Walking In Both Worlds

Many have been talking about the flash for years. In this scenario, a big solar flash wakes everyone up, and we suddenly become 5D beings on a 5D earth. Personally, I’ve never given it much credence because it sounds too much like a savior story (second coming of Christ, aliens will save us, etc.) My life goes like this: “That’s the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard!” (insert personal experience with said ridiculous thing) “Oh. Looks like that’s real. Time to adjust my perspective.” The following is an account of my own personal experience this week.

On Monday October 7, 2024, I was enjoying a drive with a friend to see the fall colors. At around 12:30, while enjoying the ride from the passenger seat, I suddenly saw a flash of light with my inner vision (not visible to others), immediately followed by feeling faint and confused, then physical pain around my heart. Next came internal thoughts…”Do I need to lay down? Do I need to throw up? Am I breathing?” Then all the physical symptoms subsided, and only the confusion remained. This took all of 3-5 seconds and didn’t seem to affect my friend, who was still driving and talking.

I’m still not right. Whatever it was went right through my nervous system, which is severely compromised at this time. For a few days before this experience, all food was tasting like sawdust. Since this experience, I am hit by waves of exhaustion, and my throat tastes terrible, like my brain is melting and dripping down my sinuses. Not enough mouthwash in the world. The whole thing is way beyond any ascension symptom I’ve ever read about.

I am left with more questions than answers… Is the flash individual? Am I just early (as usual)? Am I the canary in the mine (if my nervous system can take it, it’s safe)? Was this a preparatory blast? I never felt attacked or unsafe, just overwhelmed and confused.

I am sharing this story because I am never alone, so someone out there will know it has happened to someone else. I really don’t know what it was. The current exhaustion implies healing. Healing brought from the flash or because of it? My world view says everything happens for me. Please comment to let us all know if you have had any unusual experiences.

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September 2024 equinox has a distinct feeling of heading towards home. It feels like we have reached true boredom with the outer world, and the inner world is finally enticing. The inner expansion has begun on a great scale, and adventure awaits!

As the old paradigm draws to a close, it’s the perfect time to cultivate your inner world. We have been waiting for this homecoming for our whole lives, consciously or not. This is when we finally get to balance our internal energies, and put as much emphasis on being as doing. The in-breath is just as vital as the out-breath. Do you spend time each day enjoying being? Now is a great time to start, or deepen your practice.

If you are new to the idea of just being, focusing on the breath, being in nature, and making gratitude lists are great tools.

As we come back into the balance we were before we incarnated, our outer circumstances will shift to reflect our inner changes. The old ego-self didn’t like change, while the balanced-self knows change means growth and expansion. Instead of fear, we now react to change with joy. I was told (in meditation) about four years ago that I would not only accept change, but actually enjoy it. I think my reply was, “Good luck with that one,” but I get it now. My sun and moon are both in fixed signs, and boosted with a little autism. If I’m excited for change something is really going on.

Know what else has shifted dramatically? Compromise. Not the selfish kind, but the kind that involves personal integrity. I’m happy to change times or plans to work with others, but if it requires changing something of my personal integrity, it’s off the table. A simple “no thank you” covers it, but it is a very clear knowing. Very clear.

I don’t even care to watch the old world burn, I’m just so excited for the new. It is, without any doubt, an inside job. Remember everything of real value is within, and the outer drama is just for entertainment. We are going to be fine. This is just evolution, and our bodies and minds were built for this.

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None of us would choose to stay under a limiting belief. The habits we have formed, or maladaptive survival behaviors we’ve used, have kept us under a spell. Not to mention the societal programming we’ve been immersed in all our lives. No one is untouched by these limiting spells, even those of us with a clear memory of life before incarnation on Earth.

So how do we address a habit we aren’t even aware we have? By mixing up the routine. I’m always watching in awe as life provides exactly what we need. Don’t be surprised if you are suddenly relocated for a bit (days, weeks, or months). Sometimes life has to step in and help us break a cycle, or a spell. For at least the next year, or maybe a couple, life is waking us up by breaking routines and habits. Go with the flow.

There is no action required on your part to start the process, just stay flexible and go with what feels right. Digging in you heals and refusing to move out of your well-worn rut won’t go well. Just follow the opportunities, and you will be a brighter light for it. This diversion (soul intervention, if I’m honest) is only designed to remind us of who we really are, without the programming held in place by habit.

