Walking In Both Worlds

Unity Consciousness sounds like a great thing, until you start to actually feel the changes. We are so used to living our lives as separate individuals, that we don’t even question that everything we think, feel, and experience are our very own, and totally private. As Unity brings us all together, in unexpected ways, we start to experience things that have no personal explanation.

I have always thought too loud. I have been told this by several people. I would love to tell you how to keep your thoughts to yourself, but I have yet to find the volume control. The only way for me to stop talking in my head, is to stop. Self-mastery. Mind your mind. It is a challenging thing to continuously steer the mind away from inner banter. I am easily derailed on this one when I feel unheard. It is important to keep moving the mind away from dwelling on conflict with another. Yes, for your own peace, but also because they pick up on it now.

If you are suddenly thinking or dreaming about someone, it may well be an actual conversation they are having internally. It could also be your own baggage coming up to be handled. Don’t jump to conclusions, and treat both with compassion. Both parties deserve it. Keep love as the focus, and know you are both clearing something, together. The point is, not everything is yours. Telepathy is happening.

We also get to unify with Gaia. Again, sounds lovely, until you start to feel earthquakes and volcanoes coming. For me, I feel like a horse before a storm – unsettled and anxious – until the quake hits. So far, I only feel ones close to my location (within a few hundred miles). Point is, not everything is yours. We are remembering the animal instinct for natural phenomenon.

As we unify with the cosmos, we feel the incoming energies. Our solar system is entering a cloud, and science doesn’t know what to expect. One day I’m exhausted, the next I’m flying high, both without a personal reason. Ascension symptoms are very physical, and vary from day to day. Before you decide you are just crazy or sick, I recommend you ask others if they feel it, too. Assuming it’s yours leads to creating a story, and then not wanting to release it. At this point, I start by assuming it isn’t mine, then wait to see if it persists. Point is, not everything is yours. Evolution has growing pains.

To get through these growing pains, I strongly recommend regular contact with some kind of support system, so you can compare notes. This could be a Facebook group, or a few friends to talk or text with. I have a small group of friends who are also on this path, and I reach out almost every week. Just a quick text lets me know my symptoms aren’t personal to me. Get used to checking, before claiming it as your own issue. Not everything is yours.

That said, use discernment about what is yours. I still have physical issues. I still have emotional struggles. But 90% of what I feel in my body isn’t mine. Without questioning the source, I’d be running to the doctor all the time. Just because I feel it physically, doesn’t make it mine. Not anymore.

Be gentle with yourself. Be kind to others. Evolution isn’t easy. Avoid the stories, and let things pass. We are all doing our best to integrate Unity.

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We are entering a Unity Consciousness passage. The use of face masks to prevent disease has been a perfect segue for this phase. We have been brought out of our own little lives, and asked to consider other people and places. Not just in a philosophical way, but on a very practical level. Most of us wear a mask, not for our own safety, but for the safety and psychological comfort of others. We are collectively putting others first. Almost like we know there are no “others”.

All physical reality is one thing. Animals, people, rivers, furniture, everything. With the confines of the shelter-in-place order, we are seeing many home improvements. This includes tidying up, and giving extra things away. If you want to improve you health, work on your house. If you want to heal the Earth, heal your body. It isn’t symbolic, it’s literal. The physical world is all one Unity.

This brings us so much closer to healing our existence on every level. Just imagine joining Unity Consciousness with radical responsibility…
“I will no longer smoke, because I care about the rain forest.”
“I have stopped drinking, because I don’t want you to fall into addiction.”
” I have improved my diet, to help conquer heart disease in this country.”
“I went for a walk outside, because I know you can’t right now.”
We belong to each other, and we are about to figure out the power of that. The old paradigm encouraged individuality in separation, which lead to isolation and loss of personal power. The new paradigm encourages empowered individuality to create unity. What a great time to be on the planet!

As our Higher Selves emerge, it’s always good to ask, “Is this in service to the whole, and offered with love?” If it is true love and service there’s no inner whining. If your decision makes you feel bad in any way, don’t do it. Please don’t use this as a way to judge yourself; that’s not helpful. It’s just a good thing to have in the back of your mind. Also, this is about unity of the whole reality, not martyrdom to your immediate circle. Maybe leaving an abusive relationship will be very difficult for those involved, but taking your power back will benefit the collective. Use your discernment.

