Walking In Both Worlds

I don’t even have the energy or direction to write… this eclipse is really taking a lot of work. I mostly just want to say you aren’t alone. Our physiology is changing, and it is… well, there aren’t really words, at least for me. Luckily, others have managed to use words to accurately describe this experience. This is why so many of us are basically saying the same thing – so one can do the speaking, while another is busy with integration. We’re all doing our part.

Please read their words, and take what is helpful.

http://thewakeupexperience.eu/inside-head-unity-consciousness-come/

Higher Trajectories in this Now: Influxes of 2018

https://eraofpeace.org/blogs/news/take-advantage-of-this-moment

If you feel called to start sharing your experience, please do. It takes all of us. Sending Love to All.

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I don’t believe in Divine Judgement, but I am a firm believer that humans misinterpret things on a regular basis. No higher authority is judging your actions, but it is just as incorrect to say “it’s all God, so it’s all good”, and then make poor choices. Free will most definitely matters, and some choices will evolve you, while others won’t. What if what became moral teachings in religion were really just tips on how to evolve more efficiently? What if the Mystery School teachings are hidden by dogma? Let’s take another look at morality.

Remove all judgements, of yourself and others, and look at these concepts with fresh eyes. Keep your mind open, and just ponder the possibilities…

I have always joked that my life is a delicate balance of the seven deadly sins… sloth and gluttony are always in the lead, but thankfully vanity takes a close third. The seven deadly sins are a Catholic adaption of older lists of vices, and the current interpretation of the list varies a bit, but I will discuss the list as I remember it. Remember, this isn’t about which “sins” are named, it’s about seeing morality in a different light.

Sloth – What if this is about being lazy, not with outward action, but with doing inner work? What if it warns about being stagnant in our personal growth?

Gluttony – What if this warns about the danger of addiction? Too much of a good thing is never a good thing. Hedonism (living solely for the pursuit of physical pleasure) falls under this title.

Vanity – What if this is about being ego-bound, and totally self-involved? Our current definition of “toxic person” or “narcissist” falls in this category.

Pride – What if this is simply about separation? If I think I’m better than you, I am setting myself up to be alone.

Wrath (Vengeance) – What if this is about judgement and projection? Throwing our baggage on other people, instead of owning our reactions. Or maybe to warn against victim mentality, using blame instead of making boundaries.

Greed – What if this warns about living from a sense of lack? Or maybe to remind us that we can all live by sharing, but only a few benefit from hoarding.

Envy (Jealously) – What if this warns of the pitfall of looking outside oneself for validation? Constantly searching for happiness and wholeness on the outside, and through comparison.

Most Mystery School teachings are hidden in a backward form like this. Instead of “don’t be prideful”, read it as “remember you are One”. So what would the opposites be? What are the seven life-affirming messages? Here’s one possibility…

Sloth becomes Seeker (do your inner work)
Gluttony becomes Discernment (make choices that evolve you)
Vanity becomes Inspired (being your true and unique self, which can’t be compared)
Pride becomes Oneness (we are all on separate, but equal, paths to the same Source)
Wrath becomes Forgiveness (of self and others, and reclaiming personal power)
Greed becomes Generosity (everyone wins when we share)
Envy becomes Solitude (look within, not outside yourself)

When you consider these “sins” from a more mystical angle, what lessons do you see? What pitfalls are they warning against? In what way are they trying to give you guidance to make life easier, to promote evolution?

And what about marriage and monogamy? What if “marriage” represents commitment, and “monogamy” is about discernment? What if sexual energy is so powerful it should be handled carefully, and treated as sacred? What if these concepts have nothing to do with right and wrong, but only proper use of energy?

And the three Graces – Charm, Beauty, and Creativity? All three are developed from within. Charm could be the magnetic field of an open heart. Beauty might be the spark of an awakened eye. Creativity is the divinity of humanity… that’s why kids love art projects.

Much to ponder here. All I know for sure is that literal interpretations of Divine writings are always brutal. Let the Mystery of life come through everything, and revisit beliefs often.

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I know I’ve written several times about giving up the stories we tell ourselves about who we are, but keep going. It’s not just  the negative stuff that has to go, it’s everything. Our stories are not just defining our suffering, they are also limiting our evolution.

