Goodbye 2021

At the end of each year I look back at the amazing lessons I’ve learned. Instead of a list of resolutions, I highly recommend you honor yourself, and the past year, by reviewing the insights you have gained. I felt quite guided this past year, like I was being prepared for something. There was much purging, both physically and mentally. Even though the year flew by, it feels like I learned at least five year’s worth of lessons. Here are some of my lessons from 2021:

Saying goodbye to a furry friend never gets any easier. The grieving process gets smoother, but the parting is always hard.
Codependency is much more ingrained and entangled in my psyche than I had thought.
To lovingly hold space, I must fully release all hope of the person ever growing.
Hope and faith are totally different. Hope has attachment.
Knowing it is darkest before the dawn doesn’t make the dark any easier.
My friends support me, even in my darkness.
Healers show up at my door at just the right time, usually disguised as new friends.
Living in the present requires forgiving the past.
Living in the present requires trusting in the future (no more disaster planning).
I still have to remind myself to trust my path. Planning ahead got me where I am, but its time is over.
Community is where it’s at. I feel safe knowing I can call on others, and I’m not in this alone.
Learning I am on the autism spectrum gives me a new way to know myself, a new take on my reality.
Most of the things on the list of autism “disabilities” are what I’ve always considered my superpowers.
I’m sad that people with superpowers are considered disabled. Not for much longer, I’m sure.
Just seeing the light in another reminds me of who I truly am.
I hope I remind others of who they truly are.
I would like to be more lighthearted.
Redirecting my thoughts to the positive is now habit.
I was built to tear down the old. I have no idea what to do now. I have faith that I will be led.
This is the first year I have experienced extended periods of peace and bliss. I had no idea that was possible before. I could get used to it.
My life has been treacherous at times, but it has led me here. Excellent planning.
I feel honored to have carried the torch, and I feel great about passing it on. The next wave is ready. I’m excited to see where the future goes.
I am blessed to be filled with gratitude, curiosity, and excitement!

In case you missed it, check out the energy forecast for 2022 – The Great Reset. I also enjoyed rereading the forecast for 2021. Things always make more sense in hindsight. The coming year starts the turning point for humanity. What an amazing time to be alive! Happy New Year!


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2022 – The Great Reset

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I feel fantastic about 2022! Of course, I’m a Scorpio, and pretty partial to death and rebirth. The illusion must collapse to make room for the truth of who we are and why we are here. Everyone thinks they want the illusion to fall away, until they start seeing exactly how much of our world is illusion. 2022 & 2023 will be labeled by history as “the turning point”, but living through it is a day-to-day business. The outcome will be well worth it, and the collapse of the illusion will be amazing to witness, if you keep your focus on the big picture.

This won’t be a single event, but more like waves coming in to wash away the distortions. Between waves, we will be integrating this new, less distorted information, and adjusting our mental framework to match. On a personal level, the work of 2022 will be reassessing stories and values. For those who have been working with their own stories, and are comfortable with mental re-framing, this year will feel like a dance. We can wake-up each day with curiosity: I wonder what’s different today? For those stuck in their opinions, or married to a narrative, it will be a trying year. It really comes down to what you believe is the underlying truth – human structure, or divine structure. Human structure is about to be knocked down a few pegs.

2022 could easily be called “Truth, Faith, and Healing”. Sounds lovely, until you think of what’s required to find truth, faith, and healing. The timeline split will be even more pronounced. I feel quite loved and safe as I project myself into 2022, but I have absolutely no desire for the future to resemble the past. If there are still folks out there planning a future around the values and strategies of the last century, this one’s gonna hurt. Be kind, and let others feel safe when changing their minds. For many, the hardest thing to change is their mental stories. This means no judgement, of self or other. Let people change – this year will demand it.

“Truth”, in this context, is closer to “transparency”. Instead of arguing over which group has the correct story, the manipulation is washed away, leaving the actual event exposed for all to see. Some say they want truth, when they actually just want to be right. They are so embedded in their story, that seeing what actually took place will cause a bit of shell-shock. This will probably happen to us all at some level this year. Stay mentally flexible enough to say: I used to believe in that? How silly of me! Forgive yourself, and move on. Manipulation and distortion existed in 3D. Transparency exists in 5D.

