Walking In Both Worlds

Fear isn’t usually my thing. I usually default to anger when my frequency drops. Anger is activating, but fear is paralyzing. This Lion’s Gate (8/8) seems to have opened a cesspool of ancestral survival fear. I have never before felt the levels of fear and anxiety that have been present this week. Proof that it isn’t personal.

Just like all things, the old must go to make way for the new. We are rapidly heading to a world without fear, so fear must leave. Many of us get to feel it go. Not much fun, and it’s departure is like drinking from a fire hose. It’s a sign that we are moving quickly, but it sure is a lot to transmute. I feel you. It really will be okay.

Adding to the stress is the loss of linear time. Always living in the present is great when the present is joyful, but even though it has only been a few days, this fearful present has felt like forever. Good reminder to journal, or at least keep track of dates. This, too, shall pass. Maybe like a kidney stone, but it will pass.

Let’s talk about coping mechanisms. These have been helpful for me:

Ask for help – your unseen team is very present and happy to help.
Phone a friend – Any conversation with another human takes me out of my own world. Text and email aren’t as helpful as voice contact.
Checking out – Not with drugs or alcohol, but using movies, audio books, or TV to find a new story, if only for a couple hours. Comedy is best.
Time with nature – Walking outside, time in your garden, or even just looking at the natural world is very calming. I sit with nature a couple times a day.
Mix up routine – Throw off your routine by singing a song, dancing around the kitchen, or drawing a picture. Spontaneous acts of joy always move energy.

Do whatever you can to shake off the funk, and choose to keep your vibe high. It may only last a few minutes at a time, but your effort is noted. Try to let this fear-wave pass over you, without making it personal. This isn’t yours. Clearing collective fear is a huge step forward, even if it’s uncomfortable right now.

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Do you feel the change? It’s almost like waking from a dream to a whole new world. Where am I? Who am I? What was I thinking that got me here? Unlike the uncomfortable changes we’ve experienced before, this change just feels right. Go with what feels right, not the plans you had. Plans are mental, but joy is felt in the body. Everything is new, and we are (finally!) on a proper collective timeline.

I am craving different food, thinking different thoughts, and feeling better physically than I have in years. When I look around at nature, everything seems to be breathing, as if for the first time in a very long time. Animals are much more telepathic, and quite clear about their needs. Even the water has been quite expressive, and I have never had much connection to the elemental realm before now.

Speaking of water, it is bound to be at the forefront of the future. With Pluto entering Aquarius (sign of the water bearer), all the wrongs done to water are bound to come up for adjustment. I highly recommend the work of Veda Austin to get a look into our future relationship with water. Symbolically, water represents emotion. It’s a great time to clear out the emotional closet.

All our thoughts about personal and collective priorities will be shifting drastically this month, as is required by our new trajectory. This will mean much change. Again, these changes will feel right, meaning this new road will feel supported, happy, and free. If one path feels joyful, while another is frightening, always choose joy. We are collectively moving away from fear. Go humanity! If you can’t see how to get from fear to joy, then delegate. Your invisible team is closer than ever before, and happy to help. “Hey guys, I want to move to the joyful path, but I need your help to find my way. Please give me clear signs.”

If I’m honest, July just hurt. I spent most of the month completely exhausted. August feels amazing. That shift happened for me around July 28. We are all living in our own timing, so you may be ahead of me or behind me. No one has missed the ascension boat, and everything is going even better than planned. If the amazing-ness hasn’t found you yet, it’s coming. No worries. The only part free will plays at this point is to either jump on board this new experience, or cling to our old ideas and be dragged. Clinging brings suffering, and suffering is optional. Don’t fight reality.

It is best to be an impartial observer when looking at the world stage, especially for the remainder of 2023. Changing your personal path may require a leap of faith, but changing the collective path will likely require the old structures to completely crumble, in order for the new to even be considered. Where there is an opening for the new, a smoother transition can be made. Either way, evolution always wins, and Gaia is well on her evolutionary path.

Let your priorities change. Reexamine your ideas of what happiness is, and how to find it. Be open to the answers, you may surprise yourself. This is where it gets exciting!

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All my invisible team has been saying for a week now is, “Hang on!” It doesn’t feel like a scary thing, more like a speed thing. Now that the world has turned up-side-right again we can finally gain some traction on building New Earth. Does this mean all is going according to plan? Yes, even better than expected. Does this mean the 3D world stage will calm down? The opposite – 3D will collapse quickly. Let it go.

I think it’s important to note that “the elite” have turned things upside down in the past, to maintain control over humanity. A very small group of humans had non-human assistance to exert control and extract fear, a potent human emotion. That non-human influence is now gone, but their human followers aren’t yet aware of what this means. Now that the world is back on track, “they” are, quite unknowingly, working for team awakening.

