*Worthy of Love*

Everyone is worthy of love. I’ll even go farther – everyone IS loved. On higher dimensions, we are all loved and appreciated more than we can ever know. Yet, in the muggle world, we depend on a chemical reaction to “feel” love. And we depend on our stories to confirm love after the chemicals wear off. Perception and chemicals. No wonder it’s so subjective, and illusive.

We have all heard that we must love ourselves first, before love can find us in the world. Over the years, I have heard many say this advice is abusive, because it tells people if they can’t love themselves, they aren’t worthy of love. Or that they can’t attract a good partner, unless they find a way to self-love first.

First of all EVERYONE is worthy of love. Second, you are always able to find a partner, at whatever vibrational level you’re currently experiencing. But there is also deep value in loving yourself, before choosing a partner. Let’s look at it from another angle, shall we?

The symbology I’ve been getting is aviation radio communication. When an instruction is given, it can’t be considered to be complete, until it is acknowledged. Communication isn’t just speaking, it’s making sure the message is received. So it sounds like this:
Tower: “Flight 432 cleared for takeoff, runway 8.”
Flight: “Cleared for takeoff, runway 8, flight 432.”
The message was sent by one party, then repeated by the other party. Now they both know they are on the same page. Communication.

The reason for this is that so many things can disrupt clear communication. What if the tower radio isn’t working? What if the airplane radio isn’t working? What if someone misspoke? Or misheard? Or was stepped on by another radio transmission? You can see why clear communication is vital.

Now we add in chemicals and perception and stories, oh my. Love isn’t just saying “I love you”, and hearing “I love you, too” in return. It’s communication on an entirely non-verbal level. This is where loving yourself is so important – how else will you know what love feels like to you? If we actually look at what we think we want, it’s based on a story or a childhood observation, not a feeling.

I’m not talking about the chemistry of a new romance, I’m talking about the lasting kind of love. I have found a few things that really make me feel loved, that I didn’t know about me before I truly loved myself. For me, love is safety to express myself… love is consistency… love is clear communication and keeping your word… love is integrity and compassion… love is holding your own space energetically… When I do these things for myself, I glow from the inside. This is my version of love. What’s yours?

After you’ve found what love means to you, ask yourself if you can receive. My experience is on the other side of this one, so I’ll share that. It doesn’t matter how much I love someone if they can’t receive it. We aren’t talking love languages, we’re talking energy. I can tell them, in every love language (words, gifts, quality time, touch, acts of service), but I can’t make them feel loved. I can give someone a sense of validation, but I can’t make them feel loved. No one can make us feel anything. They can’t even trigger us into feeling something we don’t already have internal wiring for. This is why love requires boundaries.

You can only know someone as deeply as you know yourself. You can only heal someone as deeply as you’ve healed yourself. You can only love someone as deeply as you love yourself. And the same goes for everybody else. Self-love is important.

Receiving love requires that we break down internal barriers. This is the deep inner work required of spiritual awakening. Do you know what love feels like? Can you receive? Loving yourself might be the most difficult thing you can do, but it is the end result of the process. The vibration of love is truly Divine, and it will allow your frequency to rise to the level of attracting your soul family, not just karmic lessons. Love yourself… you’re worth it.


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Ego Identity

It’s getting pretty tough to stay connected enough to this world to write a blog post. This is day 4 of sitting down to do this. If any of you have been getting the urge to pass on your knowledge in some way, please start. Everyone is at a different place in their spiritual awakening, and some of you may be at a place to assist others. We all do our part to raise the collective.

Ego identity keeps coming up. The ego is an instrument of separation. That’s what we pay it for – the illusion of separation. It’s doing a great job. But somewhere along the way, we started to actually believe it. Now that Unity Consciousness is on the way in, the ego is being ushered out.

The ego isn’t going without a fight, as you would imagine. This is why we suddenly have a whole variety of new labels. Gender and sexuality used to be pretty simple. There’s nothing “wrong” with any of the options, but it’s the ego that demands labels. It loves boxes. There are also new psychological conditions, medical conditions, any “condition” that makes us feel different and isolated.

The basic problem is that we all want to be seen on the deepest level, but adopting new labels (boxes) only causes more separation and isolation. Remember, the ego is supposed to provide the illusion of separation. It wants us to feel so special that no one else can ever possibly comprehend us, thus isolating us even more. Yes,we are all unique, even at a soul level, but demanding others acknowledge our uniqueness by wrapping ourselves in labels often backfires.