“Faith” really means “trust”… trust in life, trust in evolution, trust in a bigger picture. There are a few still talking about the importance of making the “right” choice (free will) to keep this Ascension thing rolling. We are past that point. While free will choices will definitely affect your personal journey, the ball of evolution has picked up enough speed that it’s happening either way. Trust in that. No matter how messy the world stage may look, we are heading in the right direction, with increasing speed. Yes, add your light to love the collective through this transition, but you no longer have to push. Your light and intention add to the speed of the shift, but it’s happening either way.

“Healing” means “soul-alignment”, moving from ego stories to actual soul-driven living. Think of a happy four-year-old: They sing and dance and love, they are always creating in playful ways, and they love to help (they want to be included in everything from cooking to fixing the car.) They never worry. What if this is what being human is really meant to be? Leave open the possibility that soul-based living looks nothing like the 3D life we have built. Every time your ego starts to act up, comfort it by telling it this new way will be easier and more fun. The ego can’t stay in resistance if you stop fighting with it. Just treat the ego with love and redirection.

The structures that will collapse this year (and going forward) simply can’t exist in 5D. This means all power hierarchies, and all enslavement tools. Perhaps the most successful enslavement tool is money. It is part of 3D life, and I’m not saying money is inherently “bad”, but it most definitely doesn’t exist in the 5D future. Please work on removing your bank account from your sense of abundance. If you had all your needs met, what would abundance look like to you? I feel abundant when I spend time one-on-one with people. I feel abundant when I am supported, both emotionally and practically (help with projects). I feel abundant when I am surrounded by rocks (making jewelry, sitting in my rock garden). If I had all the money in the world, it wouldn’t make me feel abundant. Spend some time contemplating what fills your heart.

Money is a finite, linear, mental concept. Finite and linear meaning scarcity is built-in – if one has a lot, someone else has less. Love is the opposite – the more you give away, the more you have. Money is only a concept, an idea. Your body needs air, water, and food to survive (at least for now), whereas people existed for thousands of years without money. It was an interesting tool for a time, but it’s not going with us as we evolve. If you are having a hard time understanding that money isn’t necessary for progress it may be time to re-watch Star Trek: The Next Generation. To learn more about money and a possible money-less future I recommend Zeitgeist The Addendum and Zeitgeist Moving Forward.

Just like dandelions bursting through cracks in the sidewalk, 5D technologies are popping up all over the place. I recommend GoodNewsNetwork.org for the latest on amazing technologies and positive stories. I also highly recommend distance from both social media and news. 2022 is all about disconnecting from group think, and reconnecting to the intelligence of your own soul. It will be a smoother process without propaganda and opinion. I understand the desire to stay informed, which you can do through something like a headline only, non-biased email, like 1440. Find a news source without commentary or dramatic music, and limit your time there. You can be aware of the world-stage chaos, while choosing to focus on the amazing future. This is one of those free will choices that will change the quality of your personal journey.

It’s a great time to question everything. As we reassess our stories and realign our values with our soul, we may decide some things in our life no longer serve us. That’s okay. It’s okay to drop whatever or whoever you have to in order to align with your soul. It’s also okay to keep your situation, and just drop the stories that no longer support your evolution. I’m quite sure you will know exactly what you need. If it feels expansive and full of love, it will be the easier path.

None of us can know what 5D will look like, but I can tell you how it feels. 5D is expansive, and joyful, and abundant from the heart, and amazingly free and easy. Anything that feels restrictive or scary is part of the old paradigm, without a doubt. As Cynthia Sue Larson asks about jumping timelines, “How good can it get?’ Witness the fall of the illusion with some emotional distance, and focus your attention on the New World coming into play. The Great Reset – what an incredible time to be alive!


If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

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The End of Striving

The world has taught us to achieve. We have been led to believe that constantly striving for more is the path to happiness. As we know, happiness isn’t a destination, it is a perspective. We are either happy or we aren’t, independent of our striving. But constant striving creates a bubble of distraction around us, it keeps us occupied and removed from our body and our feelings. This was the point of the game – to keep us playing by dangling a carrot that isn’t really there and keep us in our minds, like a rat in a maze.

