* Becoming New *

We all feel the destruction of the old, and the beginning of the new, but it can be messy on a personal level. It’s obviously happening on the world stage. It sounds like a great idea in theory, but then there’s the human part. It can feel disorienting and overwhelming, at times. We are loosing the old ego identity, and forming an identity of the soul. The problem is, what does the new version look like?

We have no reference to what we have never experienced. We can’t move toward a new persona that we have never seen. Instead, what’s been helpful for me is to move away from the old parts of my personality that no longer fit. If I think or behave in an outdated way it just feels wrong. Then I make a mental note, “Guess that’s not part of me anymore.” I still have no idea who I’m becoming, but I am quite clear about who I’m not. Anything of my old life (personality traits, furniture, likes or dislikes) are all up for grabs. In other words, I’m not attached to them staying or leaving, but once I get a clear signal to release something, it’s gone.

Change happens, but the suffering is optional. Remaining attached to an outdated version of yourself is always painful. It feels heavy and sticky. Freedom is so very light. I think that has been one of my biggest epiphanies… life has always had some kind of struggle until now. Suddenly, it’s obvious the struggle is part of the illusion. The energy will now support a life of grace and ease, if we allow it.

This isn’t to say that this ego death is easy. For many, it will be quite the challenge to give up on an old persona. Try to be open to letting the old drift away. The suffering is in the hanging on. 2021 is doing it’s part in bringing us back to our soul path, and it isn’t waiting until it’s convenient. Ride this wave by releasing the old paradigm. Don’t attach or identify with any part of the past. Keep the lessons, but let yourself be rebuilt in your soul image.

Lower vibration relating seems to be getting hit pretty hard. Codependency, rescuing others, or dependence on anything (person, substance). Remember, on the other side of this shift is sovereignty, empowerment, and freedom. Inter-dependence is completely different than
co-dependence. Unity consciousness requires us to be personally accountable for own own energy in all situations, which requires us to be fully empowered. If anything is still someone else’s fault, expect that dynamic to get pretty exciting to force you to look at the deeper issues.

Many of the old archetypes were based on codependency, meaning they required another person to exist, especially for women. The most popular female archetypes are Wife and Mother. Yes, the male side of Husband and Father require other people, but there are so many other male options, like Warrior, King, or Laborer. I’m excited to see the new archetypes, and how they will show up in the collective. Point is, old relationship dynamics are no longer supported by archetypes.

How this looks for me is mostly questions. Does this new person like books? Does she like this furniture? How about food choices? Am I still sarcastic? Do I still like to write? I usually don’t get a gut feeling on most of my questions. When I do get a definite response, it’s always no. Question everything, to loosen your attachment to it. Even when I say things I’ve always said, some of them feel like a punch in the gut. I keep it light, and just know that particular knee-jerk response is a result of conditioning, and not useful for my next step.

You will know when you have to act on something. Right now, this is mostly a mental exercise. If the thought of releasing something brings feelings of fear or stress, ask yourself why. Bringing these issues to light might be all that’s needed. At least, at this point. It’s going to be an interesting six months of revelation and realignment. Flow with the tides of change. It’s really quite lovely, once you stop the struggle.

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* Subtle Awareness *

The ascension process marches on. As I said previously, timelines aren’t as they once were, so I can only relay my own experience. I’m not special, just early. I’m not even that early anymore, so many of my experiences are probably happening to you already, or they will soon. I am part of the first big wave. In marketing, early adopters. It’s about 20% of those on the path. This means any path to self-improvement. There is no specific right way.

The signals from my body are getting quieter, yet more definite. This seems paradoxical to me, but truth is usually a paradox. My diet continues to fluctuate, both in variety and amount. After years of working at 5D or higher, my focus has been mostly in 2D. I imagine this is due to the embodiment of higher frequencies. Embodiment really does change everything. For more information on the dimensions, I recommend “The Alchemy of the Nine Dimensions” by Barbara Hand Clow. She also gives two interviews on Open Minds, on Gaia TV.