I like labels as a shorthand. I use them as a starting point to find common ground. Labels are useful up to a certain point, then they become a cage. The problem is identifying as the label. For example, I may tell someone my sun sign as a segue into a discussion about astrology, but if I limit my identity to my sun sign alone then I have missed the chance to connect on other levels. We each have so many facets covering the I AM at the core. With a more fluid ego structure, more connection is possible.

Please don’t misunderstand. It’s fine to use a label to find like-minded people. If you want help with addiction, you would find groups for support in that. That’s perfect. Just don’t become the label. Don’t become the issue. Let it be a facet of your bigger picture, and allow room for other connections.

What we really want is connection. What we really want is to be understood. The catch is this: It’s the ego that both longs for understanding, and creates separation. It’s the ego that’s falling, not the real you. At the level of Unity Consciousness, we immediately see the uniqueness, and can easily connect with each other… but not in an ego way. No one can ever truly understand another person from an ego level, because the ego is based on perception.

Think about siblings. Even if they are close in age, and raised in the same manner, they will have a completely different experience and story. Two people can see the same movie, and get totally different messages. No one ever experiences life the exact same way as another. Thus, the illusion of separation.

So what do we do with this information? Be a good listener. Appreciate other people’s stories and perceptions. Really start to love the uniqueness of it all. Then, know that your story is just as unique. Seek out those that appreciate your story, as well. You aren’t alone, you are a beautiful thread in the tapestry of humanity. And on a soul level, you are seen. Always.


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Cosmic Reboot

Sorry this has taken so long to write. I have been right there with you, surfing these waves, grounding this energy, and embodying the future. We are changing on a cellular level. I know I keep saying that, but check-in with your own body to feel what’s going on in there.

On the mundane level, it mostly just hurts. Body functions keep flickering on and off. For example, one day my vision is great, the next day everything is blurry. And forming a new body is exhausting. If you are sleeping more than usual, just know that’s time well spent. For me, sinuses have been extra painful. Eyes, joints, and spine are really involved in whatever is currently happening.

Timelines are dropping away at a speed I’ve never seen. New opportunities for Mastery present in each moment, and as the spiral continues upward, the skill set expands. When I am presented with a lesson, it feels like I am underwater fighting for breath, then when I get the message, I can breathe freely. From contraction and struggle to expansion and ease. Then something different surfaces, but at the new level. It’s like I’m challenging myself to rise higher, to  see how far I can go.

I have found that total alignment with myself makes for the most ease. As soon as I even think about someone else’s path, my world gets wobbly. This takes non-judgment to a whole new level. It doesn’t matter what I’m thinking about someone else, just that I’m not focusing entirely on me. On an ego level, this would be narcissistic. On a soul-embodiment level, it is absolutely necessary.

Yes, we are all one, but we each have the responsibility to maintain our own energy, to benefit the whole. No matter what path others have chosen, my job is just to focus on my own energy. I can only do me. You can only do you. The more we work on ourselves, the faster the collective rises. Without self-judgment, I am always challenging myself to do better. For me, it’s more of a game than a goal, because no one else can know what I do.

Remember the Buddhist story about enlightenment? Before enlightenment we chop wood and carry water; after enlightenment we chop wood and carry water. The outside circumstances may look the same, but the mind is liberated. Keep doing your daily routine, but mind your mind. Everything is different when experienced in the present moment, without judgment. Witness your life as a spectator enjoying a movie.

Another key switch for me has been “life is living through me”. I’m not living life, it’s living me. My only job is to align with the creative force doing the living. Resistance only brings suffering. Let life live through you. Flow.

Align with your Higher Self, and support your body. For me, that looks like meditation, time outside, drinking lots of water, and naps. For you it may look different. Just really get in touch with your body and Higher Self, and do whatever they need. Only you know what that is, and only you can provide it.

April 2019 has been intense, but we are already halfway through it. Know that everything happening right now is for you, for your highest good. This is what evolution feels like. We were built for this cosmic reboot.


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So Much

I want to do an energy update, but the thoughts keep flashing by so quickly I can’t seem to narrow it down to one topic. That’s okay, let’s just do bullet points on each. I’m sure it isn’t just me, so small bits are probably better. April 2019… this is going to be one for the books!