Striving (achieving) isn’t bad or wrong, it just can’t be the driving force if we are to be truly happy. The ego is the part that strives, the Spirit is the part that really wants happiness. The Spirit is ready to embody, meaning the Higher Self is ready to co-create with the body. Now is the time to honor and align with the body-temple. When my body is healthy, I’m happier. I have been working with my body, with intention and loving devotion, for three years now and I have the relationship pretty dialed-in. I even feel a significant difference with a change in temperature. I’m just happy and relaxed when I’m warm. I always knew I disliked being cold, but now I feel my whole body relax and open up when I’m warm.

The upside to this level of body awareness is being able to reach a state of meditative bliss much easier, just by asking my body (partner) what it needs right now. It’s almost like I am being rewarded just for listening… and who doesn’t feel better when they are heard? The downside is that I can no longer indulge in the social nicety of an occasional non-organic (GMO laced) meal with friends. Someone was nice enough to cook me a meal recently, and it seemed rude not to eat it. Right away I could feel the discomfort in my digestive tract, and the next morning my spleen hurt. Just a subtle discomfort, but it was definitely my spleen. It’s strange, even for me, to be this aware of my body. In order to build my body-relationship I had to stop and listen. I had to stop striving and letting my ego mind lead.

Worldly achievement is an ego endeavor. If the goal is career advancement, more money, and better stuff, then it is just distraction. The ego structure is dissolving rapidly, and anything you have been doing based on that structure is about to be glaringly obvious. Not all striving is based on an outside story. If your reasons for doing something are your own, striving (as a part-time thing) can be quite healthy. We’ve just gotten lost in an imaginary fairyland of mental dominance.

As above, so below. Above, we have the cocoon of space-time (3D & 4D) changing rapidly. This is the barrier between Earth and the rest of the galaxy. This barrier made us feel alone in the universe. Below, we have the cocoon of the ego changing rapidly. The ego kept us feeling separate and alone in our individual lives. Humans are built for connection. At this point, letting go of fear and judgement will bring almost instant connection. As the isolation of ego 3D & 4D dissolve, the unity of 5D builds. Be willing to release what needs to be released in your life. It won’t take three focused years to build a body-connection at this point. It will happen quite naturally, if you just get out of your own way (out of the mental stories).

What happens on the other side of striving? Intuitive direction and joyful motivation. I still chop wood and carry water (more like laundry and cooking), but it no longer feels like an endless “to do” list. Most of the time I feel absolutely amazing, and this feeling has been my new baseline for weeks. I’m usually a bit early, so it’s on the way even if you haven’t felt it yet. We were taught to strive (do), now we must learn how to be. This is a move from talking to listening, both inner and outer.

For some, this won’t be an easy transition. Be kind to yourself and others. Try to flow with the current of life. Some ties will need to be cut, but some things can stay in your life, if the story is changed. If you are already flowing with life, be assured that everything is perfect. The ascension is going quite well, and the energetic support is truly amazing. The goal for 2022 – The Great Reset is to get out of the head and into the heart. That 18 inches from head to heart is said to be the longest journey one can take. Start each day with curiosity, and end each day with a gratitude list. This is what we came here for. Thank you for being on the planet right now. I see you ❤


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2022 – The Great Reset

I feel fantastic about 2022! Of course, I’m a Scorpio, and pretty partial to death and rebirth. The illusion must collapse to make room for the truth of who we are, and why we are here. Everyone thinks they want the illusion to fall away, until they start seeing exactly how much of our world is illusion. 2022 & 2023 will be labeled by history as “the turning point”, but living through it is a day-to-day business. The outcome will be well worth it, and the collapse of the illusion will be amazing to witness, if you keep your focus on the big picture.

This won’t be a single event, but more like waves coming in to wash away the distortions. Between waves, we will be integrating this new, less distorted information, and adjusting our mental framework to match. On a personal level, the work of 2022 will be reassessing stories and values. For those who have been working with their own stories, and are comfortable with mental re-framing, this year will feel like a dance. We can wake-up each day with curiosity: I wonder what’s different today? For those stuck in their opinions, or married to a narrative, it will be a trying year. It really comes down to what you believe is the underlying truth – human structure, or divine structure. Human structure is about to be knocked down a few pegs.

2022 could easily be called “Truth, Faith, and Healing”. Sounds lovely, until you think of what’s required to find truth, faith, and healing. The timeline split will be even more pronounced. I feel quite loved and safe as I project myself into 2022, but I have absolutely no desire for the future to resemble the past. If there are still folks out there planning a future around the values and strategies of the last century, this one’s gonna hurt. Be kind, and let others feel safe when changing their minds. For many, the hardest thing to change is their mental stories. This means no judgement, of self or other. Let people change – this year will demand it.

