Walking In Both Worlds

I’m so turned around, I don’t even know where to start. It feels like fragments of old timelines are dissolving so quickly that there is no clear path forward. While I know this is a good thing it’s still pretty confusing in the living of it. You aren’t alone and this will pass.

We are right on track and moving forward quite swiftly. The best thing we can do right now is turn the control over to the higher self. The ego is thinning back down to its intended size, and it will take a minute to remember how to navigate without all the mental noise. Mostly, I just want to stare out the window at the beauty of nature. I know there are things to do, but nothing seems to matter much.

I’m sure motivation will return, but in a more joyful way. Instead of “I have to do this thing” it will be “I get to do this thing!” After this fog passes, doing things will more from the heart than the mind. Need an example? Think of your younger self, or children in general. Kids don’t make a list, they just enjoy what shows up. Relax and enjoy what is presenting itself.

Joining this new flow also means releasing your previous plans. Your original plans may return, but be open to other possibilities. If someone offers you a job out of nowhere, consider it. Make your choices less with your mind, and more by how you feel. Even if the new job is less money (mental concern), do you feel excited about the new prospect (joy)?

I have lived my whole life based on my intuition, and this point in time is still confusing. We will be able to feel the path when it shows up. Right now, it’s all about patience. Just relax into the confusion.

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Part of the inverted reality we have been living in is domination of the mind. With the advanced tech of AI, humans now get to reevaluate who we really are. Domination based on mental prowess is no longer our thing. Thank goodness! Human superpowers go way beyond our ability to do advanced math. We are multidimensional beings, after all.

Remember the five senses of sight, hearing, touch, taste, and smell? Remember the sixth sense of intuition? All those senses belong to a body. Our beautiful, creative mind also belongs to the body. We have been living backwards by putting the mind at the top. Treating the body as a temple is not about lofty goals, it is about making the most of human potential.

95% of the world believes we are both body and spirit. If we give the care of our body to the medical industry and the care of our spirit to a church, what role are we taking? There is nothing wrong with either doctors or religions, but your daily habits do far more. You, and only you, are responsible for living your best life. Life hack: Support the body, and train the mind. As Alan Watts told us, the mind is a good servant but a terrible master.

We are returning to our bodies. That beautiful brain of yours will still be there, it just won’t be in charge going forward. The brain will actually function better once we move our focus to caring for our bodies. How many of the mental health issues would still be around in a healthy body? If the gut microbiome sends the signal to our brain to release “happiness hormones”, all of a sudden it makes a lot of sense that we carefully feed the microbiome.

We have been living in a world that makes sure the mind is constantly entertained, while treating the body like a dumpster. The world has glorified mental satiation, while treating the body as an afterthought, or worse, with downright loathing. It will be such a relief to us all to return to our bodies. There is much talk of ego death, but what is the ego? The ego is a mental construct. Let the ego dissolve gently, while we rebuild our physical senses.

Take some time everyday to consciously use your senses. Watch a tree sway in the breeze. Listen to the sounds around you. Smell a flower. Taste a fruit. Touch something soft. Direct your attention to the physical world, and away from the dopamine hits of social media. It’s pretty amazing to connect with the physical. Your mind can relax – it’s no longer in charge.

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As my first grade teacher used to tell me (quite often), “Wait for the class.” There is so much shifting and changing in the world, it’s easy to get excited for things that aren’t happening yet. Patience has always been a struggle, now more than ever. The shift is finally underway, and it can’t happen fast enough. At least for me.

When I think about how terrifying it must be to watch the old paradigm fall, for those who fully believed in it, slowing down a bit makes sense. When I see the shock in someone’s eyes when they suddenly see beyond the veil, slowing down makes sense. This post is for the rest of us. If you have been walking this path for some time, things are still pretty slow. We are just waiting for the class.

The part I am most encouraged by is the number of people stepping forward and admitting they were never fully asleep. Not that we didn’t all get indoctrinated in some way, but some of us have always retained a conscious connection to our life before incarnating here on Earth. For me, moving people from belief in someone else’s story to their own personal experience is the entire point. More people are talking about their actual experience. Yay!

