Walking In Both Worlds

It is critical to note that self-mastery and psychic abilities are NOT the same, nor does one indicate the other. Many of us believe that someone with psychic or energetic gifts is somehow more spiritually advanced, and the simply isn’t true. This isn’t about “we are all equal”, this is about avoiding the pain of “following” someone you feel is advanced, only to find out their ego is running the show. Be aware of the ego, both theirs and your, and don’t be blinded by super natural abilities. Some people are just more psychic than others, it is NOT a sign of accomplishment or advancement.

I have worked with many gifted healers, readers, teachers, and channelers who are absolutely amazing when they are tuned-in to that high vibrational place, but in their daily lives there are no signs of a higher vibration. It can almost seem like a different personality altogether. There’s nothing wrong with living in this kind of polarity, but it can bring disillusionment and heartbreak to those around them. Just be aware of who you are dealing with (the human ego, or the Higher Self), and set boundaries accordingly. Just because someone is psychically gifted, doesn’t automatically mean they are a nice person.

Self-mastery is a goal we can all work toward, but it is always work. By that, I don’t mean it is difficult, just that it requires conscious effort. It’s about awareness, and processing your own psychological baggage, instead of just expecting others to carry it for you. Self-mastery is conscious digestion on the emotional and mental plane. It takes vigilance at first, but once you have formed the habit, it’s just a mode of operation. Anyone can learn this, and while it makes life smoother for you and those around you, it may not lead to psychic gifts. The less noise your mind makes, the easier it is to hear your intuition and develop your abilities, but that in itself isn’t the goal.

The ego is basically the buffer zone between the body and Spirit, and consists of the stories we build our life around. It’s really the only piece that needs awareness and attention, because the body is always striving for life and health, and Spirit is always striving to be in body. It is only our stories, our ego, that blocks the natural flow, and requires our conscious attention. There can be an increase in psychic ability as self-mastery increases, but again, natural psychic ability doesn’t indicate any level of ego awareness. Be careful.

The ego isn’t a bad thing, it just requires care and training, otherwise it simply repeats old patterns, and perpetuates old beliefs. Your ego (or personality) isn’t fixed, and you most definitely have the power to change it…. it comes down to awareness and action. Using the body as an example – once you become aware your diet of fast food is harmful to your health, you can then take the action of changing your diet. It’s the same with the ego. It’s that simple on paper, but in both cases, addiction (to foods, or chemicals producing emotions) can be an issue. Humans are just prone to addiction, but awareness can enable other choices, including seeking help with your process.

Be especially careful if the person presents their abilities as a sign of spiritual prowess. This indicates spiritual bypassing, or a spiritual ego, which just means their ego identity is all tied up in their abilities. They feel spiritually superior, and they tend to charge a lot of money for their time. I’m not against charging money, unless they try to tell you they have the one, true, secret way to spiritual success. I charge for my classes, for my time and materials, but the Higher Teachings are available to anyone, with enough meditation. They just fall into your head, eventually. Is the short-cut worth paying for? Usually. Is it necessary? Nope.

All of us filter everything through our ego, and I’m not saying that’s bad – it is totally normal. My warning is about those who are unaware of their ego’s influence, and not getting too close to them. Remember, people can be an asset without being an authority. Take the information that serves you, with gratitude, but don’t place anyone on a pedestal. In my own experience, I am a pretty clear channel, yet my ego personality is a bit dark and cynical. Integrating those two is always a journey, but without a doubt, it’s possible. Awareness. Do I still have a dark side? You betcha. Do I still bring through some helpful and healing stuff? Absolutely. We are all both. Just be aware.

The big things to watch for, in yourself and others, are judgement, dogma, and lack of discernment. Judgement says you aren’t doing something the right way. Dogma says there is only one right way. Lack of discernment say anything goes, because everything is good. In my experience, we all have slightly different paths to follow, judgement is just ego-based fear, and not everything is good for us. No one is keeping score, but there are things that will evolve you, and things that won’t. Free will is all about choosing things that evolve you, and keep you on your unique path, thus making life smoother.

