Walking In Both Worlds

For the past decade I have spent some time being fully removed from time (for hours up to a couple days), not by choice. It feels like I am the sole survivor on Earth. No one returns text, emails, or phone calls, and I can’t even feel them energetically, which is a big deal for me. This “cosmic time-out” used to be terrifying, until I did it a few times and figured out it was just temporary. After I settled into it, it felt like timelines were adjusting before I could resume my activities. About a week ago (around July 21, 2025) I felt something similar, except it hasn’t stopped.

This time people are returning texts and even showing up to visit, but my inner experience is shifting rapidly. I feel different in my body. Emotionally, I’m just happier. My intuition is louder (not that it was ever quiet.) Is this how humans were meant to feel? Is this just a return to the original divine code? That’s sure how it feels.

Know what else is on my radar? August 8, 2025. No idea what that’s about, but 8/8 has a lot of energy focused on it this year. I’m not usually impacted by Lion’s Gate, but something is going on there this year.

I really don’t have a point, just sharing my experience. The other thing is that I just don’t care. Not like apathy or resignation, but a complete knowing that everything will be okay. I feel so calm in my body that I just can’t get worked up about 3D stuff. Reading the headlines is like watching a show. Removed. I feel removed from what used to be “my life”.

Without doubt, we were built for this. This is what we came here for. Thank you for your service!

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I missed out on many indoctrinations. My grandma was a Jehovah’s Witness, and while that system has its own issues, it avoids many common mental traps. Politics, war, patriotism, birthdays, holidays, and even hell as a place of torture aren’t part of that system, resulting in a more relaxed view of life in my world. I think that almost complete lack of social mental constructs led me to a curiosity that most simply don’t have. “I wonder why they think that?” is my daily life. Most people don’t wonder they just assume, as they have been taught.

The most powerful indoctrination tool currently is the news. One station promotes extreme right-wing politics, and another promotes extreme left-wing politics. Honestly, there are about 10% of the population in each camp, while the other 80% of us are wondering what happened to the world. This issue with the news started with the fall of the Fairness Doctrine in 1987. The mainstream news is just divisive propaganda at this point. I recommend a short, written daily brief if you want to stay informed, like 1440 or AP news morning wire.

Start to question everything, including things you hold dear, because we live in the mental cages we build. We create our own prisons with our beliefs. We willingly limit our lives with our beliefs… But if we can build the prison we can also tear it down. The enemy isn’t “out there”; the enemy is what we create and sustain in our own minds. As the song goes, free your mind, the rest will follow.

In my world, fear means I don’t know the whole story. About 15 years ago a co-worker was all wound-up about a story on the news about a politician being abducted by Satanic worshipers. Sounded like lies to me (which it was, as came to light), but my coworker was just rippling waves of fear. Instead of jumping into opinion I looked up Satanism, and know what? They are just ill-tempered atheists who don’t worship anyone. I sent my co-worker the link. At first he was offended, but after he read it I could feel his fear subside. Curiosity, not assumption.

My latest experience with people and their assumptions (judgements) has to do with living near a registered sex offender. Having looked this one up years ago, I am aware all it takes to get on this list is public urination or skinny-dipping. In my youth, I went camping with friends and we all peed in the woods and swam naked in the lake. I have neighbors who honestly believe that list means something to their safety. Ever wondered why there is no violent crime list? I have. Stay curious, not judgmental. Every situation is different and assumptions only make life harder.

This is probably a good time to remind you of an article I posted a few years back called Stay Curious. It was removed from a writing site for “threatening public health”. That’s fun. Being arrested in a protest was on my bucket list, but being censored may be even better! Again, research everything, and never just believe what you’re told. More than that, be ready to adjust your beliefs in light of new information. Lots of new perspectives inbound! Welcome to the future of changing narratives.

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This past week has been intense with its shift to stillness. Lots of forgetting and staring vacantly into space. It almost feels like overwhelm except it is totally peaceful. I’m really having a hard time remembering why I cared so deeply about things, when it is so obvious everything will follow its perfect course. It feels like my will is finally aligned with Thy will. This is lovely!

We are breaking the chains of the mind. As we have been told, the mind is a wonderful servant, but a terrible master. This is why I see AI as a tool, not a threat. Of course we built a machine that is smarter than humans… the logical mind isn’t where human strength resides. I still remember the debates around calculators in the 1970’s. While it is sad to see people unable to do basic mental math, is it far more tragic to see people try to live without intuition or inner purpose. We are finally shifting away from the mind-centric paradigm, and it feels amazing.