Everyone is on board with giving up stories of victim mentality, but it’s a little harder to give up the good stuff. I have always identified deeply as a Warrior… that identification is no longer serving me. I not happy to see that one go, yet it’s a matter of evolve or remain, so I evolve.

Letting go of old identities is never easy. We get rather attached to this personality. At the same time, evolution happens. Do you evolve or remain? Ego death is definitely a death, but this is actually a rebirth, into a higher vibration of yourself. What is the higher vibration of a Warrior? I have no idea, but I’m about to find out.

Change is the only constant. Everything is either in a state of growth or decay. It just is. Are you willing to leap into the unknown, and discover a whole new identity? Or will you keep defending the old personality, right to the bitter end? No one is judging you, there is no right and wrong here, yet the choices are not equal. Free will matters.

In order for our Higher Selves to descend, we have to make room. In order for our physical bodies to ascend, we need to let go. Let go of your mind’s creation, and let your Divine spark ignite. Keep on dying, and letting the new come through.

PS – I keep hearing the song ‘Returning” by Jennifer Berezan. Check it out – it’s comforting.

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Actually, my Guides knowing who I am, said, “Time to get your shit together,” but putting your ducks in a row sounds better. They were speaking both individually and collectively. Anywhere we have been lost in denial, the truth will find us, and it will be painfully abrupt. This isn’t meant to scare or threaten, just to give you some awareness of the upcoming energy. Actually, the energy of the moment is pretty smooth. I expect the truth to hit us after the eclipse on January 31, 2018.

You are fully capable of handling whatever comes up, and once acknowledged, it moves through quickly. Well, acknowledged and acted on. Once you are aware of an issue, corrective action must be taken, or it will quickly worsen. If you have been ignoring your intuition about a needed change, expect to be right in the middle of that storm, until you take the action needed. It’s like training wheels for your free will. Once you are willing to take the steps yourself, the drama drops away, and the path opens.

Several topics were flying around my head this morning, so instead of repeating myself, I will include links to past writings.

Discernment – Even though no one is judging you, neither are all choices equal. Some things will evolve you, and some thing won’t. Doing yoga is just better for you (physically and spiritually) than getting high, even though neither one is “bad”. Don’t look at life as a dogma, but use your discernment in everything.

Spiritual Ego – There have been many people writing about this one. Remember, psychic or healing abilities are NOT the same as self-mastery (ego work). Beware of anyone trying to own and sell the answers (or cures). Yes, it can be quite beneficial to work with a teacher or healer, just be careful who you pick, and keep a constant watch on the relationship. Long story short: Love heals all, and look within for answers. Anyone pushing fear and dogma should be avoided. Build a strong spiritual foundation.

Integration – This is a physical ascension process, and the body is working overtime to make the adaption happen. Please be kind and gentle with your body. Speak and think nicely to it. I promise, it’s doing the best it can. Many people are getting sick as a forced rest. My immune system is stellar, so I got a couple injuries to keep me still. Nothing bad, but quite effective. Listen to your body – water and rest! And I’m getting that some of you are still missing the point… This isn’t woo-woo belief, this is actual changes to the DNA. Medical science will find these anomalies soon, and blood work will show the changes. The “new humans” are, in fact, new. It hurts.

Honesty – Be completely honest with yourself first, then others. Self-honesty isn’t self-judgement. It isn’t a reason to beat yourself up, just to take a real look at where you are on your path. Honesty with others isn’t ego-dumping. If you can’t avoid blame, then you aren’t ready to share. Hurt people, hurt people. Get your head on straight before you speak, so you don’t just spread your pain. Speak your truth thoughtfully.

Addiction and Attachment – Stop justifying addiction and attachment with 3 D words and beliefs. “I know this is an abusive relationship, but I’m in love, so I can’t leave.” Abuse isn’t love, so just own the attachment. “Marijuana is medicine, so I smoke some every morning.” Numbing out isn’t medicinal, so just own the addiction. Once you are willing to own something, and see it clearly, you have the power to change it. 2018 isn’t the year for denial, so really look at your life.

We are about to take off on this amazing ride called 2018. Be sure your ducks are in a row!

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I just wanted to share my experience, so you know you aren’t alone. I’ve spent more time processing incoming energies through my body than ever before. We need a new word for this level of exhaustion. Yet, it’s only physical exhaustion, emotionally and energetically I feel amazing. Mentally, I occasionally have to remind myself that this is just a phase of physical integration, and not to let my frequency drop by thinking negative thoughts about it.