Keep your eyes open, your awareness on, and your personal discernment engaged. Take what serves you, and leave behind anything that offends your soul.

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I was struggling with how to write this, for the healer or the one being healed, but we are always both, so it should be examined from both sides. Healing happens when we are fully seen, fully heard, and fully accepted (without judgement). A person can only meet you as deeply as they have met themselves, and you can only receive healing as deeply as you’ve met yourself. So the potential for healing comes from within, no matter which side of the equation you’re standing on.

A healer is able to fully accept the current condition without judgement, while simultaneously holding the vision of perfect health. That’s not as easy as it sounds, because we live in a culture of “fixers”. If something needs fixed, it is obviously broken. To a healer, nothing is ever really broken. You aren’t less than what you should be, you just took a different path for a while, and maybe forgot your own perfection. Receiving healing requires acknowledging your own perfection, independent of present circumstances.

To be able to witness a journey (yours or someone else’s) without judgement takes much dedication and practice. We are so conditioned to “fix”, that we have lost the art of witnessing. Ills, on many levels, are immediately improved by just being fully present to witness the process. Encouragement and support are sometimes best when silent. It takes practice, but witnessing your own journey, without judgement, is the best thing you can do for yourself. It allows all kinds of things to come and go, without attachment. It returns us to the flow of life itself.

“Fixing” is a dynamic, requiring both parties to be attached in a dance of codependency. The one being fixed is placing all their personal power outside themselves, which leads to blame and a victim mentality. The fixer either needs to feel needed or enjoys holding the power of the role, and both are ego-based roles. It is a flawed dynamic, that can only provide limited, and short term, results.

“Fixing” also implies an arrogance, resulting in a major power imbalance. This situation says, “They need me! What would happen to them if I wasn’t here?” Healing can only happen from within, and personal power is a must. By thinking someone “needs” you, you are affirming their victim mentality, and feeding the codependent role of powerful fixer and pitiful  sick person. It’s a lose-lose situation. Yes, we all “need” other people in our lives as support, community, and remembrance, but as soon as they become your savior, the balance is lost, for both parties.

“Healing” is about remembering. A true healer holds a frequency, and a vision, of your perfection. No matter their chosen modality, results will hold strong, if you are able to receive. A healer is simply someone who reminds you of your own wholeness, at least on an energetic level. Healers want you to heal, they don’t want to build a clientele. This doesn’t mean results are instant, or that you need to limit your visits, just that their goal is wellness, not the steady income illness provides.

They say Love heals, and this is true. The unconditional kind is a vibration, not an attachment. The more unconditional love you can pump through your system, the easier it is to heal and be healed. The opposite of this is fear, which usually manifests as judgement. Love unites us at a higher level, while judgement brings separation and isolation. Internally, do you judge yourself for not healing? This, in itself, may be the biggest block.

Healing takes integrity and personal responsibility on both sides. Both parties need to be wary of codependency and attachment, and be willing to stop the treatments at any time, either temporarily or permanently. Healing is a return to your natural flow, so be willing to flow. Use your intuition, and act from sovereignty. Sometimes, a healer feels obligated to work with anyone who knocks on their door, but this isn’t helpful if you aren’t a good match. It’s okay to send people on to someone more suited to their needs. It is actually better for both of you.

One of the most powerful healing practices I have found is Ho’oponopono, the Hawaiian healing method. You just do this for yourself, for any issue – physical or psychological. Just close your eyes, center yourself with some deep breaths, and visualize the issue (your liver, your boss, your former lover, whatever), and say the following four statements slowly, pausing between to let it sink in…
I’m sorry
Please forgive me
Thank you
I love you
Then repeat each statement, one at a time, and give them time to respond…
You: I’m sorry…   Your liver: I’m sorry…
You: Please forgive me…   Your liver: Please forgive me…
You: Thank you…   Your liver: Thank you
You: I love you… Your liver: I love you
Any body part, any person, any issue, any archetype, even any sense of Deity. This simple technique can clear the way for healing to happen.

