Walking In Both Worlds

As you know by now, I love words, and how we use them to build concepts. The definitions I use aren’t the “right” ones, but it’s good to be really clear about meaning when you use a word, especially in conversation. One time I was talking to a co-worker, and used a word that to me meant “tree-hugging hippie”, but quickly found out that to him it meant “devil worshiper”. That’s a conversation stopper. The word was “pagan”. So let’s explore some words, and the concepts they represent…

First, let’s talk about observation. If I notice that you are wearing a blue shirt, we can all agree, that’s observation. The confusing part of this concept to me is that if I notice other (testable and mutually agreed upon facts), it’s considered judgmental. For example, I notice someone is obese, or short, or disabled, or even really smart. Why are humans stuck on the idea that equality requires homogeny? Observation does not include an assignment of better or worse.

Next, I may form an opinion based on my observation combined with my conditioning. For me, I consider the original information to be purely sensory input, until my brain starts adding right and wrong / good and bad. Noticing a blue shirt is one thing, deciding it looks either really good or really bad on that person is another. The longer I dwell on a subject, all the while adding commentary, lets me know how strongly opinionated I am about it.

Then we come to judgement. I have spent years trying to decipher this one, and I’ve boiled it down to this: Judgement is just a verbalized opinion. Once your opinion leaves the confines of your head, and enters the world around you, it will be noticed by others. If a person always gives compliments (positive judgements), then people feel relaxed in their presence. If they aways criticize, then people feel a bit on edge. One thing is for sure, if a person consistently verbally expresses their opinions, they will express them about you, as well, for better or worse.

Ending a sentence with “but that’s just my opinion” doesn’t make it any less of a judgement. Try it on… if someone tells you “your hairs looks bad” or “your hair looks bad, in my opinion” does it feel any different? People don’t really like to own their judgements, so they soften it by saying it’s just an opinion. It gives the speaker a little comfort zone of denial, but the words hit just as hard.

This is another one of those head scratching moments for me. Why do some people feel the need to constantly narrate their opinions? Are they seeking validation? Do they think the rest of us are missing something without their opinions? Do they just like the sound of their own voice? I’m sure it different for each person, but it’s a fascinating thing to watch. Like a blind person touching walls to define the space, their verbal chatter seems to define their world. Hmmm… never a dull moment, watching muggles.

Judgement also involves emotional attachment. It feels sticky. It usually includes “should” or “shouldn’t”, and can be directed at the self or others. It is generally negative and controlling. “I shouldn’t have eaten that ice cream, now I have failed at my diet.” “They should go to jail for speaking against war, it’s unpatriotic.” Lots of misguided control. Lots of condemnation. A black and white view of the world, usually based on conditioning. Pretty unpleasant stuff, really.

Many spiritual teachings warn us to watch our words. Words are powerful magic, both spoken and written. Beyond asking yourself if it is true, necessary, and kind before you speak, the deeper concern is asking yourself what your motivation is for sharing. Why are you speaking?  Are you being helpful or controlling? Are you sharing information to keep people informed, or  divided? What is really driving your need to speak? Know thyself.

Discernment is the decision you make for yourself, without attachment to anyone else’s behavior. Discernment feels very neutral, with no emotional charge. It’s isn’t a decision that needs to be shared or validated, it’s just what right for you. Birth control is an area of personal discernment. People try to make it political and emotional, but in the end, everyone needs to make the choice they need to make.  When we use discernment, we can see many sides to a situation, we weigh the options, and make a choice with a clear head. Then we let it go. Discernment doesn’t have strings attached.

And we just have to mention alternative facts. Those are just lies. I completely understand that “facts” change over time with our scientific perception (the world is no longer considered flat, nor does the sun revolve around it), but we collectively agree on things so we can communicate. We should always be open to new possibilities, and keep questioning social norms, but let’s not just start making stuff up to see if it catches on. We collectively agree to call the sky blue, so giving an “alternative fact” of it being orange isn’t in any way helpful to communication. Just don’t do it. Alternative realities and parallel universes are a different matter, but we always qualify them as “alternative”, not “fact”.