I have been contemplating free will (yes, again) and at this point it makes sense. Before we awaken to conscious action we are just animals living through primal survival and hormonal urges, basically without free will. When we fully awaken and have cleared out our psychology we can allow our Higher will to run the show, without ego will. In between, there is a great deal of free will choice to be made. Most of the world is moving into or up the free will stage. Some of us (a few million? a billion?) are now moving out of free will to fully embrace our own Higher will. So exciting!

I think, for me, the hardest part of being human has been emotion, and its role in creation. Emotion is made by chemicals in the body, so without a body existence is just simpler. Emotion is magnetic and draws experiences to us. Without a body you are always surrounded by unconditional love, so a focused intention is all you need to bring in anything you want. Maybe this is how we got so infatuated with thought. Hmmm. The mind is still a vital part of being human, as directing your focus changes your emotion (magnetism). Mind your mind.

July 2025 should be exciting, on many new levels. Just know that what happens next is in perfect alignment with the higher plan. And if your ego will suddenly shifts to your Higher will, just relax into the stillness. It’s lovely.

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This ascension thing really means business! Linear time is super difficult to manage. I used to have a photographic memory, but now I have to consistently remind myself of the day of the week and date. It’s starting to feel like everything, everywhere, all at once. I have felt moments of this for the past decade, but now it’s a normal Tuesday. Or is it Monday? And the physical symptoms are just weird, like a numb tongue and seeing with my eyes closed. It’s not just you.

The one thing that still seems like it’s under my control (free will) is my inner mental landscape. As I change my thoughts my outer circumstances change, almost instantly. I need to really be aware of what I dwell on mentally and emotionally. People generally assume that emotions can’t be chosen, but that isn’t true. Thoughts and emotions are tied, so changing one changes both. Try it.

Thoughts are electric (masculine energy) and emotions are magnetic (feminine energy). Most of the new age movement focused on the masculine energy of thought with vision boards and intentions, so that covers what vibe you are sending out. The experiences that show up in your life are drawn in magnetically by emotion. You can see the issue. Sending out good intentions and following that with feelings of disappointment when the intentions aren’t yet fulfilled will magnetically draw in disappointing situations. I have heard many teachers say “you have to be grateful”, but no one explains why. Magnetic (emotional) energy draws things to you. Staying in gratitude draws in better things.

Speaking of becoming a mind-centric culture… In just two generations we went from “when life gives you lemons, make lemonade” to “you can be whatever you want if you just put your mind to it”. What a difference! The first one is a coping skill, and the second is a flat-out lie. I know a lot of focused people and nobody’s life turned out as they planned. No wonder depression is so rampant. Life happens, and our free-will choice lies in how we respond. How you respond is what we call “character building”, but without a doubt, life will always provide character building opportunities. Lemonade all around!

There is great focus on the mind-body connection, but it is usually presented as a one way thing with the mind in charge. The connection is definitely both ways. When the body is struggling it greatly affects the quality and clarity of thought. If our diet and lifestyle don’t support the body our thoughts and emotions are greatly affected. Thoughts and emotions are the inner environment of epigenetics. As Bruce Lipton tells us, the environment changes gene expression. You can change your environment. Support the body, disciple (direct) the mind, and be grateful for that ability.

I’m hoping some of these ramblings will spark some pondering of your own. Ready for exploring the unknown? You won’t be alone. We got this!

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Woo-hoo! We made to the first big jump! Yay us!

The energy will continue to spike and cause all kinds of ups and downs, but we have reset our set point. The lows just won’t be as low. I’m so excited for this! Up and down is always uncomfortable, but it’s wonderful to know the lows will be a bit higher.

This split of frequency (timeline) is a tricky thing, because moving to the other frequency is always an option (in either direction). You are always allowed to have a negative thought or emotion. Just be aware of what you dwell on. It’s the repetitive stuff we dwell on that creates our reality. Emotions are just a chemical reaction in the body that passes quickly… unless we attach a story. If we attach a story to an emotion, every time we feel that emotion it triggers the story, and every time we think of the story it triggers the emotion. A tangled web.

Try to move into the observer mind as soon as you notice things sliding. Ask yourself a few questions: What is this emotion really about? What story do I have surrounding this emotion? How often do I dwell on this story? Is this really what I want to focus on? What new story can I use to shift the narrative?