Time – Time has been non-linear for a while, but now it really means it. I am getting scolded (from above) every time I drop back into linear time thinking. Meaning, whenever I think I can’t wait for this or I wish I did something in the past differently, I’m reminded that I’m not present. This is a big step in my personal journey. All creation happens in the present moment. I have future goals, and past lessons learned, but they are stored in memory, so I don’t need to keep looking at them. Creating in the present affects both past and future, but there is no need to dwell. The present moment is the opening to Grace.

Peripheral Epiphanies – Have you ever seen something in you peripheral vision, but when you look directly at it, it’s gone? The last few days have been that way with thoughts. Something profound and life-changing floats into my brain, but when I try to focus on it, it disappears. I feel like these are previews for my next step. Maybe it won’t seem so unsettling when they all come into focus, because I’ve seen the trailer. Some of them were really amazing. When I remember what they were, I’ll let you know…

Body Dynamics – It’s been 9 months since I set out to heal my gut. I must say, it is probably the most worthy thing I have ever done for my body. A functional gut lets me absorb and eliminate properly, making food and supplements effective. The next level of physical healing is sound. Not chanting or singing, but speaking out loud directly to the body. I tell my body how amazing it is, and how impressed I am with its healing ability. It’s listening. Every cell is listening. And just like a child, what you say to it becomes its inner voice.

Wobbly Reality – We are in this space of flux, before taking the next step. As is mentioned in the 2019 forecast, we are being moved like chess pieces, dancing with the Divine. Keep your focus inward, and let Life lead. Everything seems both uncertain and inevitable right now. Like I know where I’m going to end up, but without any idea how to get there. That’s perfect. This is the part where we get to trust in life. Keep doing your own inner work, and let life meet you. If all else fails, clean and declutter your house. Free up the energy.

Creating from Feeling – All creation includes feeling. Okay, I have to be a geek for a minute… We control what thoughts we dwell on. Different thoughts release different chemicals of emotion into the body. The body vibrates at the level of those chemicals, thus attracting like vibrations. “Feeling” is the thought causing emotion mechanism. So we set our vibration largely by our predominant thoughts, which is why it’s imperative to become aware of our thoughts. End geeky explanation of vibration. Anyway, when you find yourself in a state of joy, take note. Feel it in every cell. Let it find a home in your body, thus attracting more joy.

Special Thanks – To everyone out there doing the inner work. You are shifting the trajectory of an entire planet. You are learning to be Creators. You are the bridge between Heaven and Earth. You ARE the Great Work. You are seen. You are appreciated. You are more supported than you know. And you are loved so very deeply. Thank you for taking on this mission. From Above and Below, thank you!

That’s all I have for the moment. April is going to be amazing! They aren’t showing me any previews, so it must be a surprise. I feel really good about our future. The ascension process is going great. Take good care of yourselves, as we integrate all this energy. You aren’t alone. We are moving quickly into Unity Consciousness.


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*Lies and Lessons*

Society has taught us some fundamental lies. Lies that keep us shackled, keep us victimized. Some of these lies were probably symbology gone literal, or commercialism gone rouge. Whatever their beginnings, it’s time we question some of the basic beliefs causing so much unrest. Please feel free to add to this list in the comments.

#1 Life is supposed to be happy all the time. Life is always in motion, and so are emotional states. Being fully present to whatever is happening will bring awareness into all of your life. We like to say “When will this bad mood pass?” but we rarely say “I am savoring this happy time.” It’s like we expect the “bad” to shift, but the “good” might stay forever. Everything changes. Let it.

#2 If you aren’t in a constant state of happiness, something is wrong with you. Instead of teaching coping skills, we simply label and medicate anything short of constant joy. Extremes are worth medicating, but it’s totally normal to feel occasional anxiety, depression, or any variety of “negative” emotions. Telling people something is wrong with them affects their willingness to seek companionship, and drives the drug industry.

#3 A noun (person, place, or thing) will make me happy. Lasting happiness is never the result of an outside person, place, or thing. Plus, it puts a ton of undue pressure on a relationship to expect another person to make you happy. Or reversed, you take on way too much when you devote yourself to making someone else happy. You don’t need more stuff, or to move again, or another relationship. Happiness is an inside job. Each one of us is responsible for our own (and only our own) happiness.