Then there are theories… like this one. There is no right or wrong, just an attempt to explain the world around me. All I can hope is that my rambling sparks your own thought process. I just want to throw out some possibilities for you to ponder. Do we really spend too much time thinking, or just too much time playing with our opinions? I leave it for you to discern.

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There are so many articles out there right now about the toxic relationship between an empath and a narcissist, obviously written by those who have been hurt, and feel manipulated and betrayed. I have a different take on the situation. Saw that one coming, didn’t you?

First, let’s change the labels of the groups. No more good vs. bad stuff. Instead of empath we will say awake (soul driven), instead of narcissist let’s say asleep (ego driven). Language matters. We can reduce the polarity, as well as provide a much more accurate assessment. Not only that, but I personally know people who are empathically gifted (they can physically feel other people’s emotions), but are very much asleep.

Second, know that all of us operate on a sliding scale between the two, and we change position regularly. We can be very awake, then suffer a loss (like a death or an illness), and go back to sleep to avoid the pain. People self-medicate all the time with alcohol, social excess, and promiscuous sex to avoid living consciously. Being awake can be tough. We all check out from time to time.

Third, and probably most importantly, we need to understand that most manipulative behavior is subconscious. People (generally) don’t consciously manipulate; that takes much more energy and planning than most are even capable of. The ego, however, has full access to the power of the subconscious, and will do anything to avoid harm. All of us are manipulated by our own egos, to some extent. It still isn’t right by any means, but thinking someone is consciously manipulating you is giving them way too much credit (and power).

Communicating with those still asleep is almost impossible, at least about anything important to the relationship. Ego defenses go up, and rational thought goes out the window. This is where we get all the passive-aggressive behaviors, and the emotional manipulation. Ever try to voice a concern about your feelings, only to have your partner turn it around, and point out how hurt they are? This is the kind of subconscious behavior that runs the muggle world. You can’t break through their ego shield, but many of us keep trying for way too long.

Another issue is projection… mostly on the part of the awakened person. See, we think projection is limited to negative stuff, but it isn’t. As we awaken, we get more sparkly, and we tend to see our own Light reflected in others – we see Light that hasn’t been embodied yet. The fact is everyone has an amazing soul, but not everyone lives from their soul. When you begin to live from your own soul, you see the highest potential in others. I don’t mean “he would be so successful if he just had confidence,” I mean “Wow! He embodies the Divine Masculine!” In reality, he could embody Divinity, if his ego wasn’t running the show. It is entirely up to us to distinguish potential from embodied reality.

I think the hardest part for the awakened one in these relationships is taking full responsibility for getting sucked in, having to leave, and not repeating the pattern. In other words, to awaken even further, become more aware, and reclaim our personal power. It’s tough to admit there were signs you ignored. It’s not fun to know you allowed this damage to happen. Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself for being human. We all do crazy things for love, even forget who we are. You always get lessons in the process. You will heal.

Instead of a list of things to avoid, I want to offer a few things to pay attention to. As we become more aware, we can make choices that support our evolution.

Do actions and words mach the sparkly soul? We all have off days, and no one is perfect, but is there constant negativity going on, in word or deed?
Are words followed by action? Do they do, or just dream? We all need a little daydream in our lives, but plans require action to materialize.
Are they consistent? Again, we all have off days, so don’t expect perfection, but intermittent reward is a major ego trick. If some behavior is really important to you, and the other person agrees to it, it should be a permanent change. If it only changes briefly after a fight, that’s a big sign.
Is communication open? Are you comfortable raising concerns? If your communications are filled with tears, blame, and guilt, then there isn’t much actual communication going on.
Do you both own your baggage? We all have baggage, but insisting the other person carry yours is completely unreasonable.
Are you both dedicated to becoming better people? If you are both dedicated to your own evolution, then you can help each other grow, instead of tearing each other down.