This time frame feels more like integration to me. I will get smacked with an epiphany and then need several days to process it and let it move my daily reality. Kind of like launching off a huge wave and staying airborne while the world moves under me. I feel like I spend more time airborne than riding the waves. When I land again, it feels like the whole game has changed.

Part of my integration process is adapting to which matrix indoctrination no longer applies. For example, I have always known that the outer world is changed by the inner, but after seeing it work the other way around for the last half century has definitely affected my attitude. That upside-down indoctrination has been returned to its original state. To be clear, I’m not “doing” anything, I’m just receptive to what’s falling out of the sky. Stay curious to stay receptive.

The world is righting itself, and personal egos are no longer in charge. Do we still have free will? Of course we still have free will, it just can’t run amuck like it used to. The next few months will be interesting. Your body is doing all the heavy lifting, so give it all the support and love you can muster. We got this.

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We are all so conditioned to concentrate on survival that true abundance doesn’t even cross our worried mind. The same way we consider codependency to be love, when unconditional love isn’t even noticed. It’s difficult to imagine sensations for which we have no direct experience. Just be open to the possibility of everything turning out better than our limited experiences.

I find that questions seem to open up new possibilities. I have written before about the game of What If? Now I have a few more questions for you to ponder. Is death required to end up in a happier place? If we were suddenly transported to heaven, would we know? Is there money and jobs in heaven? If all money stopped, would food still grow? If god/goddess was to speak to us, could this language come, as say, solar flares? Does god/goddess evolve and change?

There are no right answers. In fact, if you have settled on an answer it’s time for a new question. Certainty is the mortal enemy of possibility. The object here is to open the mind, so we don’t just keep replaying the same old worn out scenarios. Ever notice how something that used to excite you becomes drudgery and obligation over time? We are not meant to stay fixed, we are meant to change. You are allowed to change your mind at any point.

Last week I kept hearing the Hokey Pokey song: “You put your left foot in, you pull your left foot out, you put your left foot in, and you shake it all about. You do the hokey pokey and you turn yourself around… that’s what it’s all about!” That’s how the timelines have felt in May 2024. It feels like we are turning back to our original plan, while shaking off the old stories. In order for stories to shift, we need to release them from our main focus.

We also tend to approach life backwards, trying to change the outer before the inner. If you despise your something (job, relationship, situation) then removing and replacing will only land you in the same circumstance. That’s called karma. If you dig deep enough within to actually observe and change your thoughts, then the outer will follow. Your outer world is always a reflection of your inner world, because it is a fractal of energy. Your world, not the world. You likely aren’t located in a war zone, so just concentrate on improving your own lot, the energy will spread. So dig in to your thoughts to find your main focus, and change it. At least encourage your mind to open with a question.

In Higher Realms it is all very exciting. Here on Earth, there are two distinct timelines forming, one better and one worse. The good news is that the better timeline is anchored and growing, while the worse one is diminishing and will fizzle out. Remember, no one can be saved, and their higher self opted for a certain ride. Never underestimate the power of planting a seed, but then let them have their own experience. You will be busy dreaming a new unlimited reality.

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And all of a sudden, we are through April 2024! Now we get to integrate all that amazing energy we received this past month. Don’t worry – this integration feels like play. I have a couple suggestions to keep it light…

Routine – This month will be easier if you both change up your routine, and also develop a structure. I know that sounds like opposing ideas, but stick with me for a minute. Keep both the change and the structure small. Change can be taking a new route to work or using your non-dominant hand to eat or drink. Change the music you listen to for a few minutes. Change the order of your bedtime routine. Adding structure can mean setting a daily (or hourly) reminder to stop everything, and spend a full minute focusing only on your breath. Structure could mean spending five minute every night writing in your gratitude journal. Nothing has to be big, but structure is consistent. Willingness to flow with change, while building your own consistent structure will improve everything. May 2024 both requires and supports our expansion in these areas of change and structure.