#4 Happiness is the goal of life. There simply isn’t a happily-ever-after. There isn’t even a destination point, other than the grave. Developing coping skills to navigate the highs and lows is a much more noble goal. Becoming a kinder person is a worthy goal. Self-mastery, loving yourself, healing past trauma, and sharing your knowledge to assist others are all good options. You get to decide your own goal. Happiness is NOT the default goal of existence.

#5 You have to “want to”, before actually doing it. No one enjoys all the chores. No one. Yet they still need to be done. Taking care of the laundry and paying the bills is simply a necessity of our quality of living. My sixth grade teacher started the year by saying, “We are going to learn Social Studies and Science. We’re starting with Social Studies, because I don’t really like it. We’ll get it out of the way, and then focus on the fun stuff.” Brilliant. You don’t have to want to, you just have to do it.

#6 Paying attention means only thinking about one thing. I have had this conversation numerous times… High I.Q. shows in the number of ideas you have, and how quickly you can tie different ideas together. If you can do all that, and still drive to work (while singing), it isn’t ADHD, you’re just smart. You will benefit more from developing some mental discipline than you will from medication. It takes a Zen Master to only think of one thing. (Or an IQ below room temperature.)

#7 If it’s legal, and others do it, it’s not harmful. How many decades did it take for society to grasp that smoking is harmful to health? And that alcohol is so poisonous that pregnant women should avoid it? Now Marijuana is the recreational drug of choice, with most believing it’s harmless. It’s not. Just like needing a beer every night to relax, if you need to smoke pot everyday, there’s an issue. There are both physical and psychological consequences to substance dependence. ANY substance.

#8 If you aren’t checked-out, you aren’t having fun. I don’t understand how “less present” got equated with “more fun”. Maybe it’s just escapism. 3D really is a dense vibration, but you have to actively climb out of it. You must be present to win.

#9 Competition and independence bring success, while cooperation and interdependence are considered weak. Our entire model of success is based on competition and independence. That’s also the way to loneliness and isolation. I’m pretty sure Darwin was a pessimistic little bugger. Unity consciousness demands cooperation and interdependence. Look at nature, beautifully intertwined, as an ecosystem should be. The sooner we admit we are better together, the sooner joy and abundance can reign.

I have never been a fan of the “life’s a journey” philosophy. I like goals. I like having a target. I no longer think that makes me a control freak, it’s just who I am. That said, my goals have been adjusted to flow with the tides of life. Self-mastery is a goal. Being more present and aware each day is a goal. Helping others whenever I can is a goal. All of these can stay in play, no matter what life brings to my door.

This is great time to reassess your life assumptions, and your personal goals. Be sure your world has fewer lies, and more lessons.


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Energy Hygiene

I can’t even believe I didn’t write this sooner. I know there’s a need, and I keep getting questions. Please try these techniques. I also posted a home energy clearing protocol on the subtle energy page, if interested.

We are taught how to clean our physical body, but not our energy. Can you imagine someone who hadn’t bathed in years? The stench! Now that we are all waking up, it will begin to be noticeable when people don’t attend to their energy hygiene. Of the two, the energy is more important. For me, it comes across as a stickiness, like wading through mud. It’s also noticeable in the brightness of the spark in the eye (or lack thereof). There are several layers…

Physical Body Energy – Daily. The body needs daily movement to circulate subtle energy within the cells. I’m not talking daily workouts (although those are fine), just something to move air and blood and energy. Intentional breathing, intentional walking (even to your car), massage, or visualization. I am pretty physically limited, but I spend time each day being fully present with my body. I actively move as much as I can, but I also visualize movement quite a bit. If you can move, be mindful of the movement moving energy.

Flush & Fill – Daily. Do some kind of Unity Meditation (ground down to Earth, ground up to the Universe, those two energies meet in your heart, fill your body and surround you, moving old energy out, and refilling with clean.) You can spend 10 minutes here, or just reestablish the connection and feel the flow as you shower, or drive to work. I do this one at least twice a day, more when I feel stuck.

Chakras – Weekly (at least). Start with the Unity Meditation, then visualize the chakras. Focus on one chakra at a time, and breathe through that chakra. Take at least 3 deep breaths through each. If one is sticky, either spend more time there, or come back to it. At the end of this process, all chakras should be flowing and brighter. If they aren’t, do it everyday until they are.