Think about your day… out of bed at roughly the same time, talk to the same people, do the same things, maybe even eat the same kinds and portions of food, and the off to bed. Repeat. Our lives are run on habit, not presence. Not for much longer. Presence is about to be our new guiding light. Pro tip: Presence is where our power resides. Obsessing over the past, worrying about the future, and blame are all huge power leaks. “Power to the people” will come with our presence and awareness.

The world stage will also be filled with wake-up calls. Changing a habit with a short relocation seems so much less dramatic, but to each his own. Of course, not everyone will be called off to foreign lands, but if you are reading this you can expect some kind of disruption to your routine. Take it in stride. This really is the universe working for us.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

We’ve all been letting go for years. Is there even anything left in here to let go of? Yes, actually. The big lie that’s been holding you back is about to come undone. At first, it may be heartbreaking, just because loss of a story is still a loss. But shortly after you come to terms with the loss, the laughter and healing come flooding in. “That was all me! I can just change the story!”

I would love to tell you what that story is, but it is different for everyone. Once you see how you have used this story to stay small (or big), it’s liberating and empowering to let it go. The nice thing about this particular shedding is that all you have to do is clear your own attachment to the story, then life simply changes around you. The mind really is a reality projector. This isn’t about re-framing an old story, it’s about totally releasing the story.

If you aren’t sure which matrix program you are stuck on, the next couple of months (Sept. & Oct. 2024) will help you figure that out. As the old reality structure comes crashing down, see which parts really trigger you. Politics? Money? Religion? We all cling to something from our indoctrination, and it’s time to let it all go.

I can’t even count the number of times I’ve said “it’s time to let it go”, and beliefs have been releasing for years, but this time is more like removing a rotting tooth and having it almost immediately replaced with a brand-new, natural, better-fitting tooth. Once you see how you have been holding yourself down with a simple belief, it really is hilarious. All you have to do is bring it to awareness, and let it go. Cutting cords is a nice touch. How powerful are you? If you can dramatically limit your life with a single story, just imagine what you can accomplish by removing that story! You go!

Life is going to be rearranging itself anyway, so it’s a great time to release what hurts your heart. Again, this pain is self-inflicted by way of an attachment to a belief. A brutal example would be a physically abusive relationship. Even after leaving an abuser, if the story remains unchanged, another abuser follows. The actual change comes from the victim changing their story. Changing any story will draw new players. Wherever you go, there you are. The change is internal. Right now, internal change is strongly supported.

No need to push for change, just be aware of what comes up. My invisible team usually has to show me something three times before I catch on. Maybe I’m just slow. The point is just pay attention to what you are being shown. You will be guided to your next step with grace and ease… if you are willing to release the expired story.

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It’s time. It’s so amazing to be alive right now! We all chose (or were chosen) to be the “feet on the ground” for this amazing shift. I’ve had a whole life full of odd things, but feeling the energy right now takes the cake. This is way beyond timeline stuff… This really feels like a whole new reality.

First things first – if you have one foot on both sides of the fence, life is about to get really uncomfortable. Now is the time to focus on raising your vibration if you are shooting for grace and ease, but you can always do it later if you enjoy a little drama. Remember, the only way out is up, and the door is always open. The dramatic world will gradually lose momentum as the peaceful world grows stronger. We’re talking months to a couple years, not decades.

I have decided to jump to the peaceful world with both feet. I’m a big fan of going all in. Again, you can only make this choice for yourself, but once you do everything around you lines up to support you. I’m pretty good at changing my frequency, but the results right now are alarmingly fast. Fun!

I think the hardest part for me is releasing attachments. You can specify “what” or ”who”, but not both. If you choose peace, some of your group may not join you right now. Same if you choose drama, but you’ll likely be too busy to notice. Let everyone go, set your vibration, and see who is still around.

To be clear, releasing attachments is an internal process. Pushing people out of your life “because they drive you nuts” is just a reaction requiring some kind of attachment. Once you can be grateful for your time together and still choose your own path, you have succeeded in releasing attachment. Attachment won’t be around much longer anyway as it is an old-world fear-based thing. Duty and obligation and guilt and all that. The new reasons are love, joy, and unity.