There are those who see the signs, but think they are strong enough to wait for the person they love to wake up. It just doesn’t work that way. People don’t wake up by following your example, people wake up by shock. Keeping someone safe in a relationship is just giving them a warm blanket to keep sleeping under. I’m so sorry – this one is really hard for me, too – you can’t awaken someone before they are ready. Ever. And forcing yourself to stay at a lower vibration will cause suffering and illness. It just does. The only way out, is out.

The awakened soul must reclaim their power by forgiving themselves, being clear with their boundaries, and letting go of those who are still sleeping. You will heal. You will love again. But first, you must come to terms with the situation. Leave them to their slumber, and move on. Reclaim your power.

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The last few days have been very strange. Like the Universe is throwing things at me just to see how I’ll react. It feels like a placement test for timelines. Where do I want to be? Do I want to keep this behavior, or try something new? To some extent, this has been happening for months, but the last 5 days have been surreal.

We had an ice storm the night before I had a full day of appointments. Before, I may have canceled everything, or at least reacted with apprehension, but I could feel something else at play. Before each step of the day, and there were some strange turns, it felt like a still-point, like I was outside of time. I could clearly see the choice I was conditioned to make (and the accompanying emotion), along with at least two other options. It was like time was holding its breath, waiting for me to pick a path. Surreal.

I get the feeling this will be happening a lot this month. We are being invited to consciously use our free will. No more automatic reaction, no more conditioning, just choice. And please remember two things: There is no one judging your choices, and you cannot choose for someone else. 

No judgement, just choice. No right and wrong, just where you want to be. I have been making my decisions based on who I want to be when I grow up… feelings of joy and gratitude, and asking which choice opens my heart. If my Higher Self was calling the shot, what would they do? The Universe responds only to frequency, so no one is being rewarded or punished. Promise. And we are getting this beautiful moment of stillness before we make our next move.

You can only do you. No matter how much you love someone, or how attached you are to a story, you can’t choose for them. You can choose to stay with them at their lower vibration (with health consequences), but you cannot make people evolve. Your free will is limited to your life. It’s that simple. Let people be where they are, and be willing to lead by example. For the best experience, choose Love (not attachment).

When making these choices, try to keep in mind your end goal. Going with what “feels” right has limited results here. Addictions to feelings of familiarity and security, as well as chemical addictions to various emotions will cloud the “feels right” thing. Try to focus on where you plan to end up, and then feel the actual health of your body, not just what feels good. Heroin and cheesecake won’t bring physical health, just as familiar feelings of anger and martyrdom won’t bring emotional health. Use discernment when feeling into a choice.

So free will is the thing right now. We actually get to see it in the making… how cool is that? Anchor the Light by being the change. It’s only a choice away.

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Some people equate spirituality with passivity, like if you aren’t sitting quietly watching the world go by, then you’re doing it wrong. Heaven forbid you ever have an opinion, or *gasp* get involved in anything even remotely political. Yep, it’s all unicorns and rainbows from the outside. The truth, as any spiritual student can tell you, is quite the opposite. Spirituality is an active process, and we spend a good amount of time and energy wrestling with our own shadows.

This personal shadow work helps us make more room for the unicorns and rainbows, but it is an ongoing process, requiring some serious dedication. This work not only allows us to hold more Light, it strengthens our core being. It builds spiritual muscle. The spiritual path leads inward, where you figure out who you truly are, what you believe, and why. Know thyself, and you will have the keys to the Universe. But knowing thyself includes the dark, human parts. Spiritual warriors aren’t afraid of the (their) dark. We learn how to work through it with amazing efficiency.

When we encounter darkness in the world around us, we are prepared to meet it head-on. Because we know ourselves, we can easily tell the difference between an ego trigger and something that actually offends our soul. An ego trigger is “Wow, that’s irritating”, while a soul activator is “Not on my watch”. When a spiritual warrior gets to that point, action comes swiftly, because we know the only way out is through. That’s why it is completely natural for “spiritual” people to march in protest. The two major marks of a love-based action are unity and non-violence. I wouldn’t be a bit surprised to see our language change from “protest” to “solidarity gathering”, simply because so many spiritual warriors are leading these things, and energy is better spent for something than against something.