Act as if you are creating a new world, because you are. Many of us (millions) have been meditating for years to raise the consciousness of humanity, and here we are! This Unity thing works. Choose your thoughts, words, and deeds, consciously. Make every step a brushstroke on a fresh canvas. Create reality, for all of us. When the sleepers awake, they will need a new template, and we will have one waiting.

This is why we’re here. I want to thank you all for your hard work. You’ve done so well! Now it’s time to play and create. Less news, more dancing! It’s beautiful out there… we were built for this. You are so loved and supported. Thank you for all that you do!

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Well, I had a lot to say, but it seems the energy forecast, 2020 – First Steps, pretty much covers it. Please read that again HERE.

Feel into the flow of life. Feel it in your body. If you’re one of those people who ignores the body, life will become more chaotic. Learn to be present with yourself. Not your thoughts, or your personal work, but your physical self. Being present with yourself on all levels is important, but be sure you check-in with your body several times a day.

Your intuition is about to be physically loud, and if you already have a relationship with the body, it will be a beautiful gift. If not, it may be a bit jarring. Listen to your body. Talk to your body. Be sure your inner voice is kind to your body. Your body is host to your Higher Mind. It works hard for you. Say thanks, everyday.

Instead of “seeing” down timelines, we are moving to deep feeling of the present moment. If your body says rest, then rest. If your body says sing and dance, then sing and dance. If you feel unreasonably bad about a person or situation, trust that feeling. Your body doesn’t lie, nor will it be easily ignored. Learn to let the body lead; it knows where we’re going.

DNA is activating. We’re built for this. Feel it, and flow.

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Welcome back, Humanity! It has been a long, dark slumber, but now the resurrection of our original template is here. Yippee! Many of us have been waiting decades for this moment in the timeline. It’s why we came here. In the midst of this pandemic, we see the budding of the tree of life. It’s an amazing view from above!

Now is the time to reset. Not to start new projects, or make new goals, but reset to being. Just be. Appreciate nature. Draw pictures. Love on your pets. Center in the heart, and just be. Feel the gratitude. Feel the love. You are exactly where you need to be. Rest and appreciate.

For me, I am resetting my physical body with a water fast. Maybe some could use a television fast, or social media fast. The point here is to step back from habit, and allow the codes to activate. This process is more about allowing, than doing. Just give yourself a break from whatever is taxing the system, and let the new energy in.

Being outside is key, even for a few minutes. Step outside, feel your heartbeat, connect with Gaia, connect with the Sun, and breathe deeply. Breathe in from Earth & Sun, breathe out through every cell in your body. Out with the old, in with the new. Invite the codes to activate… “I command and decree that my Divine DNA now activates, to the highest level by physical body can integrate with grace and ease. I choose my highest trajectory for the greatest good.”

Once you rise above the clammer of the outer world, it’s a state of bliss. There are many multidimensional levels of activity going on, but no one seems rushed or panicked (yes, I’ve seen them panic before). This feels like a well orchestrated shift. Everything is going as planned. Remember this as the year progresses. This is just the beginning, but as the old leaves, the new grows.

Don’t waste your time on blame and fear. Look at what’s really happening. This is about freedom, not punishment and justice. Leave that to the higher pay grades. Enjoy the freedom we are entering. This freedom will spread, tearing down old systems of control. Ignore the dying grasp for illusory power. It won’t work. Ego structures are no longer supported.

Bask in the freedom. Bask in the Sun. A new day is dawning. Remember who you are. Reset to the New Earth.

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Keep shining, make self-care a priority, and keep your focus on building the new. Lately, I have seen many on this spiritual path slip into both polarities – denial and fear. Stop focusing on fear, while maintaining safety protocols. It’s probably best to define what I mean, by using example of what not to do.