Mentally and emotionally, I continue to drift further away from old attachments. I will have what used to be a normal reaction or response, and it feels like it is just a part I was playing. I have no connection to it anymore, and it feels obviously wrong for who I’m becoming, whoever that is. In my mind I try on different responses, like costumes, until I find one that fits better. It’s like the maladaptive coping skills have run their course, and aren’t connected to any power source anymore. It’s uncomfortable. I am searching for a new psychology to interface with the world.

Another thing that has come up a lot lately is how much I try to control life. There is a very subtle line between doing my part, and forcing the river. Between a state of being, and just checking out. My biggest struggle is my health. It’s a genetic condition, so I’m here to clear bloodlines. I usually “do” several things everyday to be sure I’m holding up my end. After the blessing of a broken toe forcing me to spend a month on the couch, my health is improving rapidly. I have been limited to meditation, books, and TV, and my body appreciates it. I recommend sitting still and consciously breathing whenever you can.

I can also say that any desire for self-harm is gone – alcohol left me a long time ago, but now even processed food and added sugar are uncomfortable. I now do better with under 20g of added sugar per day. Sugar occurring in whole food doesn’t seem to bother me (even beets and carrots). My body still likes occasional eggs and meat. That may go, too, as time passes. I have never been over-controlling of my diet; no fad diets. The only time I forced myself to eat according to a mental ideal (mental construct), it didn’t go well for me. I eat whatever my body wants.

I am also more aware of where my energy body is, in relation to my physical body. My energy tends to be in front or above my physical. I imagine this is due to forcing the flow of life (too far in front), and identifying more with my higher dimensions (too far above). Next time you meditate, see where your energy is. I spend a few moments each day bring myself back to myself.

I have also been noticing more glitches in the matrix. I’ve always been pretty observant, as a star seed trying to fit in with the humans, but this is different. It’s like the whole hologram is shifting. I see many more images out of the corner of my eye. I notice more synchronicity. Everything has a deeper meaning. I’ve even had physical objects change or disappear. It’s like the Mandela effect, only in the physical realm. It’s getting weird out there, and from me, that’s saying something.

I hope this information is of some value to you, at least to know you aren’t alone. Be willing to release everything. If the thought of release brings a twinge of fear, spend some time figuring out why you think you need that attachment. Usually, just focusing some thought on the issue let’s it dissolve. Change is really picking up speed. Be willing to welcome change.

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* Zero Point *

Linear time is fading. Have you noticed? I can no longer find my way down timelines to see potential future outcomes, which has been a hobby of mine since childhood. There are too many things happening right now to allow for even an educated guess about the future. I can still see big picture stuff, but individual lines are a blur. So many options, so many choices! I feel like the world is moving around me, while I am at the still center. Zero point.

The thing no one tells you about the journey of ascension and embodiment is how hard it is to function in the “real world”. I still have to deal with linear time appointments. I still have to speak with neighbors who believe 3D is the point. I still have to deal with money. I am actually very fortunate, because my 3D dealings are minimal. My primary job is to embody these new frequencies, and my invisible team has done a great job creating space for that to happen.

Each of us is on a different path, and we are all being held by the hand at this point by our Higher Selves. I am in awe of the variety of writings about this time frame, and each of them is right, for a certain group. If you are super busy, that’s perfect. If you are exhausted, that’s perfect. If you are blissful or have relationships crashing down, that’s perfect, too. Be where you are without judgement. We are all changing, and becoming someone new. Let yourself change, at your own pace.

I can’t really tell you what’s happening with you, so I will describe what’s happening with me…

Time is perfectly still. People and situations still come and go, but everyday is exactly the right length. Everything gets done without hurry or stress. Time never drags. I really have a hard time keeping track of the details (not my old normal), but the big picture is in focus. Oddly, the details seem to be taking care of themselves. Everything seems easier than it ever has before.

Physically, I need to be laying flat a lot. I can feel old codes leaving my body, and new ones coming in. The type of food I want changes about twice a week. I have had a more varied diet in the past month than ever before in my life. I seem to be eating more for colors, and as medicine. Like I am building a new body. The ringing in my ears needs to be consciously heard. If I spend time talking with friends, when they leave I get all the tones I missed. It’s loud. My temperature comfort zone seems to have dropped 2-4 degrees. My feet are no longer consistently cold.