Forgiveness and gratitude pave the way for Love, and Love heals. Then, you are in a position to attract people and modalities to assist with your process. Healing always begins within… and it’s a beautiful thing to witness.

The yearly forecasts are coming in early, so I’m going with it. It feels like September – March (equinox to equinox) is the ramp-up, and then March – September is the full bloom. I think this is just part of deconstructing time, as we commonly use it. The solar calendar is just a human construct.

“One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious.”  ~C.G. Jung

The only way to dissolve darkness is to shine a light. 2018 will do just that. All the hidden shadows, both personal and collective, will come to light and be dissolved. This is actually a great thing, like finally cleaning out that dark basement closet, but it may seem overwhelming and scary at times. Who knows what’s in there? Or how long it’s been there? Or if it’s moldy, or covered in creepy-crawly things? It’s ok to be apprehensive, as long as you keep cleaning.

With all the work you’ve done in the last few years, these shadows will dissolve easily… if you are willing to expose them to the light of conscious awareness. Once you acknowledge a shadow, and are truly willing to deal with it straight-on, the it will leave quickly. Denial and avoidance won’t serve you this year. In fact, the more effort you put into avoiding an issue, the stronger it will become, until you can no longer ignore it.

This isn’t about battling the darkness, it’s about integrating it with your light. It’s about going from polarity to oneness. The darkness (the shadow, subconscious programs, lower ego) are ready to come to light (awareness), and dissolve. These are just lost pieces coming home to be healed and released. The faster you become aware, the faster the shadow is integrated. Simple as that. But how it looks on the outside…

From a spiritual perspective, this is a much needed deep collective healing. From a human (muggle) perspective, it can be pretty traumatic. The best thing you can do is stay centered, and be a light for others. The minute you start focusing on the chaos of the world, you will sink into that shadow with them, which won’t help anyone. Many of us will be triggered by world events, but the most compassionate thing you can do is stay centered. Feel free to take action as you are called (activism, volunteering, etc.), but only if it is from a centered place, not an emotional reaction. Act, don’t react. Move from Love, not Fear.

There is a significant timeline split in action here. The important thing to know on that one is that we all have access to all timelines at any point, it’s just a matter of free will. Practical example: A human trafficking ring is exposed… if you choose (free will) to react and let fear and anger have their way, it will activate that vibration, and everything you magnetize will match it. If you choose (free will) to feel the emotions, mentally uncover the reasons you were triggered, then take action from a clear and centered space, everything you magnetize will match that vibration. You will be triggered this year, deeply, but how you handle it is crucial. Blame and judgement are a sign you are operating at a lower timeline, as they are based in polarity – if anything is “their fault”, it requires “us” and “them” mentality. Shift out of the polarity, and back into oneness.

Having access to all timelines can be a bit wobbly. Just because you are flying high in 5D one day, doesn’t mean you can’t suddenly drop back down into 3D. The key here is free will. If you are willing to do your personal shadow work, you will quickly move through the rough spots, and return to the higher timeline. Likewise, anyone living in the muggle world can pop up to 5D, as soon as they are ready. Nothing is set in stone, no one is stuck, and no one is left behind. But be fully aware that you can only make choices for you. There is no saving or helping, only leading by example.

Let me be clear – I’m not saying if you raise your vibration, the world will be unicorns and butterflies. No. Shit happens, and shit will most definitely happen this year. This is about your response to it, and taking full responsibility for clearing your own shadows. It is a mastery of integration, and while each lesson can pass quickly if you are committed to your process, it is still a process. Integrating the shadow brings us to a new level of personal power. It’s worth it. It’s time.

The greatest gift you can offer the world is that of your own transformation. As shadows cross the world stage, know that we are all bringing our darkness to Light. We are healing and releasing polarity, which is part of our evolution and ascension. Use your free will to jump in with both feet. And don’t be afraid of the dark.