Cord Cutting – Monthly at first, then quarterly. Start with the Unity Meditation, then ask Archangel Michael to join you. Ask that he sever all cords, both known and unknown, with his sword. Ask that all cord ends be given to the Light. It’s important to turn the severed ends up to Source, so they continue being fed, but not by you. If anythings feels emotional, ask Archangel Raphael to fill both ends of the cord with his healing light. Cords are attachments, codependencies, and drains. The only cord we truly share in a healthy way, is a golden cord of unconditional love from our heart. It only flows out, and is given freely. Children under 7 years may still be corded to the Mother, and that’s normal. Everything else needs to go. Regularly.

Entity Removal – As needed. Start with the Unity Meditation, then call a professional. Seriously. Someone with a little experience can do this stuff easily and safely. A few things to always avoid in this process:
Alcohol or drugs, for either party.
Sloppy energy work. They need to have a protocol.
Nonchalant “we just need a salt circle” attitude.
Fear, or battle mentality.
I have removed entities from others, and had them removed from me. It was disgusting to feel them leave my body, but it wasn’t a traumatic event. Find an energy worker with integrity, and get this done, if you have any inkling this may be an issue for you. Life is just easier when you aren’t supporting uninvited guests.

So that’s my energy outline. Sparkle from the inside!


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*Returning to Oneness*

Sometimes the flood of information I get is so vast, it feels like it’s covering several subjects. Sometimes, if I’m lucky, meditation and a nap can bring it into focus, and words. Words can’t really do justice to the experience, but at least they hint at it.

Everything that happens is happening both on the inner and outer, micro and macro, as above so below. Think about how a fetus resembles the spiral of a galaxy. It not just physical, it’s also energetic. We are returning to oneness, on every scale.

Within our own bodies, this means returning to balance of the masculine and feminine energies. It also means returning to our natural relationship between our consciousness and our body. It is a time of great remembering of our true state as humans. We will collectively begin an inner dialog with our bodies. Using our consciousness to support our bodies will result in new levels of heath and happiness.

Between people, with any kind of connection, it will look like a tremendous forgiveness, and release. We will see our past as preparation for our present. We would’t be who we are without whatever we have experienced. Complete forgiveness is a huge release, for both parties. Approach it as a thank you and goodbye, because even if those people stay in your life, neither one of you is the same person you used to be. Likewise, be prepared for the relationship to end, as your work together may be finished. Forgive and release.

Within belief systems, it will look like a lot of people waking up, all at once. This will include religion, politics, money, government, and all power dynamics. People will suddenly realize that true existence can’t fit in a box, and all beliefs are boxes. It will take a bit to fully move humanity out of beliefs altogether, but the boxes will rapidly change, so at least we’ll have room to breathe.

For those that are seeing through the veils of control, yet haven’t quite made it to the understanding that all change is internal, just plant a seed and let it go. I’m talking about folks who feel great during yoga class, but the have road rage on the way home. The ones who love spiritual retreats, and also love to argue politics on Facebook. Be where you are (without judgment), but keep going. Challenge yourself to release attachment. Plant a seed, and walk away. People learn more from your example, than your argument.

For those seeking connection, it’s internal. I promise. I love connecting with others, but nothing can touch the time I spend with my own essence. Do whatever you can to bring body and consciousness together. This is true Divine Union. Move the ego out of the way, and let your Higher Self merge with your body. Only you know what is the best way for you to do this. I meditate. Some chant. Some dance. Some do tai chi. Do whatever it takes, and do it daily. Connect within.

For those feeling energies from other realms, this will mean increased non-human presence. Everything from more telepathy with pets and houseplants, to a stronger connection to the elementals, to visits from “others”. You may find you have a gnome living in your yard, or a dragon on your roof. It will also mean more visits from our inter-dimensional family. They used to be shadows in peripheral vision, but now they are much more visible.

For those already living in a more interconnected way, it will mean greater awareness of the butterfly effect. I had a great dream about this last week… I dreamt I was at a weekend retreat, so I didn’t really know the others, yet during introductions 3 of the 9 identified as recovering alcoholics. When we all went out to lunch, one of the group thought it would be fun to have a cocktail with our meal, and talked everyone into getting one, including the recovering alcoholics. I don’t drink (personal choice), and I tried to explain the importance of supporting the whole group, instead of feeding personal pleasure. No one listened. The alcoholics were now off the wagon, effecting the group energy, effecting the whole retreat, effecting our work together, etc.