“Truth”, in this context, is closer to “transparency”. Instead of arguing over which group has the correct story, the manipulation is washed away, leaving the actual event exposed for all to see. Some say they want truth, when they actually just want to be right. They are so embedded in their story, that seeing what actually took place will cause a bit of shell-shock. This will probably happen to us all at some level this year. Stay mentally flexible enough to say: I used to believe in that? How silly of me! Forgive yourself, and move on. Manipulation and distortion existed in 3D. Transparency exists in 5D.

“Faith” really means “trust”… trust in life, trust in evolution, trust in a bigger picture. There are a few still talking about the importance of making the “right” choice (free will) to keep this Ascension thing rolling. We are past that point. While free will choices will definitely affect your personal journey, the ball of evolution has picked up enough speed that it’s happening either way. Trust in that. No matter how messy the world stage may look, we are heading in the right direction, with increasing speed. Yes, add your light to love the collective through this transition, but you no longer have to push. Your light adds to the speed of the shift, but it’s happening either way.

“Healing” means “soul-alignment”, moving from ego stories to actual soul-driven living. Think of a happy four-year-old: They sing and dance and love, they are always creating in playful ways, and they love to help (they want to be included in everything from cooking to fixing the car.) They never worry. What if this is what being human is really meant to be? Leave open the possibility that soul-based living looks nothing like the 3D life we have built. Every time your ego starts to act up, comfort it by telling it this new way will be easier and more fun. The ego can’t stay in resistance if you stop fighting with it. Just treat the ego with love and redirection.

The structures that will collapse this year (and going forward) simply can’t exist in 5D. This means all power hierarchies, and all enslavement tools. Perhaps the most successful enslavement tool is money. It is part of 3D life, and I’m not saying money is inherently “bad”, but it most definitely doesn’t exist in the 5D future. Please work on removing your bank account from your sense of abundance. If you had all your needs met, what would abundance look like to you? I feel abundant when I spend time one-on-one with people. I feel abundant when I am supported, both emotionally and practically (help with projects). I feel abundant when I am surrounded by rocks (making jewelry, sitting in my rock garden). If I had all the money in the world, it wouldn’t make me feel abundant. Spend some time contemplating what fills your heart.

Money is a finite, linear, mental concept. Finite and linear meaning scarcity is built-in – if one has a lot, someone else has less. Love is the opposite – the more you give away, the more you have. Money is only a concept, an idea. Your body needs air, water, and food to survive (at least for now), whereas people existed for thousands of years without money. It was an interesting tool for a time, but it’s not going with us as we evolve. If you are having a hard time understanding that money isn’t necessary for progress it may be time to re-watch Star Trek: The Next Generation. To learn more about money and a possible money-less future I recommend Zeitgeist The Addendum and Zeitgeist Moving Forward.

Just like dandelions bursting through cracks in the sidewalk, 5D technologies are popping up all over the place. I recommend GoodNewsNetwork.org for the latest on amazing technologies and positive stories. I also highly recommend distance from both social media and news. 2022 is all about disconnecting from group think, and reconnecting to the intelligence of your own soul. It will be a smoother process without propaganda and opinion. I understand the desire to stay informed, which you can do through something like a headline only, non-biased email, like 1440. Find a news source without commentary or dramatic music, and limit your time there. You can be aware of the world-stage chaos, while choosing to focus on the amazing future. This is one of those free will choices that will change the quality of your personal journey.

It’s a great time to question everything. As we reassess our stories and realign our values with our soul, we may decide some things in our life no longer serve us. That’s okay. It’s okay to drop whatever or whoever you have to in order to align with your soul. It’s also okay to keep your situation, and just drop the stories that no longer support your evolution. I’m quite sure you will know exactly what you need. If it feels expansive and full of love, it will be the easier path.

None of us can know what 5D will look like, but I can tell you how it feels. 5D is expansive, and joyful, and abundant from the heart, and amazingly free and easy. Anything that feels restrictive or scary is part of the old paradigm, without a doubt. As Cynthia Sue Larson asks about jumping timelines, “How good can it get?’ Witness the fall of the illusion with some emotional distance, and focus your attention on the New World coming into play. The Great Reset – what an incredible time to be alive!