Anyway, keep that vibe high and follow the inner guidance you receive. We are all being pulled into our chosen experience, at least until we choose a different one. Free will is basically limited right now to choosing which world we are aiming for, but that’s a huge difference! Less free will, but more results? What a great time to be on this planet!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

August 2024 brings us lightening-fast clarity with paradigm changing implications on both personal and collective levels. I felt August would be a wild ride, but we never see it coming when it hits us personally. So far the epiphanies in my world have all been good, but totally unexpected. As I lay awake in the wee hours last night, I just kept giggling as the new information landed. It was like finally seeing through my personal matrix.

If we are willing to shift, this is set to be a miraculous time. Let freedom ring! If we are set in our beliefs it will be more challenging. Whatever is coming up for you, please try to welcome it. Change can be hard, but this is a month of change. Hearts, minds, and parachutes work best when they are open. Keep your thoughts fluid and you’ll be fine.

How’s your communication with others? The difference in frequency is becoming more noticeable. The farther from your vibration, the harder it becomes to communicate with effectiveness. Ascension (or awakening) is a ladder, not a switch. We aren’t either awake or asleep, we are on a climb up a ladder or staircase. If someone is within a step or two of you, ideas can flow easily. If someone is just starting their climb and your are several steps up, you might get their intentions, but communication suffers. It isn’t personal, and the situation is always changing.

This is where that big timeline split becomes overwhelmingly obvious. I know political ideology split quite a bit ago, but this is different. Individuals are either opting to do the inner work required for true change, or they are burying themselves in their old beliefs, regardless of political or religious affiliation. Neither one is right or wrong, but doing the work will be energetically supported. Again, you can only make this choice for yourself and lead by example. Some people signed up for the full roller coaster, and all we can do is let them enjoy the ride.

The best way to cope with all this change is to reconnect with your own energy several times each day. This can be a very quick and easy process, just do it often. You can even set your phone to give you hourly reminders to take three deep breaths with your hand on your heart. When I start to feel frazzled, I look out the window at the mountains. My view helps me to ground and connect with nature. Do whatever helps you find yourself, and do it often.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

Emphasis on “moving”. After nearly a month of slowness and exhaustion, time is returning to its fast pace. Have you felt the energy pick-up in the last few days? This is a time of personal integration, and world-stage chaos. The next six weeks (mid-July through the end of August 2024) will be all kinds of exciting, on all levels.

Personal integration is really a matter of applying what you have learned. This time is about walking your talk. We have all learned a great deal over the last month of stillness, and now we get to put it into practice. Will you allow yourself to be dragged down by the propaganda media machine, or will you choose to step back and sense the situation(s) from your own inner guidance? There is no right or wrong, but one will be an emotional roller coaster, while the other will be quite peaceful. You get to choose. This choice is where power lives.

This part of the process may involve releasing some story line to which you have been quite attached. This could mean some personal change (relationship status, relocation) or a shift in your beliefs (political, religious). Remember that beliefs are mental constructs usually based on childhood conditioning. Both political and religious affiliation are mostly geographical. If you were born in Iran you would practice Islam. If you were born in India you would likely be Hindu. Politics varies greatly by location, even within a given country.

When you find a situation or belief that needs to change, grieve it and let it go. Celebrate the fact that your past brought you here, honor and grieve the change, and let it go. The world is evolving and evolution only goes one way. Our free will at this point comes down to this: Get on board or be dragged behind the bus. No point in arguing with reality – it’s painful and a complete waste of time. Unfortunately, you can only make this choice for yourself. Fortunately, leading by example is a powerful way to motivate our friends and family. Leading by example is more important than anything else right now.

Integrity is when your thoughts, words, and deeds are all in line. We all have moments when our thoughts or words fall out of line with who we really are. Perfection isn’t the goal, awareness is. Once we see where we are out of kilter, then we can deal with the issue making us wobble. Life is all about awareness, and choosing to support our own personal evolution. Just keep moving on.

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I’m so turned around, I don’t even know where to start. It feels like fragments of old timelines are dissolving so quickly that there is no clear path forward. While I know this is a good thing it’s still pretty confusing in the living of it. You aren’t alone and this will pass.

We are right on track and moving forward quite swiftly. The best thing we can do right now is turn the control over to the higher self. The ego is thinning back down to its intended size, and it will take a minute to remember how to navigate without all the mental noise. Mostly, I just want to stare out the window at the beauty of nature. I know there are things to do, but nothing seems to matter much.