There is a definite call for mental mastery at this point. We get to choose the stories we tell ourselves, and that creates our reality. Are those aches from ascension, or from aging? Are old dramas coming up to be cleared, or are you stuck in the same cycle? The story you tell your body matters. While it is important to be totally honest with yourself, you are still responsible for the story you commit to. I tend to look at everything as a possible truth, then go with the one that allows me to grow.

Some of the physical symptoms I’ve had in the last few days: Sudden exhaustion, odd sleeping patters, itching, twitching while trying to fall asleep, coughing while sleeping, strange dreams, strange food cravings, eyesight comes and goes, cold flashes, waves of vertigo, waves of nausea, entire nervous system on and off, changing sense of gravity, and lots of flu-like pain. Emotionally, there has been clearing of old patterns to make room for these upgrades. When an emotional pattern shows up, I just look at how it worked in my life, then let it go. It’s much faster than the physical, for me.

Time seems completely irrelevant, as past and future give way to the eternal present moment. This month has moved so slow, yet we are already halfway through it. Stepping outside of time to embody multi-dimensional reality seems like science fiction at its best, yet here we are. Stay present, and stay in gratitude. Show your mental mastery.

We are all at a different place on the journey, and that’s perfect. Even those on the same wave are working on different nights. This is so one group and function as a Stargate and bring in new codes, while another can get some sleep to integrate. Then they switch, about every three days right now. This is to allow the body to ingrate successfully. The higher dimensional teams are trying to be gentle, it’s just a lot coming in.

Physically, be gentle with yourself. Your body is doing some serious work right now. Eat organic, take baths, drink a lot of water, spend time outside, and sleep as much as you can.

Emotionally, be willing to let go of old coping mechanisms. They won’t work anymore anyway. When you find one, really look at how you used it in your life, and be willing to release it.

Mentally, stay present, and stay in gratitude. Always. When things start to suck, mind your mind. Monitor your stories. Self mastery is mental mastery.

Welcome to the transition to 5D. 2018 is going to be interesting!

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Words are just symbols we use to communicate an experience, nothing more. Without telepathy, we are left to verbally describe our experience, within the bounds of language. Because of this, word definition is vital to accurate communication. A good amount of argument is simply misunderstanding.

Several years ago, I was having a wonderful time speaking to a new coworker about our views on life. We had so much in common, he asked me what church I attended. I then used a word, which to me meant “tree-hugging, dirt-worshiping hippie”, but to him meant “devil worshiper”. Now that’s an awkward, and abrupt, end to an otherwise lovely conversation. He refused to speak to me for days. On my day off, another coworker explained what I had meant, but it was still a fragile relationship for several weeks. The word in question was “Pagan”.

To complicate matters, even the dictionary definitions of words change over time. Take this sentence: “I am content with my small house.” What does that mean to you? “Content” was once defined as “perfectly happy”, but has now become “it’ll do”. I know this because I have a friend that I’ve never communicated well with, to the point of needing a dictionary on a regular basis. Sometimes two. I just happen to have my Grandparent’s old one. There have been lots of changes to word use, and definition, over the years.

Now consider the word “Christian”… this word covers beliefs ranging from Unitarian to Catholic to Jehovah’s Witnesses, and hundreds more. When someone tells me they are Christian, all I know for sure is that the main god is Yahweh, and Jesus in involved at some level. It doesn’t even mean they believe in heaven, hell, or having a soul… all the things most people assume of Christians. Similarly, an “Atheist” simply doesn’t believe in an external, personified deity, but may be deeply spiritual. We do the best with the words we have, but a single word rarely adequately describes an experience.

Add to that the changing of word definition to cater to the ego of the user. This one is a pet peeve of mine in the spiritual arena. “Tantra” has always been an ancient and sacred energy practice, but now is used in all kinds of sexuality classes, including how to have better orgasms. “Polyamory” means “many loves”, but now is applied to promiscuity by meaning “many sex partners”. “New Age” used to refer to the evolution of humanity, but now it’s equated to denial (it’s all God, so it’s all good). You get the point. Without telepathy, we really need to define our words to have any meaningful exchange.