I say this not to divide, but to comfort. The old tricks are still being played, but they now have the opposite affect. You aren’t crazy, or lacking in unity consciousness, just because you’ve noticed. Even the words that have been used are the same as the higher vibe crowd, except the meaning has been twisted.

I had “we’re all in this together” on my website years before it was co-opted. I named the forecast for 2022 “the great reset” before I knew that term was being used for a push toward one world government. Even the idea of one government is completely different in the context of intergalactic membership and cooperation. My point is simply that things are no longer upside-down. At this point, anyone building a cage for humanity is only constructing their own prison. It’s safe to leave fear, and just send compassion to those misguided souls. They are going to need it.

Most of us are much less tied to narratives. Even so, be prepared to have things reveled that you really weren’t planning on. It is best to laugh and let it go. “I actually believed that? Hilarious!” New information can either soften you or harden you. Hardening in the face of new information just indicates an ego attachment to the old. Hardness is part of what is going away. The next twenty years are based on fluidity, so we can catch up to where we need to be, as a species. Theories will come and go rapidly, while “facts” will be scarce due to the leaps we will be making. Let your mind expand.

The true plan for humanity is in full swing. The groundwork for New Earth is already here in the physical, so even if the road is temporarily bumpy, humanity is now free and on the right track. The best thing you can do for this process is to avoid fear and focus on expansive gratitude. If watching the news or social media evokes fear or anger for you, now is a great time to step away from them for a couple months. We got this!

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Hallelujah! The baseline for relationships has finally changed. I woke up this morning giddy as a schoolgirl, knowing our fundamental interactions have shifted from codependency to interdependence. This is huge! This is how we relate to other people, as well as everything around us.

On an individual level, in the past a partner or friend was chosen because they were of some kind of “use” to us. We valued an aspect of the person, not the whole package. Maybe we felt loved, or financially supported, or we could live our care-taking story, or the attraction was karmic (repeating pattern). In each case, the relationship was half empty, because we drew the person to us to fill a certain role. They felt the relationship was half empty also, because they drew you in to fill a role, too. This is codependency. Neither one is really happy in the long run, but you both agree to stay for your role.

Interdependence is the opposite. People need people, and we all have a part to someone else’s puzzle. Relationships are vital. Cradle to grave, we need others to survive and thrive. The big difference is that we will now want to give as much as receive. Interdependence is about supporting each other to be the best we can be. Think relationship at a heart level, rather than the ego level. If someone loves you at the heart level (unconditional love) they always want you to grow into your best self. Movement, not stagnation and misery.

What this means on a practical (esoteric) level is that the emotional hook (guilt, lust, martyrdom, duty) has been removed. Don’t be surprised if the ego glue holding your relationships together dissolves rapidly. This doesn’t necessarily mean the relationship will end, it may just shift to the next octave. Imagine being surrounded by people all supporting each other to evolve into their best self… magic!

Now for the really exciting part… life is fractal. Our relationships with our body, our job, and our planet have all shifted. Imagine supporting your body to be as healthy as it can be. Without the self-sabotage of the ego, supporting the health of the body comes naturally. Same with the planet. If we now want to support Gaia to be as healthy as she can be, imagine the paradise.

As I said, reality is fractal. Companies will definitely feel this shift. People will begin to support only those companies that support their employees and the environment. Instead of fighting the old, we will simply support the new. Walking away from any version of codependency will become the norm in the next few weeks and months. This shift is really moving!

No need to panic, these changes won’t happen over night. Just be aware of the change in “emotional juice” binding some of your relationships. If you have been staying involved due to ego attachments, just know it is perfectly okay to elevate to the heart, or just walk away. Elevating or leaving will be obvious and much easier than before now. When in doubt, just wait, watch, and feel. The new world is here.

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At the risk of sounding way too much like I support the idea of this reality being an artificial computer game, I have been working on breaking the source code for about 15 years. I didn’t do it, but it has been done. I think it was more a matter of timing – the part of the galaxy we are in, and the free will of the majority. Most people are willing to change at this point, even if they show minimal outer movement.

Before we go too far down this road, it is important to note that we, as humanity, get to decide where this ship goes. Once upon a time, humanity fell so far into the darkness of ego that the connection to our Divine roots was all but severed. We have been struggling ever since, and that low vibration attracted some unwanted involvement. The last of those non-humans involved in keeping us vibrating as low as possible left the planet last year. The new mission was to remove the structures being used to limit humanity. This removal started in March 2023, and has been picking up speed.

For many years, I have been placing ascension pillars in the fourth dimension, as an option for anything wanting to leave. In 2021 those pillars were suddenly getting a lot of use. The non-human influencers were like rats leaving a sinking ship. I have also been placing healing sessions in the Human Heart Grid, for all to access. Simply connect to the Human Heart Grid, and ask to receive anything that supports your highest good. I’m not the only one storing amazing stuff up there! (I have only been placing things that require free will choice to access. Available to all, but the choice is individual.)