If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

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November 2021

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I don’t usually do monthly forecasts. Lately, timelines have been so fast and unpredictable that the future has been a blur. November feels different. The flavor of each new year doesn’t happen all at once starting on January 1st, but the new mixes in gradually, between the September Equinox and the March Equinox. November doesn’t feel quite as gradual. We have been prepped for this – remember that odd week from October 19th-25th? We are totally ready for the revelations coming our way.

2021 is the Year of Revelation & Realignment, and 2022 is where we reevaluate and recuperate. Overall, 2022 feels quite lovely, with lots of discernment about individual values. What’s important, really? It is the year we start to come together in Unity Conscious, as a planet. But to get there some of us need a loud wake-up call. Be compassionate. Many years ago, during contract negotiations, I was given some amazingly good advice – “If it feels good, don’t say it.” Loving silence may be the best we can do for those who have slept in a bit. They won’t miss this alarm, and the shock of the abrupt awakening may be jarring. Many will be entering 2022 in shocked silence.

This isn’t a one-time event, it will be a series of uncovered secrets. Just like the past two years we be collectively called “the pandemic”, the next two years will be called “the turning point”. The fall of Rome may be assigned a specific year in history, but there were many years of smaller events leading up to it. Same thing. Don’t miss witnessing this amazing time by waiting for a singular event. And spoiler alert – we are never going back to pre-pandemic life.

I do a lot of work clearing out 4D, the astral plane. This is where human thought forms are kept. The higher levels of 4D are quite nice, with angels and such. The lower levels of 4D look like a Quentin Tarantino movie – lots of ick. It also holds archetypes, and the Reptilian influence on humanity. I have been setting up ascension pillars there for years, so the energies can choose to leave and go somewhere nicer. For the past month, the Reptilians have been leaving in droves. The dark energy supporting many of our human power structures is now gone. Many of these constructs will now fall, and those that remain will need to be fundamentally rethought.

Keep this in mind as we move forward. Some of those “evil” people with agendas were being manipulated, as much as they were manipulating others. They are also waking up, to a whole new existence, without the foundation they built their lives on. I’m not justifying their behavior, just offering a viewpoint that may make compassion easier. By the end of December we will all have a deep appreciation for the Holiday Season and the warmth of friends and family, regardless of the role we played before.

While it is always a good time to reconsider your position on things, November 2021 will require it. Rethink your allegiance to money, patriotism, religion, responsibility, power, and politics. Consider how you are (or could be) a shining example of love, unity, accountability, honesty, prosperity, freedom, grace, and compassion. Rethink everything. Let every thing go, and see what you truly want to keep. Live on purpose.

This is what we came here for. This is the time of the Great Shift. Life is about to get much easier for those who have been preparing. Life is about to go sideways for those still sleeping. Keep your focus on the light, and help to steer us all to calmer waters. We were built for this.


If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

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/ Navigating the Future /

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We tend to think of the future in relation to the past. Mentally, we have no other choice, because we can only know what we’ve been exposed to. However, the intuitive community keeps saying that the future will bear no resemblance to the past, without much practical detail. I love practical detail, and I’m also a bit before the first big wave, so I have been diligently working out this new paradigm. I can say, with the certainty of experience, that the future bears no resemblance to the past.

The past was based in either the subconscious or conscious mind (that would relate to the second and third chakras.) The point of the game was to crawl out of subconscious patterns, and direct your actions with your conscious mind (free will, personal power). This included much effort. There was a lot of personal shadow work to liberate the mind from subconscious programming, followed by a lot of discipline and focus to harness free will (conscious creation). These are essential steps, and many are still working things out at this level. Again, this is essential work. One must be conscious and empowered before they can move on. The point being, there is now something to move on to and it’s available to all, when they are ready.

The old paradigm was based on pushing, while the new is based on pulling. Magnetizing with heart energy is the new form of manifestation. Instead of making things happen we let things happen, as a match to our vibration. If our vibration is pulling in unwanted people and experiences, we can use that as an indication we have something to shift from within. This works quite efficiently if you have already done the work in the subconscious and conscious mind. If there is more to be done with them, then by all means, just do it. We all have to go back and clear things out occasionally.

