I feel like I am waking from a dream. Not a very good dream. The illusory reality is fading, and our true reality is coming into view, if still at a distance. It’s all new, and a bit confusing, like waking up in a hotel room and not knowing where you are for a moment. I’m excited and amazed, if a little wary of my optimism. I feel like there have been so many steps that I mistook for true reality, that I’m having trust issues with myself.
Trust issues aside, this honestly feels different. This version of reality feels more like the home I left behind when I incarnated. There is just a very subtle difference… both my body and my heart just feel more relaxed. Even rocks seem to emanate a glow, a glow that used to be visible only to my inner vision. I also feel closer to the elemental kingdom, and other invisible creatures. In this world, I’m having better communication with animals and insects. I had a definite understanding with a spider I found in my bathroom. So much is changing.
According to Sandra Walters, my sudden need to clean closets and plan for a relocation is just embodiment of freedom codes. Just. Embodiment is more strange than I thought it would be, and I am the canary in the mine for strange. If this hasn’t hit you yet, be patient. I’m always a little early. And I should give you a little context for this shift…
2021 was great for me until the March equinox, then it started a slow decent into hell. A broken toe kept me on the couch for all of April, and the eclipses in May and June started a process of ego death (again). I was absolutely numb by June 15th, and it took me a month to recover. During my emotional recovery, I lost my voice. Totally gone for a week, and barely able to talk for the next three weeks. No other symptoms. It’s finally healing. Point being, it’s been rough.
I honesty think two things were at play. First, I tend to sprint toward the finish line of ascension, and I have to be forcibly contained. I’m still learning to “wait for the class”, as my first grade teacher was constantly telling me. Second, upgrades aren’t always pleasant. I’m sure the voice issue was a re-calibration of the throat chakra. The throat is the bridge between head and heart. If you have throat or neck issues, concentrate on bridging head and heart. It helps.
If you haven’t hit the rough spot yet, or you’re in it right now, just know there is another side to it. It’s worth the turmoil to have the privilege of grounding these new energies. And it feels amazing on the other side of this one. When I feel into 2022 this is what it’s about. Gentle love… grace and ease. Yet another reason I know I’m a bit early.
One more odd thing… I feel a new soul family arriving. I have no feeling that the old one will disappear from my life, just that a more comfortable fit awaits. It might just be me. I’ve always been considered to be on the edge of sanity, even for the spiritual crowd. I feel like this new group won’t find me odd at all. I’ll keep you posted on that one.
Anyway, there is light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how dark it may seem. Your dedication to this process is appreciated beyond words. We are supported and loved more than we know. Together, we got this!
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