The visual I’ve had for the past week is of a snow globe being turned up-side-right. A more pop-culture analogy would be “the upside-down” world in Stranger Things on Netflix. We have been living upside-down, and trying to pretend this is normal. This has been especially difficult for the souls who incarnated after Harmonic Convergence in 1987. They just weren’t prepared for things being so backward.

Going forward, things will seem more normal to those who are awake enough to handle it, and much more disorienting to those who (by necessity) have adapted to the upside-down world. Some will choose to awaken, others will choose to dis-incarnate. Either way, it is what their soul has chosen. No judgement.

On a personal level, I feel incredibly peaceful. Even when I try to worry or judge out of habit, I just can’t. The phrase that keeps running through my mind is, “accept life as it is.” My maladaptive behavior for survival in the density has always been to strive, to try to control life with my will. “Accepting” has never been my strong suit, so this mantra of acceptance brings me back to balance.

This first week of June is a particularly potent time to release old patterns. Just go within and give permission to release all that no longer serves your highest good. What brings you back to balance? Have you noticed any habits that have lost their pull? Let old habits go. It won’t be long before we have new direction, new drive. Holding onto the old will only bring suffering. Freedom happens first in the mind. May our minds be freed, and reality will follow. This is what we came for.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

I am writing this shortly after the new moon on May 19/20, 2023. I intended to write earlier in the day, but I was completely pulled into this energy of a timeline switch. Sounds like a good thing, but it just reminded me of why I avoid roller coasters and alcohol, separately or together. I don’t enjoy the world spinning around me, but here we are. Did you feel a physical sensation at the new moon?

Anyway, our trajectory, both individual and collective, has officially changed. I have been feeling this new timeline beckoning all week, but now there is no doubt it has landed in the physical. I am drinking water like it’s going out of style, and it feels like I am flushing out the old codes. If your body asks for extra water or movement, do it! Our primary job is to support the body as it makes the necessary adjustments.

If old patterns pop up right now they will likely be quite noticeable, because the old needs to be consciously cleared. Not to worry, at this stage of the game just seeing a pattern may clear it. If you need assistance please seek it out. I just had a session of Timeline Therapy with NLP (Neuro-Linguistic Programing),and the effects were profound. Highly recommended!

I expect this new timeline to be fully grounded into reality in the next few days. By the end of May, things will really start to shift in our individual lives. Plan on lots of unexpected changes to jobs, locations, and relationships. Change is good, and this one is above the human pay grade. Be ready to flow with whatever comes up, because we can’t stop the river, and swimming upstream is exhausting and futile. Go with what life presents. Fighting life is an ego endeavor.

I feel another big upgrade coming around June Solstice, so integrate as much as you can this weekend, then it’s off to the races. It’s amazing to watch time speeding up… it’s about to feel more like a warp speed jump. This is what we came for! Wheeeeee!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

Is this even the same world it was last week? This eclipse week has brought many epiphanies and collective shifts. I feel the most pronounced shift moves us from the insanity of extreme independence to the joy of interconnection. Humans are truly meant to rely on each other. Unity consciousness requires unity. No one is an island, and I am excited to see how this next step evolves.

I’m not sure how, or when, we decided that success required extreme independence, when the opposite is true. From cradle to grave, it takes a village to sustain us all. Even if you have more money than you can count, being isolated from those you love makes it worthless. The whole Covid experience taught us a lot about how backwards our priorities have become. We are never truly happy without spending some time with loved ones. I am one of the most introverted people I know, so if I’m feeling it, the pull is strong.

The other interesting thing that fell into my awareness this week was my place in this new paradigm. Turns out, the knowledge that seemed so obvious it wasn’t even worth mentioning is exactly what I am here to share. Our true gifts are hidden in plain sight. Ha! Of course they are! I am still distilling the information, but my life is about to take a sharp turn. I’ll keep you posted. What is completely obvious to you, that no one else seems to understand? It’s time to share your unique gifts.

In the midst of all this new paradigm discovery, I seem to have lost my usual ego concerns. I’m not sure if this is permanent, but I’m certainly enjoying it while it lasts. Of course everything will work out! I can’t even worry if I try. This condition is new to me. I have never been one to just worry, but I’ve always had a plan (and a few back-ups). At this particular point, there is no plan, and I’m fine with the situation. The flow of life has been taking care of things. I feel supported by life (another new sensation).

Along with this feeling of support, my focus has also shifted from me to we. Service to the whole has always been a nice idea, but second to survival. Now, it feels like survival is supported by the flow of life, and I can focus entirely on being of service. Service feels internalized. Again, not sure how long this will last, but it feels like service has taken the place of old ego desires. Have you noticed major ego shifts?

