November 2023 has been tough. Everyone I know has been wrestling with old demons. I really feel this is the dying gasp of said demons, but even that knowledge doesn’t make it less terrifying. I’m not usually swayed by fear, but “terrifying” is the best word I have. There have been some beautiful experiences also, but overall, November has been tough.
It reminds me of a student pilot on a solo cross-country flight – hours of boredom interspersed by moments of sheer terror. The silver lining is that all we need to do is get out of our story long enough to see the support we have. Everything that has gone wrong this month happened when someone was there to help. I could only see that support after I dried my eyes and took the time to notice. You have support – always remember that.
I am enjoying a wonderful audio book called “The Midnight Library” by Matt Haig. I recommend it to anyone who has ever dreamed of a different life. I’m pretty sure that’s all of us. Must be why it’s so popular. Not sure why that’s important to share, but someone needs it.
I’m feeling much better about December, though I couldn’t tell you why. Maybe we will finally have time to integrate all this incoming energy. I don’t know about you, but my nervous system is shot. Spending a few weeks watching Harry Potter movies and barely moving is sounding better all the time. Utilize downtime right now – your system is rebooting.
We have one more energy wave on the 25th and a full moon on the 28th, so we aren’t quite out of the woods yet. Life only makes sense in hindsight, and I’m quite certain this is all part of the plan. It’s totally okay for “the plan” to suck sometimes. Instead of resisting, try accepting the fear and disappointment. If you can step into observer mode you can let life be what it is, letting it ebb and flow. Everything is temporary. We can do this.
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Hello Natha!
I ALWAYS relate to your musings. ALWAYS!
I read The Midnight Library a couple years ago and it still sticks with me. I have mentioned it to many.
In my journaling this morning, these words came out…”It’s sheer delight at times and holy terror at others…” A mirror to your words which I had not received yet.
I have repeated Initiation III’s fire meditation many times. I find it helpful to vaporize fears.
Lee read my comment at the end of Initiation during Calibration IV. It surprised me. It was heartwarming and startling hearing him say my name and read my words. This year’s Initiation was particularly deep. I felt the Z’s were preparing all of us in the group to link arms as love warriors.
Wishing you a relaxing, calm and joyful holiday, Natha. And, a big thank you for your insights helping us all.
xx Sandi
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Hello Sandi! It’s comforting these same sentiments were echoed in your journal. Always onward!
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I advise the book of “The Twelve Blessings” with the words of Jesus in the voice of Dr.George King in London 1958.
I know because I was there, and confidently recommend for the reassurance and some Truths hidden in improvised texts of Church and Bible, and try to promote interest for the benefit of confused free thinkers.
I blog on : kasselmain.com “The Divine Heresies”.
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Thank you for giving us those resources. Hope all is well with you.
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Thankyou for noticing.
There is more, in the book by Dr.George King in “The Nine Freedoms” dictated by by Mars Sector Six, about lives on different planets after reicarnations onTerra.
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November has been one heck of a ride. Seems like the culmination of the whole of 2023. Boring to the nth degree, interspersed with many moments of sheer panic. Very ungrounded. And decisions!!!! I can’t make a move to save my life that isn’t countermanded in the next moment or day… Intuition seems to be gone. The best I can figure is that the timelines are crossing, and because intuition “feels out” a potential outcome, it is only valid if the timeline remains consistent enough…
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So ungrounded! I will be happy to see the end of this ride!
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I seemed to have a couple moments of clarity the last few days and actually wrote some original posts on my blog. Wonder what you think. BTW I reblogged your article on the same blog. Today I updated it as it was missing the link back to your site. Hope this is OK. infiniteshift.wordpress.com
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I loved what you wrote! Thank you for sharing my writing also!
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