Emotionally, I am almost always in a state of bliss. Occasionally, emotion flows through me, so I let it flow and it leaves. Most times I don’t even know what it’s about. I assume it was just trapped at some point, and now it’s leaving. Part of the complete detox.

Mentally, I can’t even remember why I held on so tightly to stories of the past. It’s like seeing them from above – intricately woven, beautiful, and so so small. While I am excited to see who I am going to become, I am also greatly enjoying the process (also very unlike the old me). I am really understanding the power of presence.

As I float in this timeless space, I also know I am doing the work I came here for. The future is very bright, indeed. Witness your own journey, wherever you are on your path. Step out of your life for a moment to witness this transformation. Zero point is amazing.

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Wayshowers and Anchors – Apr 8 2021

“Sit. Your. Ass. Down.” My guides had been telling me this for days, when I finally dislocated (or broke) my toe, thus leaving me immobile for the last week. I was trying to do less, honestly. But this new energy is so alive! It’s just really tough to do nothing right now. Don’t worry – what needs to happen will happen, even if it takes a broken toe and ice packs.

Those of us anchoring the new frequencies are working silently in the background. Breathing consciously to embody the new codes, and release them into the human heart grid. The message I keep getting is this is a full-time job. This is my primary job. I do other things like write, teach, and counsel, but embodiment is the mission for me right now. My body is processing this new Light remarkably well, and that may be due to the fact I have been on the couch all week.

As we begin to transcend astrology, we are pulled by two forces – the physical world, and the future of humanity. Astrology is a mirror of the physical, and it is amazingly accurate for that space. Once you begin to leave the physical density and become more Light, Astrology doesn’t work as well. Will there be a new “Light-based” astrology? I sure hope so! All the planets have higher dimensions.

For me, this shift has meant all new physical habits. I eat less. I am adding lemon juice to my water, and drinking it like I’m dying of thirst. My dialog with my body is much more subtle, a whisper. Instead of supplements, my body prefers herbal tea. Sunlight gives me energy and joy. I have a heart connection to the land that wasn’t there before. I am changing in a fundamental way. 2021 is indeed the year of revelation and realignment.

Let change happen. My only suffering is when I try to hang on to an outdated construct. Don’t try to define yourself, others, or circumstances. In this 5 numerology year, let life move. Let the future breathe through you, carrying off anything outdated. We were built for this. Love and gratitude to you all.

A song for the times – The HU – Song of Women

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* Pigeon Logic *

There was an experiment conducted with pigeons many decades ago by B.F. Skinner. The pigeons received food pellets at completely random intervals, but they were always trying to figure out what made the food appear. The birds would repeat any movement they made right before food was delivered, resulting in an intricate dance over time. Getting food was never tied to the actions of the birds, they only thought it was. They keep dancing because it was the way they made sense of the world. A way to give themselves a sense of control in their lives, even though it wasn’t real. Pigeon logic.

This gets trickier with humans. Free will and personal choice very much matter at the human level. You can choose to eat organic unprocessed food, or you can choose to live on pizza and ice cream. Your entire life experience will be different. Not right or wrong, just very different. We absolutely have options to change our lives, and it is entirely our own responsibility to make the changes we want. However… divine timing matters, also. A greater intelligence is at work in all our lives. Evolution happens without effort on our part.

I always believe free will is an important player in the human experience. In fact, I believe moving from conditioned response to conscious choice is the first big step that we call awakening. It can be a lengthy process to fully step into our personal power, but it is essential to our evolution. When one tries to skip it, it’s called spiritual bypassing. We are all on a hero’s journey, and we all have obstacles to overcome. We must utilize our free will choices to overcome adversity. That’s kind of the whole point. At least, on the human side.