Again, I’m NOT suggesting suppression or by-passing. Feel everything you feel. Emotions are meant to help guide us. All I’m saying is that it’s okay to drop the narrative you picked up as a child. If you are stuck in the past you are missing the point of the current emotion. For example, anger is telling you a boundary has been broken, not that this situation is just like that time your dad beat you. We are all becoming brand new people, and it’s okay to leave the past in the past.

We are really moving now! It’s going to be bumpy and exciting for at least a couple more years, but we will keep reseting to new levels of fabulous! This is what we came for.

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If you are on Earth right now you have been around the block a few times. At some point, in time or dimension, many of us have been in a religious order, taking vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience. The vows taken at that point in our journey just aren’t helpful now, but they sure have sticking power. Time for something new. It’s always good to revisit our assumptions.

I recommend doing some kind of ritual, or at least declaring the old vows have been completely fulfilled, then take on some new vows. Why take new vows? To fill the old space. I’ve played with deleting the old vows, and just refilling with intentions, but it felt hollow. Feel free to play with the concept to find what works for you.

Some possible new vows…
I take a VOW of ABUNDANCE, opening to the abundant flow of life
I take a VOW of GENEROSITY, sharing my abundance with others
I take a VOW of SELF-STEWARDSHIP, protecting my body and focusing my mind
I take a VOW of PERSONAL GROWTH, encouraging maturity and inner change over time
I take a VOW of JOY, meeting life’s unpredictability with curiosity and wonder
These are the ones that come up for me. Please leave some of your ideas in the comments. I always love to see what others are thinking!

On to Archetypes… Our archetypes are seriously outdated. My mom used to say when people got married two people entered the church, but three came out – husband, wife, and the archetype of marriage. Just think about that for a minute. No wonder everything changes when you get married, and not in a good way. The old archetype of marriage is all about ownership and obligation. No one wants that at this point. We need an archetype of partnership, or family.

I’m not sure how to change archetypes, except by changing the stories we tell ourselves. We sure do love our stories! Any thoughts on what needs to happen here? I’m sure someone out there can write new bedtime stories!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings (in full, with links and credit, please)… we are all just walking each other home.

No one is peaceful all the time. Being human is such a balancing act between the ego desires and the higher realms. I’m not at all opposed to the ego, it just tends to take control when we aren’t looking and usually makes a mess of things. Still, the highest service we can offer to both ourselves and the human collective is to be intentional, especially with love and peace. Sometimes we just need a little help out of a hole.

I would love to say we only have a few more months of world stage insanity, but it is just heating up. The best we can do is find new coping skills to help us stay focused for the next few years. Remember, the opposite of intentional living is checking out (drugs, alcohol, etc.) Try to stay present with your experience as much as possible, even if it means feeling some pretty uncomfortable stuff. This, too, shall pass… and some of the discomfort may be more collective than personal.

So what do we do when we fall into the dark? Again, I would love to tell you, but only you know what works for you. We are all so very different. I can share what works for me in the hope it will offer some guidance. What has helped me the most recently is mantra, music, and movement.

Movement – For me, yoga and stretching are quite helpful. Even consciously moving my breath has helped me shift gears. Ever try the breath of fire? What kind of movement do you prefer? Moving your blood and your breath can be a quick way to refocus.

Music – My go to at the moment is a song called Gajumaru by Yaima. I have several favorites, but this one changes my whole outlook. What are some of your favorite songs? Do you ever use music as medication?

Mantra – While I love traditional mantras, a personal message popped into my head last week, and it calms me right down. “It’s not my fault, and it’s not mine to fix.” Whenever I feel anxious I just repeat that personal mantra a few times and I calm right down. I actually feel my body relax. A friend gave me another one I love… “We are portals, not projects.” That one makes me smile! What is your personal mantra? What words bring you back to you?

Your personal techniques to return to inner peace may be totally different, but it will be important to have some kind of coping skills in your back pocket. Maybe you have skills but forget to use them… consider making yourself a list. If you have something that works for you, please share it in the comments so we can all benefit. We were built for this!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings (in full, with links and credit, please)… we are all just walking each other home.

Being human is so confusing. Descending into a 3D reality has challenges we couldn’t even understand before we got here. The issue is the subconscious mind, which doesn’t even exist without a fully physical body. Without cellular memory, passed on through our DNA, our thoughts are much easier to focus. Manifestation is just focused thought. The issue is that our subconscious thoughts create just as readily as our conscious thoughts, and the majority of our thoughts are subconscious, or lacking our awareness. The creation machine is always on, even when no one is paying attention.

