Walking In Both Worlds

“Allow” keeps ringing in my mind. Every time I try to push the river, I hear “allow”. Every time I start to worry about something, I hear “allow”. Just sitting by while life happens has never been my strong suit. It makes me wonder if those prone to inaction are now being told “act now”.

I think the bigger point is to follow whatever guidance you are given. I believe we are being re-balanced to our Divine nature. For me, this means relaxing into the flow of life, where it is no longer up to “just me” to make things happen. I am being supported by life in new ways, and it is my job to acknowledge that and trust it. What does it mean for you?

Whenever I am told to allow, I close my eyes, repeat the word, and notice the changes in my body. When I do this I feel every fiber of my body relaxing, almost like the energy had been restricted by my unconscious grasping. The sensation is sudden and visceral. I sit in this space and take a few breaths. I am stating to notice when my body starts to tense up, so I can shift into allowing before I am told.

Again, follow your own guidance. I am kind of the canary in the mine for physically attempting ascension. Being wheelchair bound with a degenerative neurological disorder is always a bit of a challenge, but the incoming energy is integrated through the nervous system. Sitting still and allowing life to flow may be balancing me psychologically, but it also seems physically wise. Follow your guidance!!! There may be more than one reason your intuition is yelling at you. I am felling physically stronger, even with the excessive amount of nothing I’ve been doing.

I have read several articles about how to prepare for the upcoming eclipse, none of which feel right to me. I do believe this eclipse (April 19-20 2023) is a major reset for humanity, but the preparation is different for each of us. The only thing that alleviates the intensity for me is connecting with nature or my own body. Follow your own guidance, as your Higher Self knows what’s best for you.

The shifts in perspective have been enormous in the last month, and we are about to see the rubber hit the road. Just stay inner-focused, and develop your relationship to your Higher Self. The old is crumbling quickly, so anchoring inward will make for the smoothest transition. The new world is already growing, just focus on the good news. We got this!

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As we prepare to adventure into the unknown of the future, there is one vital step we must consciously take. Free will is a big deal here, and no matter how much we botch it up, it must be respected. If we wish to quickly land on our highest timeline, we must consciously align with our own Higher Self. We must actively surrender to that part of us that knows better. This is not good news for the ego.

There is no deadline, you can make the choice to move whenever you want. The real question is, how long do you want to carry-on with the failing 3D paradigm? If you’re enjoying that ride, or really want to experience the fall of Rome from the inside, then by all means, stay as you are. Choosing with the mind will lead to one experience, choosing inner guidance will lead to another. Totally up to you. I’m just ready to level up, and I’m quite sure I’m not alone.

I am not suggesting that you give your personal power away, even to your own Higher Self. No, this type of surrender is an active and ongoing process. It is a mastery class on self-trust. This surrender requires the ego to admit it is a limited resource, and your Higher Self knows better what will truly make you happy. After this act of surrender, you must follow the trail of breadcrumbs leading to your new life. This is an active process, requiring you to make moves based on intuition, rather than ego plans.

Epiphanies have been dropping in from nowhere, adjusting my view of my whole life. This re-framing has opened doors to entirely unconsidered alternatives for my future. My brain imagined happiness as some form of individualized privilege, but my intuition is leading me in an entirely different direction. The catch is this: I have to be willing to let go of my ego ideas AND I have to follow the intuitive guidance, no matter what my mind says. I have to actively engage in this process to experience the smoothest transition possible.

Maybe you had planned to be a chiropractor, but now you are being guided toward botany. Maybe you thought you would be running retreats, but your intuition is moving you towards writing children’s books. The fact is that our Higher Self knows what will really make us happy, and happiness always involves sharing our own unique gifts with the world. Unity consciousness is right around the bend, and we will all be pushed toward sharing the medicine only we carry. You really don’t need this situation, or that job, or this group of friends, but you will fall in love with the life that’s waiting for you.

So, if your ego plans suddenly go awry, try active surrender to your intuition. This is just part of the embodiment process, and eventually everyone will get there. This is just a suggestion to make the transition to 5D as smooth as possible. We could all do with a little more grace and ease in our lives, and it’s available to us right now. I have been using this mantra lately: “I allow my life to be as big and beautiful as it wants to be.”

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I love to figure out how things work. A great deal of the time this ascension business is above my pay-grade, thus I am just as confused as everyone else. On occasion, I get a peek at the programming of this matrix we’re experiencing. Not often, but it’s nice when it happens.

Sometimes when I start with, “I wonder why…” things just fall into my brain. On this occasion, I was wondering how “they” plan to get people to change their habits. I just don’t think a weakening magnetosphere is going to do it. Humans can have some amazing strength of will when it comes to upholding unconscious habits. Unless a person dedicates themselves to doing a great deal of shadow work, nothing really changes. Unless…

If we reverse the process so the habit is broken first, it’s just natural to wonder (ponder, contemplate, do shadow work) about why we had the habit to start with. And how would that happen, you ask? Because the body is getting louder each day. If things you used to enjoy now make you sick, it will be worth the time to figure out a change. Brilliant! These folks are worth every penny, or whatever they get!