On the evolutionary side, things are just changing, with complete disregard to our personal agenda. That’s just how evolution works. The new codes streaming into our bodies from the Sun won’t stop just because it may be personally inconvenient. This is an important piece of information for a couple of reasons… it’s happening no matter what, and it isn’t a matter of being deserving or doing the right thing. The whole planet is being flooded with this new Light. Period.

So what does this mean for free will? It means we can either align ourselves with the evolutionary current and ride this wave, or we can swim upstream to follow the ego desires. We definitely have a choice to make our lives either easier or harder. It’s about to get really beautiful flowing with evolution, or really obvious where we are stuck. Nothing you are doing is “wrong”, and the flow of grace is available (and given) to all, but the river only flows one way. We are no longer living in a pond, where moving in any direction was equal effort. Now, there will be an obvious easier way.

The other thing about free will is that we all have it. No matter how hard it is to watch a loved one make their own lives more difficult, we must respect their choices. You don’t need to stick around and watch the show in a front row seat, but you do need to let them choose their own path. This is just a temporary separation, to allow all to find their way to their own power. It’s also an excellent time to update our understanding of boundaries.

The point of the story is simply not to fall into pigeon logic. We are all worthy, and we are all receiving. Keep doing your part to stay in the flow of evolution, but no need for the dance of dogma. Being in the flow feels open, expansive, free, joyful, lighter. Swimming upstream, feels heavy, closed, contracted and obligatory. How do you feel inside? Forget old ideas of how things used to work for you in the past, and let yourself evolve. Mentally explore the feeling of different life options. As you develop this skill, you will know which path is in alignment with your own evolution. Don’t get mentally stuck in outdated stories. Allow evolution to happen.

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Praise Ganesha

Has it been feeling a lot like Mercury is in retrograde? Plans getting changed? People from the past contacting you? It’s not Mercury, it’s that 2021 is showing us what it’s here to do. As 2021 the year of revelation and realignment really enters full-swing, we can see the changes happening before our eyes.

In Hinduism, the elephant-head deity called Ganesha is responsible for putting small obstacles in your path. Why would bringing obstacles be worthy of worship? Because the small obstacles keep you from running into big obstacles. Like hitting every red light on your commute, to make you late enough to avoid a collision. We are all being delayed and redirected for our greater good.

From a 3D perspective this can be maddening. More plans (and mental constructs) are falling apart than coming together. From a higher perspective it’s all very exciting. It feels like the last push to birth this 5D baby. This new reality won’t be fully in place for a bit, but the final stages of delivery are upon us. It will be a much easier process if we loosen our grip on reality. Whenever life gets disrupted, praise Ganesha. It really does help to turn the frustration into gratitude.

This year, the incoming Light has dramatically increased. New codes, new geometries, breaking down the illusion. The only time this is really tough is when we find ourselves deeply attached to that illusion. Sometime we store old illusion programs in our body, which can cause a physical release, in the form of illness. Still, the old must go, and if we encourage it to do so, it will dissolve quickly.

This new Light anchors in the body. Much of the clearing we will see in April is preparing the vessel. Do whatever you need to do to support the body. This new Light brings the lightbody more into form. These new codes not only update the carbon DNA, but also bring new energetics to the lightbody. Have you noticed a shift in your organs or glands? You aren’t alone. Even new organs and glands are presenting in lightbody form. This can also cause growing pains in the physical body. Be gentle with yourself.

Detox as much as you can with diet changes. Don’t overindulge, avoid processed foods and added sugars. You will find the cleaner your diet, the more peaceful you feel. This is a physical ascension process, and your body is already working overtime to make it happen. Showing your body the respect and support it deserves may mean making changes to your diet and other habits. Feel like moving? Do it. Feel like taking a nap? Do it. Listen to your body, not your habits.

It will only get more intense from here. Again, great if you have been preparing, not so great if you have been procrastinating. Check-in with your body regularly, and be willing to give it the support it needs. Your invisible team is always with you and happy to help whenever you ask, but you must ask (free will matters). You were built for this. This is why we came. You are loved and supported in ways you can’t even imagine. You got this!