“The difference between a good life and a bad life is how well you walk through the fire.” ~C.G. Jung

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Wow. This whole year has been a whole new level of strange, but the world has gone totally sideways since the eclipse. I spend almost 24 hours a day consciously integrating energy now. I still sleep, but most of it is lucid, and very busy. That’s why I haven’t posted in a while… so much going on. I don’t think I have much of a message this time, so I’ll share my experience.

Time – Time has been misbehaving for years, but now it’s so weak as a structure it’s hard to remember how it works. The only moment is NOW, and both the past and future seem like theory. I have also found that making a day last longer is totally possible. Play with this. Stay fully present, and see how time adjusts.

Vertical Reality – I have also found that different levels of perception are available to me at all times. Using the current news frenzy of kneeling rather than standing for U.S. anthem, let’s spiral up the levels… it’s about the flag and patriotism, then it’s about cultural racism, then is us vs. them, then it’s money and indoctrination, then it’s division by country, then it’s the question why, then it’s each playing a role on the spiritual stage, then it’s waking up to the reality of oneness, and so on. The layers of each situation, both personal and collective, are not only visible, but accessible. Meaning, you can choose to live at any of them. All of them are correct at their level, but there is always a higher level.

The Body – This also works on the physical body. You can now change some physical discomforts by simply saying “this isn’t my reality, and I choose to vibrate higher”. This has been quite effective for me with pain management. Also, trusting and praising my body goes a long way. Your consciousness inhabits your body, but the body is an independent organism, capable of healing, and wanting to live. It is programmed for this evolution; let it do its thing, with your full love and support. When a baby develops in the womb, the mother doesn’t try to direct the process. The best thing she can do is provide a healthy, loving environment, and allow life to become. Understand?

Gaia – Even though the human ego likes to think this evolution is about humanity, it isn’t. This is a planetary (or even solar system) shift. Gaia is the one ascending, and we are all along for the ride. You can make it easier on yourself, and all of humanity, with your active participation, but it’s happening either way. All the plants and animals are affected, so be conscious of that. Just because they don’t speak our language doesn’t mean they aren’t also becoming more aware. The whole planet is waking up.

New Wayshowers – If you are being called to blog, or teach, or start a YouTube channel, then do it! This is your call to action. You don’t need a big following. I have very few readers, but they have reached out to thank me for being here, and sharing what I get. As my experience moves farther from the mainstream, others need to step up and guide. Spiritual awakening can be a scary thing, if you don’t know what’s happening. Share your experience, your wisdom, as a light on their path. Let them know they aren’t alone. You got this.

Enjoy this time. Keep your vibration at the level you actually want to live at. Support and allow evolution. Namaste.

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We all felt a big shift at the eclipse, and we were told the full moon 10 days ago would bring up that same eclipse energy, but no one mentioned adding solar flares to the mix. Wow. The past 10 days have been really, really rough. Weird ascension symptoms, physical pain, emotional turbulence, odd sleeping patterns, odd eating patterns, and this overwhelmingly loud ringing in my ears. All I really have to say is that you aren’t alone.

Every time I check-in I am shown something like a puzzle with moving parts, being built while I (and others) are in a holding pattern, waiting to be added. I keep hearing “not yet”. It like everything is being aligned before we will all be set into motion on this new track. I must admit, I’m not having fun right now. I like action and goals and “doing”, so being told to wait only adds to the discomfort. Sitting still is hard for me. Especially with all the painful symptoms going on. I’m sure you can relate.

The only things I can actually “do” is meditate on integration, honor the needs of my body, and ask for support from my Guides, all of which ease the process a bit… at least temporarily. The problem with losing the 4th dimension (time) is that the only moment is NOW, and when now sucks… Just remember, even though you can’t connect with them, you had better times in the past, and you will have better times in the future. The NOW is eternal, yet it is constantly changing.

Stay in gratitude and love as much as possible. We can always redirect our thoughts, and our thoughts create our experience. Our minds are little reality makers. So while there are definitely external circumstances going on, you get to choose where to put your focus. Pain happens, suffering is optional.

We are being truly supported in Higher Realms. Remember to connect with your teams, and ask for what you need. The veils are so very thin. Ask, and be open to receive. Then be patient with this process, and gentle with your body. There is so very much going on right now, and we’ll get to join the dance soon. Be well.