The real work of the new paradigm is to adjust and maintain our chosen frequency. It is obvious when our frequency is off, because unpleasant things start happening, and increase in severity until the base frequency is adjusted. It’s like the cartoon of a snowball rolling downhill, gaining size and speed as it goes. The best thing is to catch the error early, and make corrections quickly. This is why a person must be conscious and empowered before taking this step – they must be self-aware enough to notice when things are going sideways, and empowered enough to change their own thinking. You can think of this as keeping your frequency high, or keeping yourself on the higher timeline. Same thing.

Please understand I don’t mean to sound flippant or in denial. I am aware the 3D world is crumbling, and it’s quite painful to watch. The true revolution won’t come in fighting the old, but in entirely turning away from the old and embracing the new. If everyone turns their backs on the old games there will be no one for the old paradigm to fight. More importantly, there will be no support of the old. Let it crumble… it’s the only way forward. Take time to grieve the loss of the old, but know there is also a birth of the new.

We each have access to any frequency (timeline) we choose, and we can each move from one to the other at any time. The higher timeline is based on the frequency of love, while the lower timeline is based on the frequency of fear. All human emotion is rooted in one of these two expressions. I have never had much fear in my life, but I had quite a bit of anger, which is rooted in fear. Just because you may not be feeling fear as fear doesn’t mean it isn’t your baseline emotion. Maintaining a frequency of love may take some diligence to retrain your thoughts.

To maintain the higher frequency takes three things:
Discipline the mind, support the body, and practice gratitude every single day. The mind requires your awareness and discipline to keep from dwelling on fearful thoughts or spiraling into overwhelm and anxiety. You get to choose what you dwell on. Choose wisely. The body needs your support to be as healthy as possible. Poor gut health can seriously impact your mind. Probiotics and a good diet can change your life. Gratitude is a practice anyone can do, and it is the fastest way to open up that magnetic heart energy. It also increases your relationship within, and your trust in life’s path.

All these things take time and practice. Start today, and keep going. Everyone is different, but we all have the room and the ability to grow. Welcome to the New Paradigm!


If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

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End of an Era

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You know, I’m kind of in awe of those teachers who can work on the same level their whole lives. I guess I’m like that with some things. When I used to teach dance, I taught all ages, but I specialized in young kids, age 3-6 years. It worked out well, because most studio owners struggle with teaching children under seven. I had no problem. The kids were happy and attentive, and my classes grew to capacity.

In the realm of self-development, I don’t stay with one level very long. I’m not really sure why. Maybe it’s because I like to teach what I’ve just learned, and I like to keep learning. The problem I’m having right now is that I have reached a place where everything seems to be in perfect order, thus no longer calling for my commentary. At least for now. This view may change next week. I can’t tell where I’m heading… I’m just floating on bliss and faith. It feels pretty amazing.

Maybe this blissful condition is due to finally deciding to be all-in on the higher timeline. I am fully aware that the 3D world looks like it’s going to hell in a hand-basket, but I can also see how it is working out perfectly. It is giving people reason to pause, and really consider their worldview. It is giving people a chance to make a choice to act on what’s truly and deeply important to them. I am completely comfortable (at least right now) letting people be wherever they are in the process. Maybe my boundaries have improved. I know my faith in life has.

I know what denial feels like, and this isn’t it. I know what apathy and defeat feel like, and this isn’t even close. I just don’t care, but not in a bad way. I have complete faith in everyone’s ability to make this shift from within, and it will happen in their own time. I believe it’s worth while to plant seeds, but then just walk away and leave people to their own pace. My seeds are my books.

I have been asking others to step into their roles as teachers for almost five years now. A few have, and you are appreciated. I have also recently stumbled upon a blogger you may enjoy. Her name is Anna Mercury, and her site is AllGodsNoMasters.com. She can also be found on Medium.com. I enjoy her style and insight. With my current lull in writing, you may wish to check her out. When I found her, it was such a relief to see someone filling the gap I feel I’m leaving. I know you will each find whatever you need on your own, but it was still easier on me to know she’s there, writing away.

I plan to keep writing, though not as much. On the other side of this shift, most of my time and attention is spent integrating new energy and being in awe of the natural world. Linear time seems irrelevant, as everything happens in the now moment. My latest hobbies are jumping timelines and telepathy with animals and insects. Not really something I can put into words. At my core, I am an explorer of inner space. I do lots of things that we currently have no vocabulary for. At least, not yet. Let’s keep pushing the boundaries of possibility, shall we? In my experience, people are exactly as powerful as they think they are. Freedom and sovereignty are part of that package, so let’s be who we came here to be. See you in the new NOW.