The current experience is so different than the old 3D thing we were doing. I’m not sure how I managed that old existence for so long. Close your eyes and look around. Even Gaia feels different. It’s like the entire world is supported and supporting. The new is being built faster than the old is dissolving. Be sure you are focusing on the new… it’s amazing out there.

The Gene Key of the Week audio is a perfect thing to listen to right now. You can sign-up for the Gene Keys Pulse newsletter, and get a new audio each week. Great to keep the contemplation going! Please leave a comment about you experience, so we can all benefit.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

“Allow” keeps ringing in my mind. Every time I try to push the river, I hear “allow”. Every time I start to worry about something, I hear “allow”. Just sitting by while life happens has never been my strong suit. It makes me wonder if those prone to inaction are now being told “act now”.

I think the bigger point is to follow whatever guidance you are given. I believe we are being re-balanced to our Divine nature. For me, this means relaxing into the flow of life, where it is no longer up to “just me” to make things happen. I am being supported by life in new ways, and it is my job to acknowledge that and trust it. What does it mean for you?

Whenever I am told to allow, I close my eyes, repeat the word, and notice the changes in my body. When I do this I feel every fiber of my body relaxing, almost like the energy had been restricted by my unconscious grasping. The sensation is sudden and visceral. I sit in this space and take a few breaths. I am stating to notice when my body starts to tense up, so I can shift into allowing before I am told.

Again, follow your own guidance. I am kind of the canary in the mine for physically attempting ascension. Being wheelchair bound with a degenerative neurological disorder is always a bit of a challenge, but the incoming energy is integrated through the nervous system. Sitting still and allowing life to flow may be balancing me psychologically, but it also seems physically wise. Follow your guidance!!! There may be more than one reason your intuition is yelling at you. I am felling physically stronger, even with the excessive amount of nothing I’ve been doing.

I have read several articles about how to prepare for the upcoming eclipse, none of which feel right to me. I do believe this eclipse (April 19-20 2023) is a major reset for humanity, but the preparation is different for each of us. The only thing that alleviates the intensity for me is connecting with nature or my own body. Follow your own guidance, as your Higher Self knows what’s best for you.

The shifts in perspective have been enormous in the last month, and we are about to see the rubber hit the road. Just stay inner-focused, and develop your relationship to your Higher Self. The old is crumbling quickly, so anchoring inward will make for the smoothest transition. The new world is already growing, just focus on the good news. We got this!

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As we prepare to adventure into the unknown of the future, there is one vital step we must consciously take. Free will is a big deal here, and no matter how much we botch it up, it must be respected. If we wish to quickly land on our highest timeline, we must consciously align with our own Higher Self. We must actively surrender to that part of us that knows better. This is not good news for the ego.

There is no deadline, you can make the choice to move whenever you want. The real question is, how long do you want to carry-on with the failing 3D paradigm? If you’re enjoying that ride, or really want to experience the fall of Rome from the inside, then by all means, stay as you are. Choosing with the mind will lead to one experience, choosing inner guidance will lead to another. Totally up to you. I’m just ready to level up, and I’m quite sure I’m not alone.

I am not suggesting that you give your personal power away, even to your own Higher Self. No, this type of surrender is an active and ongoing process. It is a mastery class on self-trust. This surrender requires the ego to admit it is a limited resource, and your Higher Self knows better what will truly make you happy. After this act of surrender, you must follow the trail of breadcrumbs leading to your new life. This is an active process, requiring you to make moves based on intuition, rather than ego plans.

Epiphanies have been dropping in from nowhere, adjusting my view of my whole life. This re-framing has opened doors to entirely unconsidered alternatives for my future. My brain imagined happiness as some form of individualized privilege, but my intuition is leading me in an entirely different direction. The catch is this: I have to be willing to let go of my ego ideas AND I have to follow the intuitive guidance, no matter what my mind says. I have to actively engage in this process to experience the smoothest transition possible.

Maybe you had planned to be a chiropractor, but now you are being guided toward botany. Maybe you thought you would be running retreats, but your intuition is moving you towards writing children’s books. The fact is that our Higher Self knows what will really make us happy, and happiness always involves sharing our own unique gifts with the world. Unity consciousness is right around the bend, and we will all be pushed toward sharing the medicine only we carry. You really don’t need this situation, or that job, or this group of friends, but you will fall in love with the life that’s waiting for you.

So, if your ego plans suddenly go awry, try active surrender to your intuition. This is just part of the embodiment process, and eventually everyone will get there. This is just a suggestion to make the transition to 5D as smooth as possible. We could all do with a little more grace and ease in our lives, and it’s available to us right now. I have been using this mantra lately: “I allow my life to be as big and beautiful as it wants to be.”

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.