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And sometimes the princess saves the prince… Your own divine Feminine is holding the space and guarding your Divine Masculine. At least, that’s the plan. Your feminine energy is creating a womb, a place of safety, for your masculine energy to launch from. Meaning, action is delayed until there is a solid foundation. Be your own hero(ine), and keep steady. In thought, word, and deed, stay focused on what you want to create, instead of being sidetracked by the insanity of the outside world (including personal relationships).

This is when the true Light Warriors emerge, because so much of our old life is now (or is going to be) collateral damage. Are you willing to die for this mission? I’m talking ego death here, which is more frightening than physical death. The body wants to live, to be sure, but it doesn’t fear death. Fear is the ego grasping at it’s own delusions. Are you willing to let all your old stories die? The 5th dimension doesn’t have ego attachments, so dissolving the ego veil is required.

This transition is happening naturally, and all we have to do is let go. Anything that hurts is an attachment. Any drama is unresolved ego attachment. We have been preparing for this for years, and those who have done their inner work are ready for this shift.  Those who haven’t… they are now on the fast track. They will stay at an ego vibration until they choose otherwise. No one can be saved, it must be accomplished from within. Put on your own mask before helping others… You will do more to help people by being an example, than by sacrificing (martyring) yourself.

Listen to your body, and honor it with whatever it needs. The energies have been so strong, you may not even know what it needs. When in doubt, drink a glass of water and lie flat on your back for 5 minutes, preferably outside in the sun. This works wonders. Call it a non-smoking break, and do it often. My need for water has at least doubled, and eating doesn’t feel good, so I’m keeping that to a minimum. Keep your root chakra open, and listen to your body. You totally have permission to nap… there’s a lot going on.

Hold your space, Warriors of Light… This is what we came for.

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We tend to think of victim mentality with a flare of the dramatic… “Oh, poor me!” But it’s considerably more subtle and elusive. Anytime we feel powerless, we are feeling the effects of being a victim of circumstance. While we can’t change some circumstances, we can always adjust our mentality. Well, almost always. Let’s take a brief look at mental illness…

While mental illness has many complexities, which I am not qualified to discuss, their are 2 main categories to be aware of for our purposes: cognitive and physical. With a cognitive disorder, wrong thinking creates physical change (anxiety caused by thoughts can increased heat rate), and the person can benefit greatly from cognitive therapy, where they can learn coping skills. With a physical disorder, physical changes cause wrong thinking (like Alzheimer’s or schizophrenia), where cognitive therapy is of little use, because the physical brain no longer functions fully. The point is, if you have a relative with both Alzheimer’s and victim mentality, they lack the ability to change their thinking, so compassion is all we can offer. For the rest of us… mind your mind.

Victim mentality creeps into our thoughts and words in the form of excuses; all the reasons we have for not being happy, or not doing what we want with our lives. For every solution, there’s a problem. To be empowered means we have to completely accept our situation, then act where you can to change it. It is a mixture of old teachings and new… Buddhism tells us to just accept what is, and New Agers tell us to actively create our reality. Empowerment requires both. Fully accepting where you are, without resistance, removes fear and expense of energy on struggle. Then taking action, no matter how small, to change your situation activates your free will, which is like the power switch of the Universe.

Something to watch (listen) for is using victim language as currency. Caroline Myss has written about people using illness as social currency. Really listen to what people are using as currency… always telling you how broke they are, or how hard life is, or any number of stories. I’m not talking about sharing parts of their life in a general conversation. I’m talking about those people who have A TOPIC, that you know will come up, and will be discussed at length. Like your Great Aunt who always has to itemize her illnesses, medications, and procedures, and is offended if you don’t ask about her health.

This isn’t a judgement, just an awareness. Just be aware of the words people use to identify themselves, and their unwillingness to change. Even though they ask for help solving their problems, no solution is ever good enough. They don’t want a solution, they want a problem. A solution would require change, and generally, suffering is preferable to change. Suffering is a known factor, while change requires faith and a willingness to explore the Mystery.