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/ Grieving /

Grieving is normally associated with the death of a loved one. While this is the most well-known time to grieve, we also must grieve each loss we experience. If we don’t intentionally grieve our losses, the weight of it gets buried, only to rise again with our next loss. When my grandmother died, I was too young to process it fully. For many years, I couldn’t even speak of her without tearing up. It wasn’t until my mother died, twenty years later, that I finally processed Grandma’s death. We were never taught how to grieve, or how much lighter the burden becomes when we do so.

The Kubler-Ross model for grief has five stages: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and acceptance. These stages aren’t linear, stages may be repeated, and there is no time limit. That said, if a grief period is lingering past the one-year mark, it may be helpful to reach out for some support from a counselor. Having an outside party involved may help you to see things you never knew were there. While there is no time limit, life is easier when you’re healed. Take the time you need, but keep moving.

The bigger issue is this: We must grieve ALL our losses. It’s obvious that death is a loss, but what about lifestyle change? Or disillusionment? 2020 brought inflicted changes to the lifestyle of many. The very thought of mandatory medication can be a huge disillusionment to the idea of freedom. These are real losses. It’s normal to grieve. In fact, we all need to.

I have been living with a degenerative disease for over twenty years. I lose physical abilities on a regular basis. It took a few years to figure out that the only way to keep moving forward was to grieve each loss (deeply) as it came. At first, I would be emotionally down for days while I hurt and healed. The time got shorter with practice. Now I can move through most losses of ability in a matter of hours, or even minutes. I’ve learned to minimize denial, so I can keep the process moving. Point is, the process gets faster with practice and intention.

Disillusionment is a big deal. We were brought up to believe life had certain fundamental truths, and we built our own lives on that foundation. The foundation is crumbling for many, and we need to acknowledge and grieve the loss. Are you disillusioned about the economy aka the American Dream? Have you found that your employer is really just a greedy corporation? Is your country not quite as free as you thought? Is politics really just about division, instead of choice? As Gloria Steinem told us, “The truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off!” This describes the grief cycle of awakening. Many are stuck in the “anger” part of the grief cycle. You will become more effective as you allow yourself to heal.

Really allow yourself to feel the disillusionment of the current world. The last time an employer really cared about their employee was in the 1950’s. I have no idea how we are still promoting the concept of a safe, life-long career with a steady company. It’s okay to let that one go. “Good benefits with a retirement” can go also. The world is never going back to these ideas. I believe we will have much better ideas in the future, but we need to grieve and release the past.

Relationships are another area we don’t grieve properly. When romantic entanglements end, it is common advice that we should just forget that experience, and move on. Doing this only guarantees a repeat of that experience. If we took time to grieve the loss, maybe we wouldn’t keep finding the same dysfunction. This is easy to spot with childhood trauma. Whatever you went through will be repeated, until it is fully acknowledged and grieved.

How do you know when you’re healed? When you can talk about the issue without being thrown back into one of the five stages, most commonly anger or depression. If it still takes you there, put your energy toward intentionally healing. Please get help if you are stuck. Changing both yourself and the world is so much easier if you approach it as a healthy being.

The illusion is falling. The world isn’t how we thought it was. Take the time to fully feel and grieve your losses. Many people get stuck in denial, and cope by drowning their sorrows in addiction and distraction. Others are hardened by staying at the anger stage. Some pass their grief onto others through depression and suicide. The really courageous ones face their losses and fully grieve. Once healed, they can help others through their own shock and grief.


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Happy Equinox!

I know I’m a day late, but the equinox energies really knocked me for a loop yesterday. There was a two-hour nap involved. The ringing in my ears was tremendous. I have no idea how I slept. The energy coursing through my body was palpable. There are definitely some intense shifts going on. Many people contacted me between the full moon and equinox, because everything in their lives was turning upside down.

Even with the intensity, I have always loved the Libra equinox. I recently learned a possible reason why, from astrology. It is the time we go from ME to WE. The six signs from Aries to Virgo are about discovering ourselves as individuals (me). The six signs from Libra to Pisces are about how we interact with others (we). We take our self-knowledge, and apply it to the whole. Beautiful.