Focusing on the new is NOT magical thinking. Magical thinking is just denial… “I’m thinking good thoughts, so I’ll be fine.” Good thoughts are usually an avoidance to really doing the inner work required to raise your vibration. Good thoughts come naturally after your inner work is dealt with, and need no special effort.

Staying informed is NOT living in fear. The best antidote to fear is actual facts. Unfortunately, facts about this virus are usually buried in the drama, and twisted for emotional response, at least on social media. If learning more about it makes you scared, then the actual facts are missing. Stop spreading the fear.

Judging others for their reaction is NOT proof you are taking it more seriously. Just because some are taking this time to practice being present, doesn’t mean they aren’t doing all they can. Just because someone is jumping up and down yelling about people not wearing masks, doesn’t make them more proactive. Judgement is a form of fear. Discernment is a personal practice.

Again, revisit your thoughts on death and grieving. Many people planned to leave the planet at this time. It wasn’t bad luck or not following protocol, it was an exit opportunity and they took it. If I die this year, I don’t want anyone saying it was some kind of tragedy. If you die, how do you want to be remembered? Do that. Live your life, even within your home.

While practicing safety protocols, keep returning to Love and Service. I personally feel best sitting outside in the sun, admiring the beauty of nature. If your entire day is spent staring at a screen, it may be time to reevaluate. What happens when the internet stops? If you think you are just biding your time until all goes back to normal, you may be in for a shock. We will have a new normal.

How are you of service to the whole? If you don’t know, start with your own inner work. There is no end to personal development, so you’ll never get bored. What can you do every day to bring in more love? This is a solo mission. Opening your heart doesn’t require others. Find a way, every single day, to create your own stability and balance. We are the ones we have been waiting for.

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As we enter unfamiliar ground, we get to look at how attached we are to the known. Even things we know are hurting us spiritually can be so comforting to the ego. The ego relies on whatever we know as normal, so it knows what experiences to reproduce, largely subconsciously. The golden handcuffs of money, self-identity as our work or social circle, and a life of convenience, are all part of our ego story, at some level. Even poverty consciousness relies on the concept of money.

I hear people talk about economic recovery like it’s the only option. I even catch myself wondering how I will survive without income. Then I giggle, because the future is so much brighter than the past. To get there with grace and ease, we need to be open to the unknown. I don’t have any details, just a warm feeling about what’s next.

To allow the new, the old must come to an end. As we have been told for a couple of years, the ego structures are no longer supported. Most of us are excited about the ending of human trafficking and corruption, but financial collapse is just too personal to be comfortable. We have been indoctrinated to be the extreme of self-reliance and independence. Now, it is all about Unity Consciousness and personal responsibility. Humans are designed to be tribal. Children naturally want to help. We are returning to our natural state, which means leaving the confines of learned behavior.

If this thought is overwhelming, just think of Star Trek. It’s hard to imagine an unknown, but luckily, we have a bit of a template. On this show, they have a society that doesn’t use money. Everyone is fed, clothed, and doing what they are naturally good at. When someone falls into addiction or irresponsible behavior, they are sent to counseling, not jail. They have fewer ways to check-out mentally, and less need for it. This is closer to the natural state of humans.

So many have been pushing for freedom, without actually considering what that looks like. In the end, this will be a beautiful shift in humanity. This is the dawn of the freedom of human potential. But it won’t look anything like the old paradigm. Reconsider the structures of power hierarchy (government, religion, money), and think what true freedom will do to them. We can’t be free, and be slaves at the same time.

Remember that our true needs have been falsely entangled with money. The Earth provides food, water, and air free of charge. I am well aware that there will be an adjustment period while we distance ourselves from city living and a consumer-based economy, but let’s keep our eye on the new. Wishing things would “just return to normal” will just bring undue stress. The energy structures have changed. We will have a new normal.

On a personal note, I fully understand what I’m asking. At 28, I was a commercial pilot, then I started having balance issues. After 6 months of testing, I was diagnosed with hereditary ataxia, confirmed with gene testing. This degenerative neurological condition cost me my career, and eventually my mobility and my income base. Now, I am in a wheelchair, and living on disability income. I’ve been through all this before, so I can tell you from experience, something better is waiting on the other side of this. I can also tell you it is a complete waste of time and energy to wish for the old. Focus on the new, and keep going.