There is also another layer to think about. We are currently uniting two very different realities – the 3rd and the 5th dimensions. Some of us are acting as the bridge right between the two, so it is normal that we occasionally bounce to each extreme. I aim for balance, but one day I’m all Love & Light, the next day (or even hours later) I’m sobbing under a blanket, or having a political debate online. I didn’t fail at spirituality. Neither did you. These occurrences are shorter and less frequent as I become aware of what’s happening. It’s tough to be the bridge. It truly is walking in both worlds.

So tend to yourself, and show compassion toward your fellow spiritual students, when the human side comes out. Try not to aim it at anyone, and try not to take it personally when it’s dropped at your door. If you see someone struggling to hold the Light amidst all this chaos, let them know they aren’t alone. I’ll hold your sign, while you take time to recenter yourself. We are always stronger when we are balanced. We are always stronger together.

So unplug, go meditate, and know we will hold the line for you. Then I’ll take my turn. Return to a place of Love, then you are stronger to lift the dark. Remember the unicorns and rainbows are why we do this work… and they are waiting for us to clear the path. We are loved and supported. We are never alone. We are the ones we have been waiting for.

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This is just a personal pondering…

This is another one of those concepts that has been adulterated by many in spiritual circles. What it actually refers to is living in integrity. Fully, and consciously, expressing your gifts, without repression. It has come to mean, however, vocalizing an opinion, or ego-dumping; neither of which are very conscious, or have anything to do with truth.

Society has devolved into communication through opinion, and the loudest ones win. A schoolyard of unconscious ruckus, serving no other purpose than ego gratification. I got a wonderful piece of advise from a senior contract negotiator once: If it feels good, don’t say it. I have to admit, that phrase has popped into my head on numerous occasions, and it is always fitting. Ego gratification always feels good. This is the first way to tell the difference between ego and truth. If you “just need to get it off your chest”, then it is ego. Always.

This isn’t to say that if you are feeling oppressed in some way you shouldn’t take a stance. Better boundaries and personal shadow work are probably screaming for your attention, but those are both inner struggles. Don’t make them someone else’s problem through blame. Blame is simply saying, “My power is getting too heavy for me. Hold my baggage, would you?” Blame is always a relinquishment of personal power, whether it’s blaming an individual, a circumstance, a figurehead, or a deity. Accepting your power, in order to operate from integrity, requires a commitment to self-work. Know thyself, then make the appropriate adjustments. After some of the personal shadows are cleared, and better boundaries are in place, you may be surprised how little you actually have to say to the people in your life.

One last thought on ego-dumping… you can’t unring a bell. Once you have spewed words in anger, there may be apologies and forgiveness, but you can never take those words back. Children are extremely susceptible to harsh words, but they affect even the most stoic among us. It is irresponsible, and just plain mean, to expect others to deal with your shadows for you. Some say this is what relationships are for. If you believe this, ask yourself why. Conditioning? Old patterns? Hurt people, hurt people. Healed people, heal people. Heal yourself, before you speak. It’s that simple.

Speaking your truth is really about fully being who you are, at a soul level. This may involve art or activism, or both. The only person stopping you, is you. You may be silencing yourself by choosing to be close to people who strongly disapprove of who you really are. If you are gay, but choose to hang out with conservative religious folks, then you are building your own cage. It’s ok to let go and move on. This is the real work of speaking your truth – embodying it. You need to take responsibility for creating a space to flourish. Only you know your truth, and only you can express it.

Boundaries are a big deal here. Instead of thinking of it as keeping “bad” influences out, think of it as making a strong circle to hold the “good” close to you. Surround yourself with supportive people. Prioritize you schedule to include what keeps you truly fulfilled. Take small steps each day, even just mentally, toward the future you. Use your energy to focus and discover and create your truth. Look at situations that make you feel repressed or stagnant, and take personal responsibility to change them. Change is a good thing in personal evolution.

