a writing site for “threatening public health”. That’s fun. Being arrested in a protest was on my bucket list, but being censored may be even better! Again, research everything, and never just believe what you’re told. More than that, be ready to adjust your beliefs in light of new information. Lots of new perspectives inbound! Welcome to the future of changing narratives.

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This past week has been intense with its shift to stillness. Lots of forgetting and staring vacantly into space. It almost feels like overwhelm except it is totally peaceful. I’m really having a hard time remembering why I cared so deeply about things, when it is so obvious everything will follow its perfect course. It feels like my will is finally aligned with Thy will. This is lovely!

We are breaking the chains of the mind. As we have been told, the mind is a wonderful servant, but a terrible master. This is why I see AI as a tool, not a threat. Of course we built a machine that is smarter than humans… the logical mind isn’t where human strength resides. I still remember the debates around calculators in the 1970’s. While it is sad to see people unable to do basic mental math, is it far more tragic to see people try to live without intuition or inner purpose. We are finally shifting away from the mind-centric paradigm, and it feels amazing.

I have been contemplating free will (yes, again) and at this point it makes sense. Before we awaken to conscious action we are just animals living through primal survival and hormonal urges, basically without free will. When we fully awaken and have cleared out our psychology we can allow our Higher will to run the show, without ego will. In between, there is a great deal of free will choice to be made. Most of the world is moving into or up the free will stage. Some of us (a few million? a billion?) are now moving out of free will to fully embrace our own Higher will. So exciting!

I think, for me, the hardest part of being human has been emotion, and its role in creation. Emotion is made by chemicals in the body, so without a body existence is just simpler. Emotion is magnetic and draws experiences to us. Without a body you are always surrounded by unconditional love, so a focused intention is all you need to bring in anything you want. Maybe this is how we got so infatuated with thought. Hmmm. The mind is still a vital part of being human, as directing your focus changes your emotion (magnetism). Mind your mind.

July 2025 should be exciting, on many new levels. Just know that what happens next is in perfect alignment with the higher plan. And if your ego will suddenly shifts to your Higher will, just relax into the stillness. It’s lovely.

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This ascension thing really means business! Linear time is super difficult to manage. I used to have a photographic memory, but now I have to consistently remind myself of the day of the week and date. It’s starting to feel like everything, everywhere, all at once. I have felt moments of this for the past decade, but now it’s a normal Tuesday. Or is it Monday? And the physical symptoms are just weird, like a numb tongue and seeing with my eyes closed. It’s not just you.

The one thing that still seems like it’s under my control (free will) is my inner mental landscape. As I change my thoughts my outer circumstances change, almost instantly. I need to really be aware of what I dwell on mentally and emotionally. People generally assume that emotions can’t be chosen, but that isn’t true. Thoughts and emotions are tied, so changing one changes both. Try it.

Thoughts are electric (masculine energy) and emotions are magnetic (feminine energy). Most of the new age movement focused on the masculine energy of thought with vision boards and intentions, so that covers what vibe you are sending out. The experiences that show up in your life are drawn in magnetically by emotion. You can see the issue. Sending out good intentions and following that with feelings of disappointment when the intentions aren’t yet fulfilled will magnetically draw in disappointing situations. I have heard many teachers say “you have to be grateful”, but no one explains why. Magnetic (emotional) energy draws things to you. Staying in gratitude draws in better things.

Speaking of becoming a mind-centric culture… In just two generations we went from “when life gives you lemons, make lemonade” to “you can be whatever you want if you just put your mind to it”. What a difference! The first one is a coping skill, and the second is a flat-out lie. I know a lot of focused people and nobody’s life turned out as they planned. No wonder depression is so rampant. Life happens, and our free-will choice lies in how we respond. How you respond is what we call “character building”, but without a doubt, life will always provide character building opportunities. Lemonade all around!

There is great focus on the mind-body connection, but it is usually presented as a one way thing with the mind in charge. The connection is definitely both ways. When the body is struggling it greatly affects the quality and clarity of thought. If our diet and lifestyle don’t support the body our thoughts and emotions are greatly affected. Thoughts and emotions are the inner environment of epigenetics. As Bruce Lipton tells us, the environment changes gene expression. You can change your environment. Support the body, disciple (direct) the mind, and be grateful for that ability.

I’m hoping some of these ramblings will spark some pondering of your own. Ready for exploring the unknown? You won’t be alone. We got this!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings (in full, with links and credit, please)… we are all just walking each other home.

Woo-hoo! We made to the first big jump! Yay us!

The energy will continue to spike and cause all kinds of ups and downs, but we have reset our set point. The lows just won’t be as low. I’m so excited for this! Up and down is always uncomfortable, but it’s wonderful to know the lows will be a bit higher.

This split of frequency (timeline) is a tricky thing, because moving to the other frequency is always an option (in either direction). You are always allowed to have a negative thought or emotion. Just be aware of what you dwell on. It’s the repetitive stuff we dwell on that creates our reality. Emotions are just a chemical reaction in the body that passes quickly… unless we attach a story. If we attach a story to an emotion, every time we feel that emotion it triggers the story, and every time we think of the story it triggers the emotion. A tangled web.

Try to move into the observer mind as soon as you notice things sliding. Ask yourself a few questions: What is this emotion really about? What story do I have surrounding this emotion? How often do I dwell on this story? Is this really what I want to focus on? What new story can I use to shift the narrative?

Again, I’m NOT suggesting suppression or by-passing. Feel everything you feel. Emotions are meant to help guide us. All I’m saying is that it’s okay to drop the narrative you picked up as a child. If you are stuck in the past you are missing the point of the current emotion. For example, anger is telling you a boundary has been broken, not that this situation is just like that time your dad beat you. We are all becoming brand new people, and it’s okay to leave the past in the past.

We are really moving now! It’s going to be bumpy and exciting for at least a couple more years, but we will keep reseting to new levels of fabulous! This is what we came for.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings (in full, with links and credit, please)… we are all just walking each other home.