Things that are out of alignment for my highest trajectory are getting more and more uncomfortable. This is everything from certain foods to videos to ordering online. I’m sure the specifics are different for everyone. All I know is that my body is quite clear on what has to go. My physical reaction to “old timeline stuff” ranges from nausea to heart palpitations to exhaustion to mood swings. As soon as I get the message and stop what I’m doing, I return to my happy 5-D experience.

This classical conditioning is quite effective, and it will work on even the most asleep among us. Boy, these guys are good! No wonder we put them in charge of this shift! For those of us who have been doing our inner work for decades, we can just lead by example and make subtle suggestions. I am reminded of the guy who went to the doctor:
“My arm hurts when I move it like this.”
Doctor replies, “Then don’t move it like that!”

Of course, this idea is covered in the current astrology. With Saturn (structure) moving into Pisces (feeling), it only makes sense that everything we do will be accompanied by an unmistakable feeling on the subject. Astrology really is a road map. A big thanks to Mark for sharing the Changing of the Gods video on YouTube.

We are ramping up for big changes, as if life hasn’t been all about change for a couple years now. I just wanted to share my latest discovery. It’s pretty exciting to see a plan come together!

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We can all feel the fall. It is past the tipping point and gravity has taken over. In human terms, we finally have more people against the patriarchy, than for it. All things tied to the patriarchal system are falling away, faster than anyone planned. The issue I’m concerned about is how this will change our personal stories. At least 2000 years of our cultural history has been built on these values. Though we are all looking forward to this change, it’s best to also look into how we have molded ourselves to survive this system.

Before we go on, let me be clear that “the patriarchy” refers to a social system, NOT to individual men, or even men in general. It’s easy to point out the damage a patriarchal system has done to women, non-whites, and non-heterosexuals, but the damage done to men, especially white men, is harder to discern. It is easier to explain white privilege, than gender privilege. Patriarchy is the water we all swim in, and that fish bowl is about to shatter.

A few years back I read a number of books on white privilege. Being a white woman, I wanted to learn more about the subject and how I could help with equality. One of the books addressed cultural appropriation by asking, “What is white culture?” Wow. That one really hit me. When I think of any specific non-white group culture, I can easily think of their history of music, dress, and customs. So my question to you is, “What is male culture?”

Women have a culture, which spans all colors. Women keep the home fires burning and the kids fed. This they must do, and there is no other option. If I had to choose one word for female culture it’s “long-suffering”. Not that women’s culture is always a bummer, but there is a definite culture. You can see why women are eager to see the fall of the patriarchy.

What is male culture? To provide? How does that look in a world without money? To be an eternal child? How does that look when the women no longer have any interest in supporting a man’s whims? My point is this: it is urgent to identify as a soul, rather than a cultural role in the patriarchy. The men that have been doing their inner work seem to be handling the current situation well, but those who have been avoiding their soul seem to be floundering. Please gently guide folks to an inner definition of self, because the outer is falling fast.

From my post Return of the Goddess, 2015:

“First, we need to understand this isn’t a gender thing. All humans have both masculine and feminine energy within them, and we can have an imbalance in one or both of them, regardless of our human gender. The phenomenon we are calling ‘Return of the Goddess’ is really just a return to balance within ourselves, and then expressing that new balance in society. Not only have we been heavily emphasizing the masculine (lots of doing and getting, as opposed to being and nurturing), but we have also been living mostly in the shadow side of both energies.

For example, the shadow of the masculine can be either aggressive or an eternal child (Peter Pan complex), among other things. The feminine shadow can include manipulation and victimization (martyr complex). Again, this is NOT about gender. I know lots of women with control issues (masculine imbalance) and lots of men who live as victims (feminine imbalance). When in balance, masculine energy can be protective without being possessive, focused without being dominating; feminine energy can be nurturing without being smothering, creative without being flighty. It’s a matter of balance, as well as living in the light instead of the shadow.

Masculine energy is what our world is currently built on. It’s an outward moving force, yang energy, with the emphasis on doing and acquiring. It’s a mental energy, and likes step-by-step processes. It’s about focusing the will, and making things happen. It’s a linear energy, and is represented by a straight line.

Feminine energy is largely missing from our current culture, thus the Return of the Goddess to bring us back into balance. It’s an inward force, yin energy, with the emphasis on being and nurturing. It’s an emotional energy, and likes spontaneity. It’s about allowing life to flow, and surrender to Divine Will. It is a cyclical energy, and it represented by a circle or spiral.”