With all the shadow work and letting go involved, speaking your truth is usually a long and difficult process. People who encourage you to “just speak you truth” don’t really understand what they’re saying. It may take years of shedding old beliefs before you even know what your truth is. That’s ok. Then it may take several more years for you to accept that you need to find a tribe that supports you. That’s ok, too. All this change and letting go really isn’t that hard, once you start to accept your own truth. As your free will begins to align with Divine Will, your frequency begins to change, and life changes with it. Don’t focus on the outside, just bring yourself into integrity.

No one else has your gifts. No one else expresses the same way you do. Your voice is vital. Speaking your truth is living as your higher calling. It’s walking the walk, when the ego just wants to talk the talk. Your are needed, you are supported, you are loved. Let your voice be heard.

Sheesh, calm down out there! It has been a tough week to be connected to the collective. The waves of fear have been rolling through with intensity and strength. From a metaphysical level, this is all about balancing power, and owning our personal power. We are learning about empowered free will.

Over the course of human history, power has been gradually siphoned from each individual, to be placed in figureheads of government and religion. Always remember, power can never be taken, only given. The reasons we gave away our power are numerous and pretty much irrelevant, but now this has reached its end. We must bear the weight of empowerment. I say it that way, because most people don’t really want the responsibility of personal power, they only say they do. Want proof? 48% of registered voters in America didn’t vote in the last presidential election. That says a lot.

Please don’t think this is a lecture on voting. It doesn’t even matter if the elections are rigged, or who they would have voted for, or anything political. What we are looking at here is a deep belief in victimization – “it doesn’t matter anyway”. I totally get that idea, but this is what we have been conditioned to believe. The people in power will always be in power, and the rest of us are along for the ride. The thing is, free will only works if you use it. It’s time to use it.

It is a major misconception that being spiritual and centered in Love means being passive. It’s actually a very active process. The defining difference is what motivates your action (or inaction) – Love or Fear. It isn’t a matter of participating in a protest, it’s a matter of why you’re doing it. Are you marching to show support and solidarity, or because you are afraid of losing something?  On a human, political level numbers are numbers, but on a spiritual, empowerment level the motivating force is everything. Always choose Love. It is so much stronger.

Be aware of your own triggers, and how you change when you get off balance. This is where the inward journey comes in. For example, my imbalance shows up as anger, not fear. When I’ve lost my spiritual footing, I start thinking I’m Joan of Arc, and the French Revolution sounds like a great idea. Heads on pikes, and all that. When I notice myself slip into this, I need to pull back from the world, regroup and refocus, before moving forward again, this time from Love. But the point is to keep moving. To be empowered and take action.

How can you be an activist of Love? Plant a garden. Get to know your neighbors. Step in to offer help when someone needs it. Cancel your cable. Stop smoking or drinking. Give at least 3 compliments a day. Start (or join) some kind of community group (anything from drum circles to trash pick-up). Support green energy. Only buy local. Refuse to buy factory farmed meat (even at restaurants). So many options, all requiring action (free will), all coming from a place of Love. Building community ties is the next step as we enter this Age of Aquarius, and become a collective. We are stronger together.

Be present. Stand up. The faster we can accept our personal power, the faster this fear will dissipate. It is no longer part of the plan to be selfish or disconnected. The ego is no longer being supported. Fear is a function of the ego. Let it go. You are loved and supported by Legions of Light, mighty warriors. Step into your power. We got this.

Ever have one of those days where the voices in your head just won’t stop talking? *sigh* Apparently, I missed a few things. If you have been following me for a while this will be review, for those just joining the ride, this is a lot all at once. Sorry. This is Part II of this morning’s writing, Karma.

We live in the time-space continuum, which is the 3rd & 4th dimensions, but Gaia (and all inhabitants) are ascending to the 5th dimension. The time-space continuum is basically our veil, allowing us to experience an existence separate from the whole. Our ego allows this separation on an individual level. Both individual and collective veils a dissolving to allow for the ascension process to continue, which is a perfectly normal evolutionary change. It just seems “out there” because the ego has done such a great job keeping us in the dark, so to speak.