As the energies of April are integrated, nothing will stay the same. The ego fears change, but your higher self sees change as progress. The structure piece will provide safety for your body (your primary relationship), and keep your ego mind from running off in all directions. Coming back to your breath a few times a day is a great way to reclaim your power and sovereignty.

Frequency – The other toy to play with is your personal frequency. This will require a little introspection on the “wants” in your life. I will use money as a popular example. Many people want more money, but the way the monetary system is set up there must be billions in lack for a few to be wealthy. Money is a 3D system. So what is the real desire? Freedom? Lack of fear? I like the word abundance, because it isn’t limited to money. If you think of money as an outdated 3D concept, then very few would wish to stay in that paradigm. So, figure out the “want behind the want.” Pick your frequency based on your true desire. In 5D the concept of money feels more like ease and abundance to me. Figure yourself out, and go from there.

The nice thing about changing your frequency is that it happens almost instantly at this point. What you dwell on is a choice, and it is a choice that we can change at any time. Anytime you feel frazzled or low, consider what you have been thinking about. If awareness of your thoughts is lacking, try setting an hourly chime on your phone to remind you to check-in with your mind. The mind both creates reality and sends signals to the body. Mind your mind.

May 2024 is a great time to stretch our wings and truly start to create reality! Wheee!

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One of my favorite stories is the story of maybe. It is set in a rural farming community a few hundred years back. A man is living on his farm with his 20-something son. It starts with the ox dying, and that was how the field was plowed. His neighbor says, “Oh, that’s bad”, and the man replies, “Maybe.” The son then pulls the plow himself. The neighbor says, “That’s good!” The man replies, “Maybe.” The son breaks his leg while plowing… “That’s bad!” “Maybe.” The army comes to recruit all able-bodied men, but they leave the son because of the broken leg. “That’s good!” “Maybe.” The story can go on and on and on.

See how much more energy it uses to place a value judgement on a situation, rather than just accept it? See how the situation seems to make sense only with hindsight? This is the energy of April 2024. The part we get to choose is how we flow with (or judge) life. In April, and really for the next couple of years, life is just going to happen. Our free will is limited to how we respond to this rapid change.

Life still has a trajectory towards personal evolution and a beautiful future, but the ego self is finally in the backseat. Our Higher Selves are driving, knowing full well it’s going to get uncomfortable for the ego, but worth it in the long run. The point is simply that it is best to trust in something Higher, however you see that. Look around you to see a word ruled by ego for thousands of years, and know that hindsight will show exactly why your “plans” didn’t work out.

Our job now is to meet all situations with a fluid “maybe.” Judging everything by a binary of good and bad is exhausting and quite a roller coaster of emotion. There will be many reversals over the next six months, as new information comes to light. Don’t waste your precious time and energy trying to label everything. Maybe it’s good, maybe it’s bad. Maybe we can just let life happen right now. Maybe.

My favorite way to come back to myself right now is to breathe through my root, crown, and heart. Close your eyes and take three deep breaths through your root chakra, then three deep breaths through your crown chakra, then three deep breaths through your heart chakra. Before you open your eyes, notice what has shifted inside you. I do this exercise several times each day. Give it a go, and remember to use it after every stressful situation.

Attachment is solely a mental (ego) construct, and it is the heart of the human drama. Buddha tells us desire leads to suffering. Desire is merely wanting life to be different than what it is. Accepting life as it comes is true mastery. Maybe.

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The first week of March 2024 felt very much like trial and error. After that new moon on the 10th, it feels like we found our feet and now have the traction we need to propel ourselves into the future.

I can tell you that the past few months have been an exercise in faith for me. I don’t mean the religious kind, I mean a deep trust in life. I was living on trust. Now my actions seem to actually be making a difference. What a relief! It feels like I have been in a holding pattern for the last two decades, based entirely on fate (higher plan). Now I am able to have some input again. Such freedom and empowerment!

If this hasn’t hit you yet, just know it’s on the way. I used to run years ahead of the collective, and now it’s only days. If you’re actually reading this, you’re on the same wave.

We are preparing for two major shifts: March 2024 equinox and then the first round of eclipses. While the shifts will be felt right away, it will still take a bit for the world stage to reflect any change. This won’t take nearly as long as it would have in the past, but it will be exciting between equinoxes this year. Stay centered in your heart, while the world moves around you.