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* Choosing A Timeline *

Who do you want to be when you grow up? I ask myself this question regularly, just to be sure I’m on track. I think the common reply would be: “I want to be happy” or “I want to be loved”. This isn’t what I mean. Maybe a better question is, how do you want to be remembered? That takes the selfish motivation out of it. And really, you get all the selfish stuff when you look at the bigger picture.

Now isn’t the time to keep doing what you’ve always done. Stretch yourself. Instead of the same old reaction to a situation, take a step back. Ask yourself what reply is most like the person you want to be remembered as. Now is the time to make different choices. To shift into the next level of your personal evolution.

If you have been doing your inner work for some time, this may be fine tuning. It may be a new world view, or creating a new dynamic in your life. If you are struggling, or new to this game of shadow work, it may mean reaching out to a healer or therapist. Now is the time to take a step. Only you know what you need, and only you can make the choice to act. What would you want people to remember about you? If you died today, what would they actually remember? The shift is the difference between those two questions.

My Grandma died when I was 18. People said the most amazing, and totally true, things at her memorial. It made me think of what people would say about me if I died right then. Yikes! I have spent my whole life moving toward the mark I wish to leave on the world. It’s not at all about what other people think, it’s about a legacy. What energy will you leave behind? Stepping fully into your soul path always leads to beautiful places, and it also leaves your personal energy signature. Following the path of the ego is short lived at this point. Ego structures are no longer supported. Best to realign now.

Changing a dynamic can mean many things, all of which include boundaries. I have a friend I’ve known since junior high. About 20 years into the friendship, he started getting really flaky, and not keeping our plans together. It was painful to be so obviously unimportant. I had a choice to make… I could either cut him out of my life entirely, or lower my expectations of him showing up. We weren’t really close to begin with, and I did like having him in my life, so I chose to adjust my expectations. From then on, I wouldn’t expect him to show up, and it was a nice surprise when he did. I had another long-term friend who became more toxic as the years passed, so I felt the best option was to go our separate ways. There is no right answer. Every situation is different. Boundaries are essential, not just for your well-being, but also for your own timeline.

Changing a dynamic most often includes another person, or a personal place holder, like partner. You can also change a dynamic with your own experience or judgement. Recently, I have been reviewing my relationship with Trust. What Trust has meant in the past, and how it is changing. Before, broken trust meant a broken relationship. Now it means reevaluating boundaries. Also, being redirected (with broken Trust) is a powerful way the Universe moves me to where I need to be. Reevaluate everything.

So how do we choose which way to turn? I let my body choose. If we get stuck in thoughts and emotion, we’ll just run around the same box we’ve been living in. Same box, same timeline. The body has it’s own wisdom. Here is my technique:
Settle into a comfortable place
Take a minute to breathe and relax
Feel how your body feels, in this neutral space
Think of option A, and note the changes in how your body feels
Return to the neutral space of just breathing, until your body relaxes again
Think of option B, and note the changes in how your body feels

Try this technique on insignificant stuff first, to build the body connection. Try it on different foods – Does my body want meat or veggies? Does my body want water or tea? Take note of how your body reacts when you choose to eat certain things. Does it feel similar to what it felt like when you were just thinking about them? A strong body connection can really be a great guidance. Even when you are full of thoughts and emotion, your body can be your compass.

Start taking baby steps to shake-up the old energy dynamics. If you are naturally quite structured, mix up your routine. If you are a “go with the flow” person, add a little structure to your day. It can be small, maybe ten minutes twice a day, but consciously choose to disrupt your usual pattern. Let the energy break away and shift. What goes, let it go. You are making room for the new. It’s never too late, and the steps are never too small.

Only you can make these changes. Conscious choice is the first step to sovereignty. From personal power, to absolute accountability, to esoteric power, we climb into complete freedom. Un-cage the mind. Release the programming. Boldly go where no one has gone before. Choose your timeline, and we’re off!

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* Separation Anxiety *

As the timeline split continues, soul groups are rearranging to manage, and honor, individual free will choices. In case there is any question, the split is NOT based on politics or religion. The split is based on becoming true to your highest potential. It’s based on sovereignty, freedom, and accountability. This is about being ready to take full responsibility for yourself, your actions, your words, your deeds. Before you can co-create the New Earth, you have to create yourself.