As these veils soften, we naturally return to a collective. First we have increased awareness, then increased compassion, then opening of psychic abilities, telepathy, and eventually union with our Higher Selves. What’s left? Not much that muggles (non-magic folk) value. All the stories leave. No more drive for power. It’s all replaced with what we call Unconditional Love. Love is literally the only thing going with you. Forgive everything else to ease the process. This doesn’t mean we won’t have to work to reach a place of forgiveness, just that it’s worth it.

Karma (vibrational attachments) are tied to time, the 4th dimension. If you think about any trigger you have it is either a reminder of the past or a fear of the future. You can definitely have emotional disturbances that are limited to the present moment, but they also pass quickly, just like the present moment. The 5th dimension is beyond distance and time as we now experience it, more of an eternal “here & now”. The attachment to these stories and expectations that take us out of the now are leaving. It’s getting really hard to hold a grudge.

Also remember that your stories are giving you practice at being in a certain vibration, and you will naturally want to return there, until you become aware (conscious) of what’s happening. For example, “someday my prince will come” is practicing waiting and longing, so when the prince shows up, you have no practice being happy. That story is also based in the future, which never comes, because we only live NOW. Your stories aren’t who you are, just who you’ve practiced being. It’s ok to change them.

The ego, therefore karma, is very tied to the body and the physical experience. Those who have become slaves to the body, seeking pleasure for pleasure’s sake, will notice a radical shift. In order for these karmic layers to dissolve, we will start to recognize the body as a temple, not a play ground. Same with the body of Gaia. We are suddenly realizing, as a collective, how sacred She is, and our part in honoring Her. This same shift is also altering our attachment to sex, especially when used primarily as physical pleasure. Deep  conversations are becoming more valuable than sex. Let your sex drive change. Your whole body is changing.

Upgrades to basic body chemistry are happening rapidly. There’s a reason we’ve been craving fruit juice and dark chocolate. It really makes me wonder what part of this would show up on a blood test… not enough to go in and ask, but I do wonder. Sleep is also greatly affected. Sometimes 4 hours is plenty, sometimes 10 isn’t enough. Be where you are, and honor your process.

And most of all, we are still human. Releasing karma is messy. Ego work takes dedication. This stuff is for warriors. It all comes down to forgiveness. After you manage to forgive others, then the tough part comes up – you must forgive yourself. Forgive yourself for having bad boundaries, for not communicating, for staying too long, for leaving too soon, for setting expectations others could never meet… Forgive yourself for not knowing any better. It’s a lot. Just know the energy is so supportive of this work right now. And you have an invisible team with you at all times. You are so very loved, and truly you are love. Welcome home.

This topic has been coming up a lot this week, so let’s dive in…

Most people consider karma to be a system of punishment and reward, basically just like heaven and hell, but during our Earthly existence. But that would require judgement of right & wrong, and then we need someone to do the judging. It gets weird really quickly. The Universe is beautiful in its simplicity, and so is karma.

Karma is just a vibration. Living within a given vibration allows you to group with other people and circumstances of that same vibration. If you smoke, you will attract others who smoke, or at least treat their body the same way. If you meditate, you will attract others who connect to the inner self. It may not always look the same on the outside (one of my very best friends is quite Christian, and I am anything but), but you will both be working at the same level (in this case, love). So if you are surrounded by addicts, some part of you believes deeply in disempowerment, even if you have no addictions of your own.

To clean up your karma simply means to raise your vibration in order to leave that pattern behind. In this time of ascension, the vibration of the collective is being raised, thus many of us are seeing our karmic patterns up close and personal, whether we want to or not. To those who are really attached to their stories, it feels like the world is ending, because those attachments have to go. To those who have dedicated themselves to understanding their attachments, it feels like heaven, because those attachments have to go. Awareness is everything. Be really observant of yourself and where you aren’t comfortable, and be willing to release those attachments. This might mean forgiving, or having better boundaries, or loving yourself unconditionally – we’re all different, and need different things. Know thyself.