I’m sure motivation will return, but in a more joyful way. Instead of “I have to do this thing” it will be “I get to do this thing!” After this fog passes, doing things will more from the heart than the mind. Need an example? Think of your younger self, or children in general. Kids don’t make a list, they just enjoy what shows up. Relax and enjoy what is presenting itself.

Joining this new flow also means releasing your previous plans. Your original plans may return, but be open to other possibilities. If someone offers you a job out of nowhere, consider it. Make your choices less with your mind, and more by how you feel. Even if the new job is less money (mental concern), do you feel excited about the new prospect (joy)?

I have lived my whole life based on my intuition, and this point in time is still confusing. We will be able to feel the path when it shows up. Right now, it’s all about patience. Just relax into the confusion.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

Part of the inverted reality we have been living in is domination of the mind. With the advanced tech of AI, humans now get to reevaluate who we really are. Domination based on mental prowess is no longer our thing. Thank goodness! Human superpowers go way beyond our ability to do advanced math. We are multidimensional beings, after all.

Remember the five senses of sight, hearing, touch, taste, and smell? Remember the sixth sense of intuition? All those senses belong to a body. Our beautiful, creative mind also belongs to the body. We have been living backwards by putting the mind at the top. Treating the body as a temple is not about lofty goals, it is about making the most of human potential.

95% of the world believes we are both body and spirit. If we give the care of our body to the medical industry and the care of our spirit to a church, what role are we taking? There is nothing wrong with either doctors or religions, but your daily habits do far more. You, and only you, are responsible for living your best life. Life hack: Support the body, and train the mind. As Alan Watts told us, the mind is a good servant but a terrible master.

We are returning to our bodies. That beautiful brain of yours will still be there, it just won’t be in charge going forward. The brain will actually function better once we move our focus to caring for our bodies. How many of the mental health issues would still be around in a healthy body? If the gut microbiome sends the signal to our brain to release “happiness hormones”, all of a sudden it makes a lot of sense that we carefully feed the microbiome.

We have been living in a world that makes sure the mind is constantly entertained, while treating the body like a dumpster. The world has glorified mental satiation, while treating the body as an afterthought, or worse, with downright loathing. It will be such a relief to us all to return to our bodies. There is much talk of ego death, but what is the ego? The ego is a mental construct. Let the ego dissolve gently, while we rebuild our physical senses.

Take some time everyday to consciously use your senses. Watch a tree sway in the breeze. Listen to the sounds around you. Smell a flower. Taste a fruit. Touch something soft. Direct your attention to the physical world, and away from the dopamine hits of social media. It’s pretty amazing to connect with the physical. Your mind can relax – it’s no longer in charge.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

As my first grade teacher used to tell me (quite often), “Wait for the class.” There is so much shifting and changing in the world, it’s easy to get excited for things that aren’t happening yet. Patience has always been a struggle, now more than ever. The shift is finally underway, and it can’t happen fast enough. At least for me.

When I think about how terrifying it must be to watch the old paradigm fall, for those who fully believed in it, slowing down a bit makes sense. When I see the shock in someone’s eyes when they suddenly see beyond the veil, slowing down makes sense. This post is for the rest of us. If you have been walking this path for some time, things are still pretty slow. We are just waiting for the class.

The part I am most encouraged by is the number of people stepping forward and admitting they were never fully asleep. Not that we didn’t all get indoctrinated in some way, but some of us have always retained a conscious connection to our life before incarnating here on Earth. For me, moving people from belief in someone else’s story to their own personal experience is the entire point. More people are talking about their actual experience. Yay!

This time frame feels more like integration to me. I will get smacked with an epiphany and then need several days to process it and let it move my daily reality. Kind of like launching off a huge wave and staying airborne while the world moves under me. I feel like I spend more time airborne than riding the waves. When I land again, it feels like the whole game has changed.

Part of my integration process is adapting to which matrix indoctrination no longer applies. For example, I have always known that the outer world is changed by the inner, but after seeing it work the other way around for the last half century has definitely affected my attitude. That upside-down indoctrination has been returned to its original state. To be clear, I’m not “doing” anything, I’m just receptive to what’s falling out of the sky. Stay curious to stay receptive.

The world is righting itself, and personal egos are no longer in charge. Do we still have free will? Of course we still have free will, it just can’t run amuck like it used to. The next few months will be interesting. Your body is doing all the heavy lifting, so give it all the support and love you can muster. We got this.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.