Now, turn that all inward. Listen to your own self-talk. Do you make excuses for your unhappiness? Replace “I would do this, BUT…” with “I would do this, BUT I am choosing to be a victim of circumstance.” How does that change the excuse? It is no longer a justification, but a choice. When you are ready, you can make a different choice.

Enablers are yet another aspect of this situation. Victim mentality, like so much, is just an addiction. And like any addiction, it requires a supplier. So while you may think you are just being compassionate company, you may actually be feeding an addiction. On one hand it’s a win-win, because Great Aunt Lulu gets to feel loved for her aches and pains, while the niece gets to feel useful by listening and making appropriate sympathetic noises, but no one is growing. At an ego level, being an enabler can be rewarding… but at what cost? Again, just be aware of the energy exchange, and how it propagates the issue.

As with so much, just the awareness of the dynamic will allow it to shift. You might easily change a few thought patterns, then really get stuck on one. That’s okay. Just sit with it, and accept where you are. Letting go of the struggle allows things to move. As you work this out inside yourself, you will begin to become more aware of the language others speak. Who are you surrounded by? What kind of stories do they replay? Remember, we become who we spend time with. Look at your 5 closest friends to see who you are becoming.

Most of all, mind your mind.

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Integrity. Walk your true path, on all levels, thought, word, and deed. This has been an ongoing theme this whole year, but it has reached a screaming pitch in the last 24 hours. That solar eclipse really meant business.

If you are in pain, at any level (physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual), you have fallen out of alignment with your soul path. It doesn’t even have to be very far out of alignment to bring your full attention to the issue at this point. So what hurts? Acknowledge it, feel it, and figure out how to realign yourself. As soon as you do, the pain stops… at least until you get triggered or distracted again, and fall back out of alignment. The visual is a pillar of light with segments that can slide sideways, thus restricting the flow. Restriction hurts, and it’s entirely self-inflicted.

So how do you know what your soul path is? There are many bread crumbs to follow on that one, but a good short-cut is the North Node of the moon on your birth chart. A great book is Astrology for the Soul by Jan Spiller. There is a chart in front to determine your North Node (which is NOT usually your Sun sign), and each one is only about 30 pages of reading. It may not all resonate, but it gives a general direction. For example, having my North Node in Aquarius tells me my life path isn’t about me, it’s about service. On the other hand, if your North Node is in Leo, your life path is learning to take charge and take center stage. Everyone has a different path, so aligning with your soul is very individual. It’s up to you to discover, and align, with your path.

Again, just a reminder, this isn’t a judgement or punishment. There is simply so much energy flowing through us, that keeping that conduit open is vital at this point. The only reason we fall out of alignment is because of addiction (attachment) to our stories, and maladaptive behaviors. Keeping your self in alignment will mean letting go of some part of your old story, and that will result in changes in your life. Many fear change more than pain, so they will just stay where they are and hurt. It’s a choice.

If you have been reading, and meditating, and still feel shaky about your path, just use intention every morning, and gratitude every night. Intend that your actions be guided to your Highest Good, and mentally review your blessings each night before you sleep. Keep talking to your guides, and request whatever assistance you need. There is so much support right now. And be mindful of your self-talk – be sure it reflects who you want to be when you grow up.

So much is happening right now. Align yourself, and receive the full flow of the energies!

So, I got “promoted” to Gatekeeper in March 2017. Sounds cool, but it didn’t come with a manual, or even a job description, just the announcement of the new title. Like most of my life, it’s been trial and error. I have been wanting to write on healing and abundance, but they slip away from me when I sit down, and I just keep thinking this Gatekeeper thing is tough… Ahhh, maybe I should write about that experience. Sometimes, I’m a little slow.