A word of warning – you can only change your own karma. You must be willing to release anyone at anytime. Basically, just love people, but don’t get attached to a story about your relationship. You can’t make others evolve, we are all moving at our own pace, and “holding space” for them is exhausting for the higher vibe, and annoying for the lower vibe. Just do your thing, and allow people to come & go from your life. This is normal, and 2017 may seem like a revolving door, if you are rising quickly. Your body will tell you if you are surrounded by higher or lower vibrations – listen to it. If you are the brightest light in the room, it’s time to find a different room.

Attachments are highlighted by emotional reactions. Look at where you have the most dramatic emotional responses to find your greatest attachments. Attachment just means belief in an ego story. If you have a strong belief in “someday my prince/princess will come”, then you will have a strong emotional response whenever that story is threatened. Anything less than unconditional love will bring some kind of emotional reaction, but the stronger reactions are where to start unwinding the attachments.

When I was a teenager, my Grandma used to warn me about falling in with the wrong crowd. I always replied, “Jesus hung out with lepers and prostitutes, and he turned out ok.” I have always disliked the idea of judgement. But several decades later, I see it in a whole new light. Some of the kindest, most open-hearted people I know are the outcasts of society. Maybe Jesus was hanging out with really high vibe folks who just didn’t fit in. I recommend you find high vibe (low karma) people, to make this ascension process easier.

No one is judging you, and there is no battle of good and evil. In fact, try changing two words in your vocabulary: Change “karma” to “vibration”, and change “evil” to “ego”. “I must have good money vibration.” “Lord, deliver me from ego.” It’s so much more accurate. Stay aware. Watch your attachments. Let people, situations, and things come & go. Now is the time to release the old, and build the new karma… I mean, vibration.

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It’s literal, you know. Seeing realities, both visible and invisible, from different vantage points in different dimensions. It’s just like Neo seeing through the Matrix. You begin to see layer on layer of cause and effect, timelines, and progressions. You see your own life as an observer… then you fall back into the game, briefly believing this experience is “real”, with bills to pay and a broken heart to tend to. But only briefly. It doesn’t take much to remember the vastness of multi-dimensional reality.

Enter Christ Consciousness. I’m not fond of that term, simply because of its ties to Christianity, so feel free to use your own words. Simply put, we all carry the seed of higher consciousness within us. We, collectively, are the savior. We are the ones we have been waiting for. 2017 will be known as the beginning of the New Earth. But free will still exists, it’s rather the point actually, and we need to choose the grow our seed of Light. Just because you were born Divine, doesn’t mean you can’t get lost in the human experience. Humans are driven by basic emotions and hormones, like all animals, but we have the capacity of discernment. Just like I.Q. is only a measure of potential, this seed of Light only allows for possibility. You must cultivate it yourself, as an act of free will.

Once you start down this path of self-mastery, things start to change. You will find you are supported in completely unexpected ways. Especially now. The ego, with all its fear-based reality, is no longer being supported, so it is difficult to stay there. The minute you decide to align with your Spirit, things just line up and flow. If you are swimming upstream, you are working with the old paradigm. Some people will refuse to let their old stories go. Say goodbye with love, and let them be where they are. They will either follow or they won’t. Lead by example.

Meditation for any reason is a good thing (for relaxation or health). If praying is talking to the Divine, meditating is listening to the Divine. Once your meditation practice becomes about active listening to guide your actions, you start getting jobs. Put on committees, basically. For the last couple weeks, my every breath (as often as I can be conscious of breathing) has been dedicated to accessing the highest timelines possible (for us all). Many of you have been doing this during dreamtime. There have been literally millions of us doing this work, and we have done a great job. Now we get to integrate for a couple weeks. To help this process, simply be aware of the flow of energy entering your crown chakra, and grounding through your root chakra. Take a few deep breaths, and feel the flow.