Also remember the internet is a training ground for telepathy. You have the ability to check on your loved one without social media. Practice this. Close your eyes, focus on the person, and feel whatever you feel. Then you can validate your reaction with an email or text. You and also connect with your Guides, Higher Self, and Human Heart Grid (the new humanity). This is all available to you at any point, no wifi needed.

Human potential is much greater than an economic system. Freedom in the unknown is preferable to the struggle of the past. This will all be worth it. Stay present. Walk in the sun. Sing out loud. We are built for this. We are making history… We are making the shift to true freedom.

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As the old systems fall into chaos, the new is emerging. I haven’t written anything in a while, because I feel totally disconnected from the old consciousness. I spend hours at a time just feeling my heart open and fill with Light. I am aware this isn’t the experience most are having right now, and I do occasionally feel a wave of fear from the masses, but I never mistake it as my own. When it happens, I meditate to bring myself back from the edge. Then I sit with my heart again.

From an ego standpoint this seems selfish, or maybe lazy. It isn’t. It’s a deep act of love and service, to the whole of humanity. Light workers are holding the space for the creation of the new… new systems, new templates, new everything. New to us in this life, but in actuality, a return to Grace.

Why so much fear right now? Because the ego doesn’t want to go. Ego death is much harder than physical death because it means venturing into the unknown. That said, many will choose physical death, and that’s okay. Sometimes change is too hard. Some planned to leave before this change. Some have finished their work. This is probably a good time to reexamine your thoughts about death and dying.

This is actually a good time to reexamine your thoughts on most things. Money, religion, governments, any hierarchy or control. We move forward in Unity and Love. This is the opposite of what we had before, and it will be hard for some. Love them anyway. Let them be where they are, and hold space for the new. As we all self-quarantine, we are afforded time for introspection. Align with your heart.

Fear is contagious, but so is Grace. Be the change. Whenever you are tempted to spread fear and drama, ask yourself why. The only mind you can work with is your own. Unity consciousness gives new weight to doing your own inner work. I can feel so many new lights coming on each time I meditate. It’s exciting!

Step back from network news, also. If you want to stay informed, look at data, not opinion. In the US, try the CDC site, or something similar. So far, I haven’t had the push to keep up with the info, just to create the energetic template for the new. Do whatever you are (non-emotionally) drawn to.

Go within, and feel how amazing it is out there, beyond the old matrix. Join me in holding the space.

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It’s always amazing to me how normal life events have so many layers, just waiting to be uncovered. I am in the midst of relocating, so packing up my house is a daily chore. I have a lot of full boxes. Some would say to give it all away and start over. I’ve never been a fan of that concept for myself. I don’t have “junk”, but I have an abundance of family antiques and beautiful gifts.

I like to be surrounded by beautiful and old things. Some don’t, and there’s nothing wrong with that. I’ve had plenty of time (while packing) to consider what’s really important to me, to take to my new home. I just really love the idea of hearth and home… the cosy comfort of an old book, read by the fire. It just feels good. Some feel better living in an RV, with only what they can carry in a backpack. Again, no right or wrong, just an opportunity to know myself at a deeper level.

What also strikes me is the unity of all physical reality. Meaning, I cherish my belongings just as I cherish my body. People who have a “disposable” attitude about “stuff” tend to treat their bodies with the same flippancy. Look around you, and see if you can find this theme. Look at yourself, and see how you regard the physical.

I am totally comfortable with the impermanence of it all, belongings and body. All I’m saying is that both can be treasured while we’re here. Even (or maybe especially) the minimalist can appreciate their creature comforts. Respect and honor, without attachment.

Going one step further, YOU are an heirloom. Your birth into this body is the result of countless ancestors. Be gentle with yourself. Be kind to your body. Treat yourself as the beautiful gift you are. You’ll never get another shot at this one specific life, so live it with as much love and joy as you can. We are all stories in the end, passed down to the next generation, like heirloom furniture.