This also explains why my yearly energy forecast never conforms to the calendar year. I feel like the true energy of a year happens from March until September, between equinoxes. This is when we integrate the energy on a personal level. From September equinox until March equinox, we have a fade-out of the old energy, and a fade-in of the new. A blending. This is when we choose how to carry this new energy in our daily interaction with others.

We have just stepped into the blending period of 2022. While overall 2022 feels gentle and beautiful, it also feels like we enter into it in shocked silence. I have no idea what that will look like, but being that 2021 is the year of revelation and realignment, I would guess there are a few big revelations to come. Always remember the old must crumble to make space for the new to be built, both personally and collectively. Of course, we always have the option to jump timelines, at least in our own lives.

We are in a mass awakening, and if you are reading these words, you are far enough along the path to be of service to this shift. You don’t need to quit your day job, or start leading retreats. You just need to be open. Your open heart and open mind will naturally draw people to you. Talk with them. It’s actually more about listening that talking. Let them know they aren’t alone. Point them in a direction, by suggesting a class or an online group or a book that helped you. All this really takes from you is a willingness to be open. The Universe will take it from there.

Feel free to send people to this blog. It’s free, and mine isn’t the only option. I also have three books available on Amazon, in both paperback and Kindle. I try to offer some things that are free or low-cost, to be sure everyone has access to the information. Waking Up Indigo is for all levels of awakening. Walking In Both Worlds goes a bit deeper. What’s Next, which just came out, is aimed at the mastery level. I’m sure you have other options to share. Be willing to share them.

We are being called to service. The service you offer by grounding the energy and living intentionally is every bit as important as becoming a full-time healer or teacher as a day job. We are all a piece to someone’s puzzle.

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Jumping Timelines

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The world is surreal right now. Even those of us that are used to seeing the future, aren’t doing a very good job at this point. Sometimes several times in a day, I feel the trajectory move. Who’s moving it? We are. As more people awaken, the timeline changes a bit. This is actually fantastic news.

Many on the “future predictions” committee saw the virus thing ending by now. I felt that story line shift in July. Why is the oppression getting worse? Because it is helping people awaken. It’s not pretty, but what triggers awakening rarely is. It normally takes a big event to bring people around to their true priorities. The timeline hasn’t been hijacked by the “bad guys”, it’s just helping people find themselves.

That said, their are still many who aren’t ready to awaken. I know a few people who have lost friendships due to disagreements over getting the jab. I also know people who have lost friends to death, both from the virus and from the vaccine. Both have a high survival rate, and both can be fatal. There is no “right” choice, and we must each do our own soul searching. It’s perfectly fine to do whatever you feel is best for you, while supporting others in doing what’s best for them. Judge not, but discern often.

The division is the issue, but it is also just the result of the timeline split. People who are strongly pulled into polarity and fear are on one timeline, while those pulled strongly by unity and love are on another. No judgement. Either timeline is a perfectly valid experience, but they are very different. Any of us can change our chosen timeline at any point, just by changing our thinking. It is honestly that fast at this point.

I have been listening to a woman named Cynthia Sue Larson talk about her personal experience with timelines. She has a very scientific approach, so her grounded interpretation is easy to follow. I watched several of her videos, including one on intentionally jumping timelines. I experiment on myself all the time, so I had to try an intentional jump. My last words will definitely be, “Well, that didn’t work out as planned!”

What happened? A handful of physical objects either appeared, disappeared, or changed. I don’t mean “appeared” like someone suddenly gave me something (which also happened). I mean “appeared” like it wasn’t there last night, but this morning it is. Awesome! That’s the kind of proof my brain needs. While I never questioned it as a concept, I wasn’t sure if I could personally do it intentionally. Now I know. This will be fun!

My best advice is to work on your personal timeline, while basically ignoring the narratives of the world stage. That may sound selfish, but it isn’t. The more people joining a timeline, the sooner it becomes the dominant timeline. By shifting your own world to unity and love, you help others (at the individual level) see the value in that, while also shifting the experience of the majority. You really are changing the world by changing your own timeline. You may even find physical proof.

Please feel free to explore and share the writings on this site. It’s free (donations appreciated), and it may be helpful to someone you know. Larger topics are listed as pages on the top (not blog posts on the side).

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