The good news is we pulled in a lot of Light. The bad news is it will disrupt the dark. The ego-driven human world is going to crumble faster than we originally thought. To escape the pain and fear, you must align with your Spirit. This is evolution, it isn’t personal. But you no longer have the luxury of wandering around lost. I don’t at all mean you need to “find your purpose” and switch jobs, I mean you are your purpose, and you need to make personal development a priority. If you focus on nurturing that seed of Light in you, everything else will fall into place.

Stay in the flow, and listen to your body. All physical reality is one thing. Your body isn’t just symbolic of Gaia, it is literally one being. If you feel like Gaia is being polluted, stop polluting your body. Befriend your body, and don’t try to force it (extortion) to perform. There are cellular upgrades we are experiencing, at a much faster rate, to keep pace with Earth’s ascension. Talk to your body. Listen to your body. It has a wisdom all its own. As you begin to know and respect your body as a sentient being, everything shifts. This will be vital this year.

And then there will be times when we fall into forgetfulness, into human drama. That’s ok. The time spent there gets shorter with each remembering. This is what happens when we walk in both worlds.

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As I enjoyed a hot bath on this high energy day, the information came flooding in. I was brought to tears several times by the sheer magnitude and beauty of everything I was shown. We are so limited by language, but I will try to describe the messages.

My personal story is that I received my mission quite young, and it always weighed heavily on me. Only in the past decade have I experienced fleeting moments of this mission feeling like a gift, an honor. In the last 6 months those feelings have increased, in both frequency and duration. Today I spent hours in total bliss, knowing that this is how we are all destined to live. Living a life of service isn’t a duty or full of drudgery, it is an expansive act of becoming.  It is to fall completely in love with being. I don’t know if this awareness is a result of the decades of climbing the mountain, or just an epiphany, or part of the physical upgrade we are all getting. I don’t know if I was even capable of hearing this when I was younger. I don’t know if it will make sense to you. I just know it’s real now, and I know it’s where we’re all heading.

The greatest service any of us can offer is our own becoming, our own self mastery. If you think of dedicating your life to serving humanity and you feel martyred, drained, or even useful (need to feel needed), then you are only serving the ego. True service is beyond these human states; it fills every cell and pours out into the world. You can never make someone else evolve, but by becoming who you really are, you change everyone around you. You are a drop of water in: the ocean of humanity, the lake of your community, the bathtub of your soul family, and the glass of water of your twin souls. Your effect changes all, but is less diluted in your smaller groups.

I am never alone in these progressions, and neither are you. I speak to a pretty specific group in the first wave. As this wave ascends, others will need to start speaking to the next wave, and so on. These aren’t clear divisions, and there are always those in-between groups. The point is, if you have been feeling the nudge to start sharing, please do so. It’s like a human chain, and we pass our knowledge from one hand to the next. Some will write, some will teach, some will use video… just do whatever you’re called to. Start now.

Remember to use the intelligence of the body to help guide you. Whatever decision you face, see how it feels in your body – expansive and open, or contracted and limiting. If your emotional and mental bodies are clear, they will give the same answer. The problem we face with those bodies is that the emotions and the monkey mind get caught up in the fear of change. Yes, even good change will require feeling all the human turmoil as it comes up, but the body is a great barometer for decision making before action.

Also remember to talk out loud to your Guides. Once you get into this habit of including them in your daily life, they will start being more present. They will eventually start the conversations. Having a strong team of invisible friends makes all the difference.

And remember to be gentle with yourself on all levels, especially your body. These energetic upgrades are very much physical changes. Even releasing old patterns is a cellular function. Some people will hold on so tightly to their old ways, or their set goals, that their bodies simply won’t make this upgrade. You can’t make them change. Free will is a thing. The best you can do is lead by example, and be who you truly are.

I feel like I’m rambling and jumping all over. I hope this is of some help on your journey. The ego is no longer being supported, but the beauty of true service is divine. Be open to the bliss of being in service to Love. Namaste.

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