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There is much talk about the new Earth Grid, and the human Heart Grid, and all the new alignments with 5D. Some have been physically visiting places (for decades), and planting crystals. Others have been working ethereally. Now it’s time to actually become the physical anchors. How exciting is that?!?

Several years ago, in meditation, I was told I was now a gatekeeper. No job description, no outline, just the title. Learn as I go, I guess. It started with etheric work, and eventually moved into my body. I can feel energies come and go, through my body, to either anchor or clear the collective. Big energies. Before anyone starts reprimanding me for using my body as a conduit, let me just say this wasn’t a choice. At no point did I ever volunteer to process this stuff physically. That said, I’m sure I was built for this. It’s exhausting sometimes, but my self-care is on point. I’m not in harm’s way.

Now, there are several of us being placed (relocated, temporarily or permanently), to become grid points. Living grid points. Wow! The visual I get is the end of ‘The Fifth Element’, when Leelu’s heart opens, and energy from the elements shoots out. I doubt it will be quite that dramatic, but still just as important. If you have recently been relocated, or suddenly have odd travel plans, odds are you are about to ground some energy for the new grid systems. Yay!!! I’m pretty excited about this one!

It isn’t tough. Self-care, and an open heart is all you need. That includes clean food & drink, sleep when tired, meditation, and lots of love & laughter. Care for your body, and keep the vibe high, and the rest will be done by your Higher Self. I haven’t been given specifics on a date, but it feels like more than one, with the first surge happening around the equinox. I definitely feel like I need to be settled at my new home by March 21st. But that may just be my personal directive, and others may be different.

2020 is off to a great start. We can’t even imagine what lies before us in this new decade. We were built for this. This is why we answered the call to incarnate on Earth at this precious time. We are so very loved and supported. We got this!

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The energies are not at all gentle. The emotional chaos being stirred up is downright brutal. After having a really turbulent 24 hours, I finally took a nice hot bath to clear my head. I always get the best downloads in the bath. Water and self-care. Golden.

What I got was the usual “new energy in, old energy out” spiel, along with some helpful context. Keep focused on who you want to be when you grow up, and move towards that. Move your thoughts, words, and deeds in the direction you want to arrive. Sounds obvious, but when you are battling the internal fray, it’s nice to have a reminder.

I have been dealing with feelings of fear, overwhelm, and lack, none of which are common for me. The fact that these aren’t my normal leads me to the conclusion that this isn’t all mine. We all assist in clearing the collective, as well as bloodlines, so remember not to take it as personally as it feels. Feel it, and release it.

No choice is wrong, and no one is judging you. It is simply about who you want to become. Do I want to squirrel away every penny, or do I want to spread the wealth, and trust that more money will come? Do I want to play it safe, or do I want to live to the fullest? Again, there is no wrong answer, but very different paths, leading to very different destinations.

So, your invisible team considers this a gentle remembrance. Feel it all, then choose one, and release the other. Remember who you came here to be. One road will feel peaceful and expansive. The other road will feel oppressive and isolating. Your body will make it clear which path serves you. And if you don’t get a clear answer right away, just sit with the question until the answer comes. All in Divine timing.

Self-care is instrumental. Your body is shedding old DNA, and needs your support with this shift. Clean diet, clean environment, lots of love and praise. Everything will happen more smoothly if your internal dialog is loving and encouraging. Know that you’re doing a great job, both mentally and physically.

On that note, if your relaxation is chemically dependent (drugs or alcohol), now is the time to learn a new coping skill. Learn to use your breath to regulate your heartbeat. Develop a relationship with your body. Lately, I’ve been doing breath work utilizing a big in-breath, and a very slow exhale, repeat for at least three minutes. For instant energy, try the breath of fire from Kundalini yoga. Find what works for you, and practice. If you get stranded on an island it’s always good to know how to work with the body, without a substance. Also, this frees you from the consumerism associated with mild anxiety or depression. Take your power back.

Who do you want to be when you grow up? If you are experiencing anything else, it’s just here to say goodbye. Feel it, thank it, release it, and choose the other path. Be gentle with yourself and others, as we all remember who we are. We are all just stories in the end, make yours a good one. May your remembrance be gentle.

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