Another good post is Alignment, 2018.

While I am quite sure the fall of the patriarchy will affect us all in some way, those who are unconsciously governed by it will have an abrupt awakening. Please take the time to consider your own ego alignment. Be gentle with yourself and others, but now is the time to make the adjustments you can.

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

I am all kinds of excited, because this is the part of the shift I’ve been looking forward to most. Yay! The masses will start to look behind the curtain of conditioning, and see that this whole system is not only limiting, but actually encouraging physical death and disease. This broken system was designed on purpose (at one time) to keep humans separated from their true power. It is easier to keep people in line if they are removed from their power. It’s odd that more of us don’t know this, but our human power is in our physical body. The lower 3 chakras need the most attention.

The only reason we get to have this physical life is through the gift of our body. Our consciousness continues after physical death, but the whole point of physical life is the body. The body is our human expression. Our body is our power. Our body is our joy. This truth has been suppressed for so long, even the oppressors have forgotten the magic of this secret.

Taking care of the body includes not causing it harm. Sounds like common sense, but there has been considerable conditioning to encourage self-harm. Everything from loathing our body image to consuming alcohol (poison) has been considered normal. Coming out as a non-drinker is currently similar to coming out as gay in the 1990s… it’s a big deal, and people assume something is wrong with you.

Having healthy gut bacteria is tied to health on all levels, including mental health. The cycle used to run like this: I should drink socially, alcohol kills gut bacteria (that’s why we can use alcohol to sterilize stuff), the microbiome is off and now I feel stressed, I’ll have a drink to calm down, repeat. The new cycle won’t include alcohol, or anything harmful to the body. Part of this new normal will be a true understanding of how the body works and how we can best support it.

Mental clarity is also required to fully experience our power and freedom. A healthy body supports a healthy mind. A healthy mind supports a healthy body. Interdependence. We are (finally!) moving from codependency and conformity to interdependence and diversity. Marijuana is on the way out also. Before anyone tries to defend the benefits of any drug, consider this: Anything that alters your perception and cognition lowers your ability to be fully present. You must be fully present to be fully empowered. These things were just marketed to us with skill, even within the spiritual community. Ever heard of beer yoga? It’s a thing.

This shift to awareness of body health is brought to us courtesy of Gaia herself. The earth is realigning herself with her true nature, and taking all physical life with her. Some will choose to shift with her, some will leave physical embodiment. Neither is right or wrong. The priority of respecting and supporting physical life is the wave of the future. As unity consciousness comes online, we will understand and feel how our individual choices effect all. The time of extreme individualism is drawing to a close. Again, yay!

Knowledge is power. How can we make a choice without the facts? Long story short – do some research, and pass on what you find. “Research” has to come from the scientific community. There are plenty of articles on the benefits of alcohol and marijuana consumption. One thing science can’t offer is an energetic description of consumption, so I’ll share what I see. Both alcohol and marijuana consumption dampen the inner fire. Alcohol slowly drowns the passion for life, and marijuana stops any drive to live fully. On this energetic level it’s much easier to see the effects; just look for the spark in the eye of a regular user.

If you have fallen into one of these traps, forgive yourself. You didn’t know what you didn’t know. Take the information, and choose a path forward. Any change to improve your health is fully supported at this point. Both your invisible team and Mother Earth are with you on this!

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.

Apparently, it’s been a while since I posted. I (like most of you) have been a bit overwhelmed integrating all this energy. You would never guess how busy I’ve been by looking at my 3D life, which seemed to be on hold until a few days ago. That full moon on February 5th felt like an energetic, cosmic laxative. Things are starting to coalesce in unimagined and striking ways. To think this is only the warm-up for what’s coming in March!

I see glimmers of my true medicine; what I bring to share with the world. In comparison, it feels like everything up until now has been a series of party tricks. I still don’t see it fully, but I know it has more to do with personal energy than anything I’m actually doing, just like all of us. The veils are lifting. Can you feel it?

Faster than ever, the 3D world is falling away. Nothing to fear – many of us have been working non-stop to ground the energy of the new. There won’t be a huge transition bump between 3D and 5D, at least not for those looking toward the future. Honestly, it may be pretty rough for those still clinging to the old – old ways of seeing themselves and the world. This is quantum leap evolution time!

More than ever, support the body. I have had the privilege of consciously integrating some of the lightbody and new DNA, and it always wipes me out. Sleep and water are my best suggestions. Clean living is now a requirement, rather than a choice… if you want this transition to be as smooth as it can be.

My intuition has moved from my mind to my body. If something “feels off” it always fails. Also, if I don’t feel a full “yes!” then the answer needs to be “no.” This one has been hard for me, because I try to talk myself into compromise on a regular basis. I used to compromise (not in the good way) and then be resentful, but now it’s just not an option. The situation either works for both of us, or not at all. It even feels better just saying it out lout. Try it: “The situation either works for both of us, or not at all.”