We don’t live in a bubble. Just as a toxic nuclear spill in Japan effects the whole ocean, every interaction we have will change someone’s day, for better or worse. Actively choose your interactions. Actively create space between yourself, and those less conscious. Fill your own cup, so you have beautiful energy to share with others. I try to always leave people better than when I found them. It’s good to have a goal.

We are all on a spiral of spiritual development, and we are all at different places. That’s just as it should be. Be gentle with yourself, and others. There is a lot of change coming up, and the best option is kindness. This is when 2019 really takes off, in new and amazing ways. Get ready to dance with the Universe, as we return to oneness.


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Holding Our Breath

There’s a feeling of impending change, both personally and collectively. Way beyond the normal Mercury in retrograde slowness, it feels like someone pushed the pause button on life. More accurately, the reset button. It feels like everything is offline, pending upgrade.

I personally vacillate between still joy, and anxiety over the unknown, but that probably describes my normal existence. Maybe it just fells accentuated now. Or maybe those two extremes are the only things I’m feeling, and they seem to switch at an unreasonable rate, without provocation. And that “last person left on the planet” feeling always happens when we jump timelines, but it’s still unsettling… sort of the void space, between realities.

I know I’m not the only one in this unusual space, but I want you to know you aren’t alone. All I know for sure is that the timeline split is complete. Meaning simply, Gaia has attained the next octave in Her ascension process. More than ever, we have a choice in our personal experience. The lower realities continue to play out (at least for now), but the higher trajectory is set. We are just waiting for the reboot.

When you are in joy, be there fully. When you are experiencing lower vibrations, actively seek higher ones. Read or watch something educational and inspiring. Or try laugh therapy. Or have a deep conversation with a friend. Not a chat over dinner, but a deep connection. Meditate. Sing or chant. Dance. Bring joy into the world. If we are sitting patiently in the void, we might as well use that time to create a new world.

If you are overwhelmed by the downswings, instead of pulling yourself up for you, do it for someone you love. Sometimes it’s easier to push though if your focus isn’t all internal. We are all one, and lifting ourselves up helps all.

In Hindu teachings, the in-breath of God destroys all of creation, while the out-breath creates new worlds. As we collectively prepare to exhale, let’s do it with intention. Imagine peace, love, and joy, as we hold our breath.


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*Creating You*

My dreamtime work has been really intense all week. Last night was full of the wonder of creation, and all we do with our power. It was mostly visual and clairsentience (inner knowing), so I’ll do my best to put it into language. None of this is new information to the Mystery Schools, but it was so vivid it seemed worth sharing.

We create our own lives – We are creators in training. We have access to both the void (potential) and the creation. We can adjust the creation from within it, or make something entirely new. Our imaginations are vast, but limited to prior experience and exposure (books, movies). Our unseen team (Guides, etc.) will step in, if asked, to help us create. They can’t create for us, but they can point things out. We are solely responsible to do the work of creating.

We choose our timeline – For simplicity, imagine a spiral staircase, with five strings going off the edge of each step. When you level-up, it’s like going up a step. There are still five strings (timelines) as options. No matter how high your frequency, free will and action decide your experience. You must choose, and you must act. There isn’t a “leave it in god’s hands” option of passivity. After you act, then you can leave it to god.

Your body is both creator and creation – If the body is compromised, so is the ability to create. Willfully poisoning the body (smoking, alcohol, drugs, overindulgence) is willfully limiting your creative power. If the body is ailing, the creation will be distorted. Support the body above all else.

Dismantling the personality – All the stories that have made up your life are no longer relevant. The stories (emotional memories with stories attached) are housed in the cells of the body. Human DNA is now upgrading. Old cells are dying and leaving, while new cells are being incorporated. The body normally goes through this type of cell-shedding process, except now the new cells have a different structure. The old stories won’t transfer to the new DNA.

Self-mastery is mental mastery – Discipline only relates to the mind. Never use discipline on the body or emotions. Support the body. Feel the emotion. Discipline the mind. Master your thinking, and all else will relax into health. How we think, what we choose to dwell on, effects everything else. A healthy mind will result in a healthy body.

Detox your whole life – Not only what we eat matters. What we consume for entertainment matters. Who we spend time with matters. How we prepare for sleep matters. Everything is effecting everything else. Be aware of the correlations, and make adjustments. If it doesn’t make you feel light and alive, question it’s place in your life.