It’s easy to blame having a body for our difficulty with manifestation (creation), but that isn’t the issue. The body is actually designed to alert us when our thoughts stray into dangerous territory. This alert system is emotion or physical sensation. Over the last 10,000 years or so humans have been denying and suppressing all things emotional or intuitive. This was the start of the current patriarchal system, when the limited and linear mind was put in charge. For those new to my work this is not about men and women, because we each have both masculine (mind) and feminine (body intuition) within us. Humans got all out of balance, and it has harmed us all. Good time to reread how misogyny hurts us all.

To get back to working with (instead of against) our bodies, first we need to rebuild our trust. All relationships are built on trust, and your primary relationship is with your body. Just think of how you talk to your body… Would you enjoy (or even accept) these words if they were directed at you from a friend? Are you encouraging toward your body, or do you spend much of your time demeaning it? Get back to a supportive relationship with your body and suddenly it is much easier to be aware of your mind.

Back to how energy works… So, what you dwell on becomes manifest. Everybody wants to be rich yet so few are, because where most dwell is on lack. Even if you have a mantra or a vision board, how much time do you focus there? Where is your focus the rest of the time? This is why it is so important to be aware of your thoughts, especially when the mind wanders. All that doubt and anger manifest, too. Awareness is everything.

Now we move into collective consciousness. If you want the more scientific route call it quantum entanglement. Spiritual folks usually go with unity consciousness. Religion says we all carry the divine light of God/Goddess/Creator. They are all saying the same thing – we are tied together in unseen ways. Raising your own awareness isn’t just about you. We all rise together. Conversely, excess anger and worry isn’t helping any of us. We can each contribute to the whole by spending time focused on gratitude and love.

Please reread this post several times over the next few months (April-July 2025). With the incoming energy (new location in the photon belt, for the science side) it is becoming easier to bring our thoughts to full awareness, and thus create consciously. Keep your focus on your own mind, and the goodness will radiate out from there. Remember that 2025 is a year of endings and beginnings, so be ready to shift.

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You have probably heard, from many directions, that 2025 will uncover many hidden truths. Things (or people or institutions) that we really believed in and trusted will be uncovered as not at all what they appear. Sounds ominous. What is about to happen is just what needs to happen, and the real question is… how will you take it? Will you be devastated and depressed? Will you be full of I-told-you-so? Or will you giggle at how weird it is that you ever believed the lie? I vote for the last one.

It doesn’t matter who is leading your country right now. All sides are about to fall. Why? Because we are moving from external leadership to internal guidance. This fall will include religion and money, for the same reason. Divinity is within, as is prosperity. Humanity is developing its own internal moral compass, and any outer options just won’t do anymore. All this truth hitting the fan will help us to see where we chose to listen to an external voice, while ignoring our intuition. It’s okay to come back to your center.

We have all been hoodwinked on some level. The conditioning has been intense on this planet! I’ve managed to escape much of it due to my odd and open childhood, but there were still some areas I got totally wrong because I tried to conform to a social norm rather than be true to myself. We have now made it to that point in history where being true to ourselves is the smoothest path forward. Yay!

Being true to yourself is the opposite of being selfish. Being selfish is all about outer gratification and throwing blame at others. Being true to yourself is about self-love. Look at ending a romance… Selfish looks like, “You don’t make me happy, so this is all your fault!” Being true to yourself looks like, “I can’t be myself in this relationship, and I love us both too much to keep hurting us.” Selfish is dramatic, self-love is quiet.

Focus on your own self-love and this period will be easier. Think of truth as liberation and this next couple of years will be quite fun. Anytime you are dragged into suffering figure out what old stories you are holding on to. Holding on to old stories (lies) will be the root of our suffering. Knowledge is acquiring information, wisdom is releasing information. Be wise enough to let it go.

Fun fact… we assume we care for what we love. It’s actually the other way around – we love what we care for. The more time and energy you give to something, the more it feels like love. If you have spent time caring for anything (even an abusive mate or abusive belief system) you are likely to feel a great loss when you are free from that role. This is natural. It’s perfectly okay to grieve and release anything that no longer serves your personal self-love. This is all part of our moving from outer stimulus to the internal compass.

Things will really heat up from mid-March through September. I feel a little break in July, but that may just be exhaustion. Remember to keep returning to your breath whenever you feel off-center. We were built for this!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.