Let everything go and see what stays. Along with the new energy coming online, the old is disappearing. Let it go. Clinging to old ideas and identities will only increase suffering, for all concerned. We are all stepping into new roles, in a new world. Had ideas about how the future will look? Let them go. Both timelines and memories are connected to planetary magnetics, experienced as the magnetic poles, which are shifting rapidly. They say nothing changes more than the past, because memory is unreliable. We are about to experience that in a much stronger way. Forgive the past, and let it go. It will be easier if you can start the process consciously.

As my primary job at this point is integration, here is a list of more consistent (and free) support:
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Get the support you need from where you need to get it, including counseling or addiction rehab. This is a time of great change, and healing is greatly supported, but you still have to take the steps to make it happen. Support your body by supporting your life. We got this!

In my blog ‘Breathe as the Divine’ I talk about storing higher vibrations in your body. Well, I’ve been doing that, and I’ve made some new discoveries. I used to have to consciously engage with that stored light to lift my mood when needed, but now my body is doing it automatically. Whenever I feel a bit down, my body just steps in and releases some that stored goodness, bringing me back to a higher vibration. Also, my body is now answering me when I speak to it. Yep, it’s getting real over here.

Being that the physical body is part of Gaia, this serves as my personal proof that the earth is waking up. I’ve been seeing changes in Earth’s energy for a couple years. I have been talking to my body for at least seven years, but this is the first time it’s replied. Let the DNA changes begin! At least for me. I know others have been experiencing these physical changes for a while, but we each have our own timing, don’t we.

I was playing with storing light and awakening DNA when I suddenly thought I shouldn’t push the river. Maybe I should just let it happen naturally. As soon as I had that thought the inner light dimmed, and some places went back into darkness. When I changed my thoughts on the subject, the dark areas lit up again. Know what that means? I am allowed to be an active player again!!! I have been on hold in the physical world for two decades now, and while I learned a great deal by expanding only inwardly, it sure is freeing to know I’m being invited back to the game. Exciting!

More importantly, this means we can choose to bring our dormant DNA online faster than standard evolution. Evolution is happening to everyone, but I’m pretty sure we will have fewer growing pains by making change a conscious choice. It doesn’t take much, just a few conscious breaths each day. I recommend three deep breaths before getting out of bed, another three a couple times during the day, and again when you crawl into bed. Breath in gratitude and light.

Another evolution technique I’ve been toying with is raising my vibration as high as I can right before I fall asleep. Sleep brings healing, and sleeping at a higher vibration seems to speed healing. Give it a try. Start with a gratitude list, then feel the light expanding and vibrating in your body. At the very least, it’s a beautiful way to fall asleep.

In another week (January 21, 2023) we will be moving full speed ahead, so use this week to build some good habits to carry you through the chaos. Here comes the new reality! We got this!

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My intuition has been shifting for the last two years. It used to be quite loud, like a conversation in my head. Now, it is a fleeting whisper or just a physical feeling in my body, very subtle. I can only surmise that this change is a normal part of the embodiment phase. With the Higher Self descending into the body, intuition is no longer a conversation, but a physical sensation.

This is a huge change to nearly five decades of conversation with “my guides”, or whatever language you have for higher guidance. The nice part is, at least for now, my higher self is running the show. Even when I ignore my now subtle guidance, things just… rearrange themselves. In the last month, my mistakes are pointed out harmlessly. Like ordering something online (using my mind instead of my intuition), and having it mysteriously disappear with money refunded. Poof! And now we’re back on track.

I must say, I’m really enjoying this part. It’s so relaxing to know I’m being supported. I tend to be an over-achiever in pretty much all areas, so it feels like a reward to let someone else drive for a bit. Actually, this is what 2023 feels like to me – expansive and safe. All I have to do is keep an eye on my own ego, and the Universe will do the rest.

I am keeping up with my half of this co-creation energy by deepening my relationship to my body, grounding this new energy with my breath, and delving into ego patterns with the Gene Keys courses online. Never a dull moment in dissolving ego patterns, but all our individual work helps the collective. I am also starting and ending each day with gratitude and a new mantra: “I am ready, willing, and able to receive as much support as I give to others.”

Now is the time to find your own mantra and practices. Remember to be fully aware when you feel a wave of joy come through, so you can stash that feeling in your cells. 2023 gives us the chance to elevate, both individually and collectively. How high are you willing to go?

If this info is helpful, you can follow my blog (lower right side of page) to have posts delivered directly to your inbox. You may also enjoy my books, Waking Up Indigo, Walking In Both Worlds, and What’s Next, available at Amazon, both in paperback and on Kindle. Love donations welcome and appreciated via PayPal (donate button). Please feel free to share and re-post these writings… we are all just walking each other home.