Be sure you are in daily contact with your invisible team. The other side is so present right now. It doesn’t even require a meditative state anymore, just a few deep breaths. For me, it is no longer only my usual squad, there are ancestors and other beings. The room is crowed when I call. Please give it a go, you may be surprised who show up.

I don’t really have any insights, just encouragement. The non-physical side has been excited for years, now we are finally getting to feel it over here. If you are tired, then sleep. If you don’t feel like eating, drink clean and blessed water. Our bodies are changing, so the most important thing is to support them. Follow your higher guidance at all times. As Joseph Campbell tells us: “We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us.”

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Epiphanies have been falling out of the sky, as I’m sure you’ve noticed. They normally just integrate, and seem perfectly normal and obvious within a few hours. But there has been one that I just couldn’t figure out. For the past week, I have been wrestling with God, or at least that concept. I decided to share my journey in the hope it will spark something for you.

I’m not a deity type person. I have always seen expressions of deity as metaphors for an inexplicable essence. I know some people take their deity quite seriously, and quite literally. I advise those folks to stop reading at this point. This post is really about my own understanding of gender roles and how to balance masculine and feminine energy within. In my brain it’s all energy and metaphor, with little regard for social religious graces. I’m quite sure I will offend most Yahweh followers.

This journey started with a rant about how backwards it is to think of God as a man. If God created everything, then made humans in Its image, why are only females able to create new life? For thousands of years before the arrival of Yahweh, worship of the divine was through the mother Goddess. That one isn’t tough. What is the saying? “If men had three sides, God would be a triangle.” Men were in charge, so now God is a man.

Then I got a piece about men listening to women, which doesn’t normally happen. If I want to be heard I always talk to another woman. Again, not a surprise when the popular religious culture relegates women to childbearing and home duties. Women are nothing more than someone to make the man of the house more comfortable.

Then I got this weird thing about dogs. Many people expect their dog to be an alpha and protect them, but not many dogs are true alpha. If you take a beta (follower) and ask it to behave like an alpha (leader), you will have one anxious and potentially violent animal. There will be lots of barking and biting as the poor creature tries to fill a role it isn’t designed to do.

Is this what’s wrong with men? Men have been in decline for decades with lower test scores and lower drive to succeed at anything. I call the current situation “the victomized white male” because there is so much whining and so little introspection. Is it chemical? Is it emotional? Could it be that the changing gender roles took away the safety of someone who was never designed to be an alpha? Now it’s all coming together, at least in my little brain.

What if the “God is a man” story was part of the upside-down world we have been living in for thousands of years? What if men were never intended to lead? Asking them to do a job they aren’t built for is cruel and would result in the odd behavior we see so much of today. Lots of barking and biting would look like abuse and war. We didn’t do anyone any favors with this one.

After all that (my brain has been busy), let’s look at what this means internally, because energy is fractal. We have all been taught that the masculine energy (mind) is superior, and it is unnecessary to listen to the feminine energy (body). In fact, abusing your body is considered normal if the mind wants to play (just look at alcohol). This is absolutely backward!!! The quality and length of your physical life is dependent on a healthy body. Your personal gender is irrelevant, as we all carry both mental and physical energy. Don’t put the barking dog in charge of your physical protection.

Side-note: When I read the scripture about men not lying with a man as he would with a woman, I interpret it energetically. I read “Humans should not align with the mind as with the body.” Just something to ponder.

Humans also have a dispassionate observer mind; this is what we call awareness. Use your inner observer to notice when your are ignoring your body to follow your mind’s cravings. The biggest hurtle for humanity at this point is learning to listen. Learning to listen begins with listening to your body. Just like “you can only love another as much as you love yourself”, you can only listen to another as much as you listen to yourself.

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Happy lunar new year, and welcome to the year of the Wood Dragon! Sounds flammable. I’m sure the world stage will resemble a house on fire, but what’s happening to us as individuals is quite magical. If you have spent much time with dragons you know they are truly empowered beings. Being a year of wood, this empowering energy will penetrate all the way down to our physical. Exciting stuff!