In the past, soul groups didn’t reorganize much. A person could make low-vibration choices their whole life, and reincarnate with the same group to try again. Now this dynamic has changed. The energy is greatly supporting soul progress, and no longer supports ego structures. As a result, those on a path of self-mastery are out pacing some of their soul group still embedded in the ego illusion. Since karma is no longer entwined with reincarnation, it is necessary to restructure at the soul level.

This seeming division is actually the fastest way to Unity Consciousness. At the end of the day, and way above my pay grade, we are all one. Here on Earth, free will as individual choice still matters. A lot. Even though this soul reorganization may be painful, it truly is the best way forward. Leading by example is the very best thing you can do for your soul group. It is happening both personally and collectively, so you may feel it, even if no one in your personal life is effected.

How it feels to me is quite unsettling, with lots of tears. It happens quickly though, and I feel great afterward. First I feel anxious, then abandonment issue come up, then I cry to release the pressure (and old codes). The tears start as grief and loss, then become sadness, then grace and gratitude. This can take one minute or fifteen, depending on how deeply embedded it is. This process is a normal detox. The old must go to make room for the new.

Mentally, a lot of re-framing and epiphany is happening. I can see a situation from a brand new viewpoint. This also makes way for a new level of self-awareness. Even though I have the emotional range of a Vulcan, turns out emotional stability, emotional maturity, and emotional consistency are very important to me. Who would have guessed? This process started with my victim response, moved to blame, then anger, then awareness. So in my head it sounded like this: “Why is this happening?”, “How could they?”, “How dare they!”, “Wait a minute… I see a pattern…” And once you see the pattern, you can make a different choice. Absolute accountability. 

As with everything, the outer reflects the inner. As you release and re-frame, your outer experience changes. People, experiences, and conditions drift away, and new ones enter. It may be a pretty seamless exchange, or there may be a time between the old and the new. Don’t worry – the new will show up. As I said, self-mastery is greatly supported. Just keep moving toward your Higher Self, and the world will shift around you. No matter what changes are happening, your Higher Self is always with you. No chance of abandonment issues there.

I will leave you with the haunting love song I have been listening to for days. We normally think of love songs going horizontally, to or from another person. Listen to this one vertically, going to and from your Higher Self. In my head, verses 1,2, and 4 are from your Higher Self to you, and verse 3 is from you to your Higher Self.
My Love Will Never Die” by Clair Wyndham

“My Love, my Love, my fearless Love
I will not say goodbye
Sea may rise, sky may fall
My love will never die

Go on, go on, go bravely on
Into the blackest night
Ohh-ohh-ohh

My heart, my heart, my drowning heart
Oh all the tears I’ve cried
Oh I may weep forever more
My love will never die

My Love, my Love, my fearless Love
I will not say goodbye
Sea may rise, sky may fall
My love will never die”

 

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Creation & Creativity

Thoughts about creating a new world. Even more important today than when this was first shared. Enjoy!

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I wrote this piece for my next book, but it keeps ringing in my head. Apparently, it wants to be shared now. Please note that ALL the chakras are equal, and need to be open for proper health and functioning. This is just my observation of the extreme emphasis some put on the sacral (2nd).

When we think about creativity, we automatically envision painting or singing or dancing or some other form of art. The word “creation” might smack with Divinity, or some origin story. In the spiritual community, creativity is generally associated with the sacral (2nd) chakra, along with sex, and some muddy darkness that can’t quite be defined. I want to take you on a journey of possibility, to reconsider these ideas. As usual, take what’s helpful, and leave the rest.

Unconscious creation is how nature exists. Growing a baby doesn’t take conscious thought, it just happens. Plants…

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Creation Zone

As we near the start of the full energies of 2021, we begin to see the possibilities. Generally, a year begins to form around fall equinox the year before, hits full swing from spring equinox to fall equinox, then begins to meld with the next year. 2021, the year of revelation and realignment, is nearing the start of its most potent time. This is so exciting! At least for those who have done some inner work to align with their true self, rather than accept their conditioning as real.