Plus, as human experience expands, we simply need new words to describe it. Ask fifteen people to define “love”, and you’ll get fifteen answers. We use the word “pedophile” to describe both people who rape toddlers, and who seduce 17-year-olds. Those are definitely significantly different situations, yet our vocabulary tries to put them under the same word. Both humanity’s highest achievements, and its lowest depravities need more words to accurately describe the experiences being had.

So the two things worth noting here are honesty and curiosity.

Be honest, with yourself and others, by saying what you really mean, not using the fashionable euphemism. Just own it, whatever it is, and be willing to speak openly about it. If you are hesitant to use words that actually describe the experience, rather than some softer version of half-truth, then that tells you that you just aren’t comfortable being honest with yourself. What are you hiding? What are you justifying? How are you deceiving yourself? It’s better to face those shadows, than to spread them with half-truths.

Be curious, with your own definitions and with other’s, rather than assuming what is meant. Labels are shorthand, not the finished document. Be open to learning, to asking questions. People are always more complex and interesting than the labels that they identify with. Your own beliefs are worth examining, and defining. And then redefining, as you grow. Before you react, ask “What does that word mean to you?” The answer might surprise you.

And by the way, Pagans don’t believe in the devil.

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I’m not sure why I never considered the pain involved in cellular change, but I didn’t. Probably for the same reason people generally refer to the beauty and magic of childbirth, when in reality it is blood, sweat, swearing, and tears. It’s the thing you endure to get to the prize on the other side – a new creation. Totally worth it, but amazingly unpleasant.

Everything being written right now on this subject is focused on the beautiful outcome. I suppose that’s how we get through the pain. While it’s always good to remember where we’re headed, and that it’s totally worth it in the end, I’m here to validate the pain – you are not alone.

I am working consciously on so many levels 24/7, that I at least know the point of all this, but it still hurts. As the crystalline body activates, there are shooting pains, jumping muscles, and itching under the skin. It’s hard to breathe, like being under water. I’m eating like I’m starving. My body temperature fluctuates wildly, and sometimes different parts are extremely different temperatures. This week, my sinuses have joined the game, and I’m pretty sure I can taste my brain melting. Eww.

The point is simply that there are a lot of very strange physical symptoms going on, so before you decide you have some rare condition, try talking to your body. Our biggest job right now is supporting our bodies. Water, rest, and sunlight. Talk to your body, and more importantly, listen to your body.

There is always a call for mental mastery – you get to choose what you dwell on. If you get pulled into judgement or self-pity or some other limiting thought circle, find a way to change the channel. For me, cleaning helps. It gives me a task to focus on, and I listen to music. If that doesn’t do it, I meditate. Find what works for you, and change the channel in your brain whenever it gets off track.

Then you can get back to the business of becoming… Talk to your body. Say encouraging things. Let it know you are supporting it. Do whatever it needs. Some days movement is key, other days it’s rest. Start a dialog. Get to know the physical being that has been hosting your consciousness, just as we are getting to know the planet who has been hosting human life. Treat both well.

Yes, the pain will be worth it. The beings in higher dimensions are getting really excited. Like they are preparing a huge celebration… a birth. You are supported, witnessed, and celebrated, more than I can convey. Yes, it’s worth it, even when it hurts.

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We have spent all year uniting our internal Divine Feminine with our internal Divine Masculine, and now we can walk in balance, and demonstrate this Union. Our Feminine is our ability to hold space and listen, while our Masculine is the action we take through our conscious free will. When both are present and balanced, there’s no stopping us. We are ready to move with mastery.

Mastery isn’t the same as perfection. Mistakes will be made. Mastery is the ability to see the mistake, learn from it, and return to center quickly. The more willing you are to give yourself to this process, the quicker you can resolve the issue. Jump into the shadow work with both feet, because drowning is no longer a concern. You know ego shadows rise and fall, and it isn’t as troubling as it once was.

Move to whatever you resonate with. Allow your life to move in the direction of your soul. When you are going the right way you will notice many serendipities. When you are going the wrong way, obstacles will continually block your way. And if you are in almost constant suffering, you are simply off your path entirely. The frequencies available at this point are so high, anyone willing to apply themselves to clearing their own ego shadows can raise their frequency quickly. At this point, suffering isn’t necessary, but it’s still an option.