Suffering is optional – Change is inevitable. Let go, or be dragged. We have to train ourselves to relinquish the past with grace, rather than holding on. The only time that actually exists is now. The past is already gone, so stop living there. We can go through a grieving process for losing something, without keeping ahold of it. Grieve the loss of the past, and move on. Attachment causes suffering.

Then there were geometries, and chakra activations, and time with my healing team. It was like a tour of the human experience. Pay attention to your dreams, they may not be just dreams. There is a whole Mystery School inside you, just waiting to be unlocked. Remember this, as you create you.


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Ascension for Geeks

Many are just fine with the idea of ascension as a spiritual thing. Thinking in terms of frequency and vibration pretty well covers it. Use your free will to align with your Higher Self. Less judgement, more discernment. That all applies, but the geek in me always looks for the scientific side of it, as well. The following is just my geeky mind mess, but you may find some of it useful, especially when dealing with the atheists in your world. (I happen to love atheists!)

On a macro scale, 3D is space and 4D is time, together making the time-space continuum. This is a handy little tool for allowing the illusion of separation, on a grand scale. We seem far away (light-years) and isolated from intergalactic and inter-dimensional life. Adrift in our own bubble of reality. Ascending to 5D will mean living beyond our cosy, little bubble of time and space.

We know that energy work can be done at a distance. Psychic ability doesn’t seem hindered by distance. There have even been experiments using our thoughts to change the past. This stuff is impressive enough to warrant a Remote Viewing program in the CIA (and other intelligence agencies.) Quantum physics has allowed science to finally join the party with string theory, and other explanations of interconnectedness.

On a micro scale, we use a thing called “ego” to promote the illusion of separation. We all share one physical reality, and one spiritual (energetic) reality, but we create a bubble of “self” through perceptions and stories. This is why some part of us always feels alone. The ego is designed for the experience of separateness. It’s doing a great job.

On to ascension… In order to ascend to 5D, both time-space (macro), and the ego (micro) need to thin, and then dissolve. That’s what’s happening right now. It’s been picking up momentum since 2012, and at this point there’s no stopping it. Both the macro and the micro are really just one thing – a veil of illusion. Here’s the interesting part… this veil is held in place by Earth’s electro-magnetic field. Pole shift, anyone?

The Earth’s magnetic field has been fluctuating. The magnetic poles are moving more rapidly than any of our science predicted. Gravity (which is really more of a suggestion, than a force) has been misbehaving. This field also greatly affects our memory. Notice any of this in your experience?

In the Merkaba teachings, it is said when the poles flip, we will lose our memory for three days. Activating your Merkaba is supposed to stabilize your own personal electro-magnetic field (torus), and keep your memories in tact. Most younger kids (under 20) naturally have their Merkaba up and running, without any training or awareness of it. The New Kids really are the future.

As for the changing DNA, flashing solar rays, and extensive list of physical symptoms, it probably has a lot to do with dust. Makes me want to reread the Phillip Pullman books. Our entire solar system is currently entering an interstellar cloud. Science doesn’t know what to make of this yet. Everything is magic, until our understanding (science) catches up. Personally, I think it will promote the natural evolutionary process we’re already experiencing. Not a bad thing, but definitely an intensifier.

From the inside, the loss of 4D (time) feels like a lot of de ja vu. Also, I keep processing (usually during dreamtime) other timelines, not actually lived. And time keeps wrapping around itself. I’ll suddenly feel a huge panic that I can’t get everything done in time, and I’m going to be late… for an appointment I have in three months. Then I have to stretch out time to its linear form again, to see that I really have three months, not a few hours. This is new for me. I used to be very good with time.

The shifting poles and gravity bring nausea, and sudden shifts in balance. I already have balance issues, so that one’s fun. This is a planetary ascension, not a human one. The good news is my health is improving rapidly, which tells me the planet is doing just fine on the inside.

So, when you read articles on the ascension (many are writing about it), know that we aren’t begging you to help us make it happen. It’s happening. We crossed that threshold in 2008. We are trying to pass on tips and tools to make it easier on you. The ascension is  ahead of schedule because so many are adding their light, but it’s happening either way.

Some of the above is science, some Mystery School teachings, and some my personal experience. Are they really separate? I leave that question to your own inner geek.


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