For those trying to hold their emotions still so they won’t dump fuel on the fire of a burning old paradigm, I appreciate your intentions, but the sooner you reframe anger the better. While fear is paralyzing, anger is motivating. Moving from fear to anger is a huge step forward, because now you will actually make a change. Plus, anger isn’t the issue, it’s throwing your anger at others that’s the issue. If we use our anger to make changes in our life, it has helped us.

Dragons never get angry; they already embody empowerment. Humans now have this same embodied power potential. For those that have been doing inner work for years this time feels very liberating and exciting, as they have been clearing space for this personal power. For those just starting on this path it will be a steep learning curve.

On the practical side, I have found life works best when I combine being and doing. I need to stay fluid and just let life happen. On the inside it’s a different matter entirely. It seems my primary responsibility is keeping my vibration high via my thoughts. Each time I find myself dwelling on a negative story I immediately jump into a mantra. I like ‘I Am Divine’ by Hari Bhjan Kaur, but find something that speaks to you. If I dwell on the negative too long, or don’t even notice my mind is off on its own, reality dramatically shifts to match my thoughts. Thus the learning curve for the year.

This is just training for us to be all that we can be. Humans are built to create reality, and the current world is a result of our fragmented and fearful focus. No, I’m not at all saying you can never have a fearful or negative thought, just be aware of what you dwell on. If a situation upsets you that’s fine, but learn to let it go. If the same situation repeats itself, maybe look into why. Is it about acceptance? Is it about communication? Is it about leaving a toxic relationship? Figure yourself out, and take action.

Without a body creation starts with an energy template, which requires a focused thought, an open heart, and something we would call sound. Doing this from within a body uses thought, heart, sound, and a calm and healthy body. The body is returning to its divine state due to the current energy, but the mind is up to us to train. We get to choose which thoughts we dwell on. Patricia Cota-Robles has a very informative vlog (2024 #5) on the physical upgrades in action.

Support your body, mind your mind, and the heart opens naturally. May empowerment be with you!

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Sorry for the break in January. As my Grandma used to say, I was just trying to keep body and soul together. It’s been truly a struggle, as I’m sure you’ve noticed. For my astrology friends, like Jim, what happened on November 16th and January 18th? There was a definite start and end, at least for me.

With Pluto back in Aquarius it feels like life is moving again, though slowly… for now. At least I feel like there is a future, even if I can’t see what it looks like. Things are now falling into place for the next step. Even during my walk through the valley of death I never felt alone, which may have been the point.

Unseen forces have been gathering in great numbers, and are considerably louder than usual. Have you noticed how surrounded and supported you are? Have you noticed how responsive reality is to your very thoughts? Even my dog is more telepathic than usual. The game is on!

I have spent the last two months refining my thoughts, which is just another way to say raising my vibration. The nice thing about the thought-vibration connection is that change can happen at the speed of thought (how very Aquarius). Whenever your day starts going poorly, check to see what your mind is dwelling on. Now try changing the channel to something lovely. It may take a few tries to get the change to stick, but the results are immediate. This technique is not at all as difficult as it was fifteen years ago – give it a go.

I feel like, for me anyway, the past two months have been mostly refining and clearing. I needed some time to prepare the building site, so the coming foundation is on solid ground. Still wasn’t any fun. I’m pretty excited Pluto will only see Capricorn again September 1 – November 19 this year, then we are good for 248 years, or something like that. My entire world shook for the duration of this Pluto-Capricorn transit. I normally feel the planets move, but this was nuts! We’ve all earned an ice cream for making it through the last 16 years.

At this point I talk to my invisible team both vocally and telepathically, although I’m quite sure they hear my thoughts. If I need a little extra care they arrange it, even if it means having someone call or a neighbor stopping by. I never ask for how or who, I only ask for more support and follow my intuition. Try it out. I’m quite sure this one is available to us all.

You are loved and supported more than you know. Invite your invisible team into your life. They are so close, you may actually feel a hand on your shoulder.

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