So, what I’ve discovered over the past 6 months is that being a Gatekeeper is really being an embodiment of a Stargate, and it’s a lot of work. When the energies flow into the Earth field, each of us hold and transmute what we can, even if we aren’t aware of it. Awakened humans are aware of something going on, and voluntarily contribute to the process, which means everything from personal growth to planetary group meditations. Then there is Embodiment, which is actively working out ego issues, to allow Spirit to occupy more space in the physical body, which benefits all. Then there are the Gatekeepers… we are basically acting as birthing canals… grounding rods to materialize the incoming energies.

This isn’t a hierarchy thing – everyone is playing a vital role, just know there are different roles to be played. I’m honestly not sure how I got here. I was pretty happy with the Way-shower gig, and I kinda miss the writing. Maybe this is temporary duty. Maybe it was just my curiosity about Gatekeeping. All I know for sure is that this job takes all of my energy, and all I can do is honor the process, and support my body.

Gatekeeping is a very physical thing. I can feel different parts and levels of my body being affected. I ask my body almost hourly, “What do you need?” and I comply, no matter how odd the request. It could be anything from a hot bath or a nap, to a spoonful of coconut oil or some yoga. It’s pretty random, and quite pressing. Definitely a feeling of urgency. It has given me a whole new level of respect for my body (resilient little thing), because the energies running through me are really intense. When a wave comes through, my head tingles (crown chakra opening), my hands get super hot, and I’m pretty sure my eyes glaze over (at least it feels like it). Can’t miss it. But recovery is quick, if I honor the body’s requests.

That’s where I’m at, and where I’ve been. I plan to keep writing, but the ascension is top priority right now. The only messages coming through are the usual ones: feel, see, and release old patterns; commit to a daily practice of some kind; keep your heart open with gratitude; ask for help from your guides; honor your body… I think the only new one is that things should be smoother now…

Let’s use work, because no one loves going to work everyday. It’s still perfectly normal to have bad days, and to dislike your alarm clock, but it should no longer be something you loath. Same with relationships. If you are experiencing anything as “soul crushing” or stressful to the point of turmoil, then you are missing the lesson and the opportunity to leave. At this point suffering is over quickly, if you are willing to dive in, find the core issue, and fully see and feel it. Resistance to healing is what is causing the prolonged suffering. It is only waiting for you to release it.

That’s it for now. Today starts the 2-week eclipse window, so that will mean extra meditation time for me. As stuff comes up, just let it go without judgement. Make room for all the incoming energy… there’s a lot of it!

Remember the old placement tests at the beginning of the school year to determine what class you would be in? We’re doing that right now. We had a round of this same thing in February, if you recall, so I imagine it will continue until the eclipse on August 21, 2017.

In truth, we are constantly changing levels, based on our vibration, but right now situations are being presented to make us consciously choose a response. As these situations arise, the emotional triggers are automatic, but the key is what you do with them. The usual reaction? Unconscious knee-jerk? Awareness of another option? It is basically an awareness test. It works like this… The trigger happens, we feel it deeply, then we have a slight pause before we react to decide if we want to make a different choice. The key is in the pause… that’s the opening of awareness.

Don’t get down on yourself for the trigger or the flood of emotion – those are pretty automatic – the important part is awareness and action. When you get triggered, feel it deeply, and really be conscious of how it feels, and where it’s stored in your body. Then just stop for a minute. Feel it and let it go, then consciously choose your next move. For me, this has been a lot of short meditations and reframing mentally. My go-to emotion is anger, and silly little things have been setting me off, just to bring awareness to deeper issues I’m ready to release. Please remember the trigger and the emotion aren’t “bad” – you didn’t miss the ascension boat. This is about choosing and owning the actions, words, and thoughts that follow.

No one is judging you, or tripping you up, this is just an awareness boost. Awareness and responsibility allow us more access to our free will, which allows us access to higher timelines. This is just helping us to take advantage of the higher vibrations available to us. Your Soul is pushing you to grow, that’s all.

Some people won’t notice the pause, the choice point, between trigger and reaction. Some will only see it in hindsight. And some will seize the moment, to redirect fate. None of these options is wrong, people are where they are. It’s important we accept that everyone is on their own path. But if you want to kick it up a notch and push your own growth, be aware of the pause. Choose, don’t simply react.