Your old methods of anesthetizing yourself (checking out) will no longer work like they used to. For example, if a night of heavy drinking used to ward off your personal issues, you can expect it to now make them worse. Why? Because this is a time of mastery, not denial and escape. The good news is, moving through issues is faster than ever before. Allow yourself to identify, and deeply feel, each issue as it comes up, then release it. If it keeps returning, you just haven’t found the root yet. When you do, it’s like removing a splinter – so much relief, and almost immediate healing.

Timelines are back in play – FINALLY! We have been basically floating in time for a year and a half. They’re more stable now, but our movement between them is totally fluid. Simply changing your mindset can shift the timeline you’re on. Play with this. Notice how the quality of your thoughts directly impacts the world around you. Proof that we change the world from within.

Listening to the body is essential right now. If you need more connection to your body, have a dialog with it several times a day. Ask it what it needs, and then do that. If you still need direction, here it is – eat right, exercise, and meditate. Seriously. Eating right is different for everyone (meat, dairy, vegan), but no one needs processed foods or GMOs. Exercise is different for everyone, but some kind of movement for 20-30 minutes daily is just healthy. Meditation might be sitting quietly or dancing (or whatever), but find a way to clear your mind and connect to these energies. Support your body.

The energies are here, and you are ready. Let us walk in Mastery.

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There has been much distress caused by New Age spirituality only focusing on love and light, while ignoring the shadow side. While this is true, I wish to offer another perspective… what if, instead of blatant denial, we needed this unbalanced approach to wake people up? For some, it is the concept of love and light and bliss and oneness that make them start to consider something bigger than their conditioning. It served a purpose.

I know a teacher that says her calling is to take humans and teach them to be gods – to wake people up. Hard job, but totally necessary. My calling is to take gods and teach them how to be human. I work with people who are already awake, and struggling with integration of light and dark, of soul and ego. This is why so much of my writing has to do with the ego, and shadow work. Okay, my beautiful gods and goddesses, let’s look at the foundation of being a spiritual human…

The New Age stuff starts at the top (oneness, unconditional love), and works down, like a trickle-down spirituality. Works about as well in the long run as trickle-down economics, but at least it wakes people up. The only way to actually attain those spiritual goals (yes, it’s totally possible) is to build from the ground up, starting with a firm foundation. Boundaries and discernment are essential to personal and spiritual growth. Without boundaries you are open to abuse of all kinds. Without discernment you are open to addiction of all kinds.

Boundaries are about self-knowledge, and what you are willing to allow in your life. So many people are stressed out because they keep attracting the same kind of partner or job, but I am less interested in what they attract, and more interested in how they handle it. Do they see the pattern? Do they walk away from abusive situations? Only you can say “no” to a situation. By doing nothing but complaining about it, you are telling the Universe “Yes, please, more of this!” Working from the top down, you visualize what you DO want. Working from a foundation of firm boundaries, you walk away from what you DON’T want. Keep saying “no”, until you can say “this, or better”.

Discernment is about staying on your path. No one is passing judgement on you, yet there are things that will evolve you and things that won’t, and everyone is different. Working from the top down, everything is of the Light, therefore everything is good. Working from a foundation of discernment, things are equal but different, and you have the responsibility of choice (free will). You can choose to live on fast food and never exercise, or you can choose to eat raw food and do yoga everyday. They are both valid choices, but will result in very different life experiences. Free will matters. Discernment matters. Whatever will evolve you, choose that.

A couple of traps to avoid…
Hedonism isn’t a spiritual path. Enjoying physical pleasure is fine, but when it becomes the goal of existence, you are off path. Human bodies are prone to addiction, and pleasure-seeking encourages that.
Learning from a teacher is different than following a guru. If there is pressure to stay with a teacher, or if you feel like you couldn’t live without them, then check your boundaries.
Learning a lesson isn’t the same as tolerating abuse. The biggest lesson of an abusive relationship is learning how to walk away. Building strong boundaries is necessary. No one can grow until they feel safe.
Struggling with life issues isn’t a sign of failure. We are meant to “struggle with God”, or have growing pains. God comforts the disturbed, and disturbs the comfortable… Growing pains indicate growth, rather than decay.

Yes, there are many other layers to your personal development, but the foundation is always important. Only you can say “no” to situations that are hurting you or limiting your growth. Only you can discern what choices will keep you on your path. Life is waiting for you to take these steps, and build your own foundation to your Inner Temple.

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