Even though we have had to “make things happen” in the past, we are now in full co-creation mode. It used to be necessary to use our personal will to drive the whole machine. It was like wading through mud. The energy got lighter in 2017, and now it is actually enough like home to be fun. When I say “the energy got lighter” I mean the set-point of the vibration got higher. This is great if you have some recollection of the vibration you came from. This is chaos if you identify with the illusion – structures of victimization and false authority. If you are having a really rough time right now, seek the guidance you need to release the old codes, conditioning, and timelines. Talk to a friend, or counselor. Start a spiritual practice. Take a class. There are many options out there, and now is the time to seek them out.

Creation has always had two parts – free will and grand design (pre-life plan). In the past, free-will, personal drive, and discipline were the way to achieve goals on planet Earth. Now, the energetic landscape has changed. Free will still plays a part, but listening has become more powerful than forcing. We still need to take action in small ways, but only when guided to do so. These baby steps are paying off in leaps and bounds. Lots of results with small actions.

If we view life as a workout regimen, it used to take an hour of cardio and an hour of lifting weights everyday to stay in shape. Now, it’s more like ten minutes of each, followed by twenty minutes of sitting still, consciously integrating the work. Feeling every cell adapt to the input. Thanking the body for its ability to become what you envision. Very different template to work with.

Some of this has to do with the refinement of the energetic pallet. Let’s look at this through healing modalities. If a person has a diet of fast food, soda, and processed sugar, then they are pretty disconnected from their body. Subtle healing techniques probably won’t be helpful, and pharmaceuticals from Western medicine may be the best option. If a person eats only organic whole food and clean water, they are more likely to have an awareness of their body. Western medicine may feel like a sledge hammer, and do more harm than good. As you refine your energy, more subtle inputs make a noticeable change. Only you know where you are on that sliding scale.

Please note their is nothing “wrong” with either. Just know where you are, and act accordingly. For those who have been detoxing (both physically and emotionally) for a few years, get ready to receive the new codes. For those that haven’t, the new codes are coming anyway, so be prepared for the old to come spilling out. If you have friends or family that are really having a hard time adjusting, please be compassionate. Help them find the help they need. I can’t even imaging doing the inner work of the past decade in a couple of years. Ouch.

Timing is a big part of what’s happening. If you are in line with the timing of your own soul path, things just flow. If you are out of your timing, things are a struggle. If anything in your life seems like a lot of work, just stop. It may be the wrong direction or the wrong time. Conversely, things that didn’t work before may have the fresh energy to start again, and stick this time. I’ve had health issues for a couple decades now, which have stubbornly refused to shift. What didn’t work before is now working. Same stuff, just different timing. Be willing to try again, at any point.

Here are a few things that seem to be helping me the most right now:
Busy Mind Means Integration Is Needed – If I can’t focus, and have too many thoughts flying around, it means I need to lie down and breathe. It usually takes twenty minutes of just being present with my body for my mind to settle on my next task.
Nature Heals Everything – The Elemental Kingdom is wide awake out there, and if asked, they are happy to help. Sunshine is my personal favorite, but call on what you need.
Bach Flower Remedies – This stuff is magic in a bottle. I use Chicory to help me let go of the old.
Breath Work – Any kind of intentional breathing. Breathe on purpose.
Chanting or Singing – Use your voice. Sing yourself into being. I feel like the vocal vibrations help integrate the energies into the body.
When Nothing Flows, Relax – Timing is everything right now. When things flow for a while, and then just stop, I am waiting for the right timing to catch up to me. No need to push or worry, just relax and read a book.
Ask the Body – Before I begin anything I ask the body what it needs. When I get a clear answer, I do the thing. When I get a blank, I go through a couple options, and do whatever feels best. The body is my ally and guide.

The energy is amazing out there right now, but also very intense. Anything done out of ego or conditioning will meet a swift end. Following your soul path will bring results quickly. Hoping you find much joy in this miracle time. Game on!

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